#im emo again

[frogmerthur]

you ever love someone so fiercely it destroys you more than any enemy ever could? that happened to my buddy merlin

[valkyrhii]

guys. im getting my lip gloss ready because im giving out 400 kisses today !!😚😚 GET THOSE LIPS READYYYY

NO BUT FOR REAL THANK YOU GUYS !! i feel like ive said the same things the last 3 times i posted these but i mean them everytime💔 im so so incredibly grateful to be able to write and im even more grateful that 400 people saw something in at least one thing i wrote !! THATS A LOT OF PEOPLE GUYS i'm getting nervous again😟i love all 400 of you so bad, seriously🫶

i was gonna do an about me post for this but i wasn't expecting to get to 400 so fast so ermm, i did NOT infact do that!! i might do it later or i might save it for 500, honestly i just like to yap and talking about myself sounds fun😭part of me is like "girl no one gaf about who you are" BUT LIKE!! i literally sit and read through every about me that i find of my moots, i love getting to know people!! my anxiety's just getting to me😒

OKAY ANYWAY HOLY SIDE TANGENT^ kisses for all of youuu + caleb hehe🫶😚💋

[sailorsally]

ok the shot of the cajun dude with his husband and son at the very end of the ep really got me ;_;

[aryawrites]

random lyrics from songs in my playlists as prompts (pt. 1) triggering topics are present. “I'm not afraid of God.” “I am afraid of man.” “I thought that love was a kind of emptiness.” “I thought that love was in the drugs.” “You don't have to be afraid.” “Remember what it is to feel.” “I've been through hell, I think I'm somewhere in-between.” “Throw me in the damn flame.” “Me and death keep tongue kissing.” “I think something's fucking wrong with me.” “I don't wanna know what it's like without you.” “Don't leave.” “I know that you love me.” “Dreams last so long, even after you're gone.” “You're breaking my heart.” “I will show you the way back home.” “Don’t believe all the lies that you’ve been told.” “I’ll show you how to live again.” “She is the sunlight.” “I'm only human.” “Would you lie with me and just forget the world?” “Forget what we're told.” “I don't want to run.” “He's everything you want.” “You're waiting for someone to push you away.” “There's always something more you wish he'd say.” “Tell me all the secrets you've been hiding.” “Blow some smoke up to the gods.” “Lived nine lives, so I guess I got nine left.” “I wear this cross so God can find me if my soul gets lost.” “Everybody hates, but can anybody love me?” “One drink, one pill, one hit, one line.” “I don't need the world, maybe I just need you.” “You're too good for me, I'm too bad to keep.” “I get insecure and panic 'cause I know you're too pure for this.” “It's the God that heroin prays to.” “I feel like a person for a moment of my life.” “But you don't know what hell you put me through.” “I keep catching little words but the meaning's thin.” “Just a little rush, babe.” “You think the problem is me.” “I say it's time for the truth.” “What am I supposed to do?” “I found the truth about you babe, and it was heavy.” “I just heard some shit that affected me.” “You say it won't happen again.” “I love her still.” “She loves you.” “But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside.”

[roxelll213]

pjo/hoo + minor characters appreciation → charles beckendorf (cabin 9) 

fc: ronald epps (x)

[deafmatteo]

thinking about how kieu my probably pretends she's not as smart as she really is around her friends so she doesn't risk being seen like a "loser" and how despite being so open and vulnerable with fatou, fatou still sees her as if she puts the stars in the skies.

[librarygf]

the softness of ian’s voice when he says mickey during his vows. guys. he loved mickey when he was a dirty and angry and dramatic and terrified teenage boy, and he loves him that same way now, for the full scope of him with all his many traits. and he doesn’t just love him, he LIKES him so much too :’) that’s some goddamn soulmate energy bitch!!

[nanasarea]

wait now i wanna hear the activity with each member of dream

WARNING! If you aren’t experiencing soft hours, then you will after this

Mark: playing guitar together in his room as he sings some of his fave songs, maybe him even teaching me his new fave song to play on guitar or maybe even going out for a walk and just talking, him laughing at everything, causing me to laugh so we end up on the floor in the park and we have to call Johnny to pick us up bc he doesn’t drive and I don’t have a car and we’re too exhausted from laughing our ass off

Renjun: watching either buzzfeed unsolved or moomin as we draw/paint, maybe even me drawing him and him being like “draw me like one of your French girls” and being all cocky than I’m drawing him but then he ends up being like v soft bc omg I drew him, like it looks nothing like him but it’s him !! or staying up all night and walking about everything and anything, first talking about aliens then ghosts, then conspiricy theories, maybe even me lecturing him on me being a 4th Gen witch as he keeps asking more and more questions and I gladly answer him and know that later he’ll use all of his knowledge to impress Jisung and annoy the others

Jeno: either going to a cat cafe and watching as he downs his meds for his allergies but still getting a stuffy nose as he plays with them while I pet a cat on my lap and drink my mocha (or whatever drink I want atm) or just chillin as he tells me jokes while we fool around on the guitar, not actually playing anything, just mindlessly strumming

Haechan: ok so idk how to play video games but I feel like playing with hyuck would be so fun, like maybe even him teaching me and cursing at me for killing myself in the game 5 times in the spam of a minute or maybe going out to like an amusement park or something and we competitively try and see who can ride more rollercoasters without screaming or how many plushies we can win or how fast can we drink the slushies

Jaemin: baking, like “calmly” trying to bake but the music changes from slow calming music to like a hype song so we end up covered in flour and just jamming out instead of actually making the cookies or going to the park to take some photos with the intend to take actually good photos but ending up messing up each other’s photos but in a way, making them better aswell bc who doesn’t want a photo of jaemin photobombing a squirrel as he mimicks the way the squirrel eats

Chenle: amusement park like hyuck expect we make it our goal to go on each and every ride at least once as we excitedly wait in line and he tells me how Jisung never goes with him or cooking with him and just being like “wow, you’re so grown up” and him just being dead serious like “nana, I am 19, I am one year older than you, how dare” and then just laughing after and just joking around but then when it comes to the actual cooking, he ends up being really serious and I ask him for his hand in marriage after trying his infamous dish

Jisung: ok so either just hanging out as he practices in the dance room, just the two of us playing around with the songs and maybe him even teaching me something so he can brag that he taught me but then realizing I can’t dance and making me promise to never tell anyone he taught me that but then we end up laughing on the floor, looking at the ceiling as he tells me how Chenle stole his headphones again despite being richer than all of Dream combined or just anything that’s on his mind really and we end up talking about something serious and then we end up crying bc we’re both crybaby haha or deciding to bake brownies at 3 am and making him my personal assistant who ends up being more helpful than you th-and I spoke too soon, he hit the egg too hard and now all the shells are in the mixture but it’s fine I end up remaking it while he keeps me company and we end up almost burning ourselves bc the brownies just got out of the oven but it’s fine we’ll just endure it, we have no patience