Idk anymore
Been a long time since I've used tumblr. Tbh, I rarely use it at all. But here is where I like to vent. Mainly cause no one really gonna care. If someone does care enough, then it's just a bonus. So here's the thing, I've recently graduated from DeVry University. Been about 2 months. And in those two months, I've been throwing applications out there. Flying out of my hands like airplanes. But I can't seem to land any position. I'm applying to places I feel I qualify for. Occasionally I'll choose the one that seems a bit more excessive. At first, it wasn't bothering me, but it's starting to get to me now. Did I mention I have to start paying off school in 4 months? I'm going to be paying almost $500 a month for the next 10 years. How am I supposed to do that without a job? I know I know, I can find a part time job at WalMart, McDonalds, etc. But seriously? I don't want that. I didn't spend my last 3 years to get a job like that. Don't get me wrong, that is my backup plan. It isn't ruled out of my head at all. It's just that I didn't think it be this hard. I'm not saying I've given up, cause I haven't. I'm just a little tired of all the rejections and not being able to do anything. My life has just gotten so routine that I'm sick of it. Mornings - bring brother to school and look for jobs. Don't stop till I've applied to at least 2 places. Afternoons - Watch new anime, pick up brother, gym. (Also, im getting REALLY tired of the gym). And depending on what day it is, nights can be spent with friends. Not that I'm sick of friends at all, it's just we tend to do the same thing every time we're together. My friend and I actually wanted something new so we to try out a Martial Arts class. I did martial arts when I was younger and it was great feeling being in a class like that again. But like all my problems these days, money is involved. I'd really like to be taking those classes, but I can't afford it. I don't expect anything from posting this. This is just a way to clear my head. :/
