memes & sources

Sideblog to skjebne. arya, 25+, and est. A place were you can find memes, aesthetics for my original work, and some book qoutes from my work, and other authors that I love. Triggering content is present, and this also serves as a resource blog. Everything is tagged.

[aryawrites]

Love Hurts Sentence Starters

A collection of sentence starters taken from my muse’s pintrest boards based about love and relationships gone wrong.  “Love breaks my bones, and I laugh” “Don’t fall in love with someone who pays a little bit of attention to you.” “You destroy me.” “How do you tell someone the reason you are sad is because you love them?” “I felt to much, he didn’t”.” “I knew how much I loved you when I started making excuses for the way you hurt me.” “We only obsess over relationships that feel unfinished.” “We’re all trying to forget someone.” “I deserved a better goodbye.” “I almost wish we never met.” “Everyone has a heartbreak they don’t talk about.” “And one day your name didn’t make me smile anymore.” “You stopped saying goodnight, and I stopped sleeping.” “I broke my rules for you.” “What a plot twist you were.” “You said you wouldn’t and you fucking did.” “Thinking of you is a poison I drink often.” “Silly me, thinking you cared.” “It’s all lies, darling.” “Kiss me you piece of shit.” “Not all demons live in hell.”

[rudjedet]

Hi I have a feeling Set is reaching out to me but how do I Interact with him?

I'm not a kemetic practitioner, so I cannot answer this from that perspective.

Speaking as an Egyptologist and resident Sethxpert, I'd hide your lettuce and run. In seriousness, I can guarantee you that my professional opinion on this won't align with your personal piety. But regardless of that I think you will benefit from learning more about Seth so I'll link you a few papers and books about Seth for further Egyptological reading:

Anat, Seth, and the Seed of P'Re by Jac. van Dijk

Seth, God of Confusion by H. te Velde (seriously, if you read nothing else, read this)

The Egyptian God Seth as a Trickster by H. te Velde

Horus und Seth by H. te Velde

Seth (entry in Lexikon der Ägyptologie) by H. te Velde

Seth (entry in Oxford Encyclopedia of Ancient Egypt) by H. te Velde

Seth, a misrepresented god in the Ancient Egyptian pantheon? by P. Turner

Thoughts on Seth the con-man (from Mummies, Medicine and Magic; Google Books excerpt that should contain the whole chapter) by P. Turner

Deconstructing the Iconography of Seth by I.R. Taylor

[aryawrites]

random lyrics from songs in my playlists as prompts (pt. 2) triggering topics may be present. p.I p.ii “ I feel like a person for a moment of my life.” “It's the God that heroin prays to.” “I know that you hate this place.” “You know I love you so.” “For you I'd bleed myself dry.” “Lights will guide you home.”  “I will try to fix you.” “When you're too in love to let it go.” “I promise you I will learn from my mistakes.” “I had to find you.” “Tell me you love me.” “Come back and haunt me.” “I'm gonna give you my heart.” “I wanna die in your arms.” “ I don't need drugs.” “Love, don't you remember?” “I'm wasted on you.” “Just pass me the bitter truth.” “No more lies.” “Don't cling to me, I swear I can't fix you.” “If you love me, then let go of me.” “I won't be held down by who I used to be.” “She's nothing to me.” “ Blame it on me.” “I don't want to hold you back now love.” “My love wasn't enough.“ “You don't remember my name.” “I don't really care.” “Can we play the game your way?” “I don't want to feel anymore for you.” “I believe our love can see us through in death. “ “I'll be right beside you forevermore.”

[aryawrites]

random lyrics from songs in my playlists as prompts (pt. 2) triggering topics may be present. p.I “I wish you felt the fire.” “I feel us dying.” “I still love you.” “It's all been a pack of lies.” “No you don't fool me.” “I was born sick, but I love it.” “Offer me that deathless death.” “My lover's the sunlight.” “I'll take the long way 'round.” “I'll find my own way down.” “i made a bed, where you don't belong..” “Oh, take me back to the night we met.” “I don't know what I'm supposed to do, haunted by the ghost of you.” “I don't want your number.” “I don't want to meet you nowhere.” “I don't want none of your time.” “I got a plan to get us out of here.” “I know things will get better.” “See my old man's got a problem.” “Baby join me in death.” “In joy and sorrow, my home's in your arms.” “Just one kiss and I'm alive.” “One kiss and I'm ready to die.” “Death sings our song.” “Let go of love.” “I never wanted to lose you.” “Your home is where the dark is.” “A cold heart is a dead heart.” “I taste you on my tongue.” “I know that you got daddy issues.” “Where did my daddy go?” “I'd run away and hide with you.” “You're speaking like you really love him.” “I don't mind if there's not much to say.” “This house no longer feels like home.” “I should've known better.” “You still owe me a reason.” “Dad I know you're trying to fight when you feel like flying.”

[aryawrites]

random lyrics from songs in my playlists as prompts (pt. 1) triggering topics are present. “I'm not afraid of God.” “I am afraid of man.” “I thought that love was a kind of emptiness.” “I thought that love was in the drugs.” “You don't have to be afraid.” “Remember what it is to feel.” “I've been through hell, I think I'm somewhere in-between.” “Throw me in the damn flame.” “Me and death keep tongue kissing.” “I think something's fucking wrong with me.” “I don't wanna know what it's like without you.” “Don't leave.” “I know that you love me.” “Dreams last so long, even after you're gone.” “You're breaking my heart.” “I will show you the way back home.” “Don’t believe all the lies that you’ve been told.” “I’ll show you how to live again.” “She is the sunlight.” “I'm only human.” “Would you lie with me and just forget the world?” “Forget what we're told.” “I don't want to run.” “He's everything you want.” “You're waiting for someone to push you away.” “There's always something more you wish he'd say.” “Tell me all the secrets you've been hiding.” “Blow some smoke up to the gods.” “Lived nine lives, so I guess I got nine left.” “I wear this cross so God can find me if my soul gets lost.” “Everybody hates, but can anybody love me?” “One drink, one pill, one hit, one line.” “I don't need the world, maybe I just need you.” “You're too good for me, I'm too bad to keep.” “I get insecure and panic 'cause I know you're too pure for this.” “It's the God that heroin prays to.” “I feel like a person for a moment of my life.” “But you don't know what hell you put me through.” “I keep catching little words but the meaning's thin.” “Just a little rush, babe.” “You think the problem is me.” “I say it's time for the truth.” “What am I supposed to do?” “I found the truth about you babe, and it was heavy.” “I just heard some shit that affected me.” “You say it won't happen again.” “I love her still.” “She loves you.” “But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside.”

[lyralit]

show, don't tell:

anticipation - bouncing legs - darting eyes - breathing deeply - useless / mindless tasks - eyes on the clock - checking and re-checking

frustration - grumbling - heavy footsteps - hot flush - narrowed eyes - pointing fingers - pacing / stomping

sadness - eyes filling up with tears - blinking quickly - hiccuped breaths - face turned away - red / burning cheeks - short sentences with gulps

happiness - smiling / cheeks hurting - animated - chest hurts from laughing - rapid movements - eye contact - quick speaking

boredom - complaining - sighing - grumbling - pacing - leg bouncing - picking at nails

fear - quick heartbeat - shaking / clammy hands - pinching self - tuck away - closing eyes - clenched hands

disappointment - no eye contact - hard swallow - clenched hands - tears, occasionally - mhm-hmm

tiredness - spacing out - eyes closing - nodding head absently - long sighs - no eye contact - grim smile

confidence - prolonged eye contact - appreciates instead of apologizing - active listening - shoulders back - micro reactions

[aryawrites]

Friendly reminder if you haven't drank water or eaten please due so, mental and physical health is important even if you are writing and remember to take care of you.

[aryawritess]

Death had a name, and he cradled my heart between his fingertips.

Shadows, pg unknown, C.M.F (via aryawritess)