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[asadisticj]

Love or hate (sangwoo x reader)

"Y/n I'm home!" You heard sangwoo say. You sighed and hid your notebook under the bed before rolling to the kitchen. When you went inside the kitchen you saw him, sitting down at the table eating.

He looked at you and smiled "are you hungry?" You shook your head and headed out the kitchen. "Wait!" He said before standing up and grabbing your wheelchair, stopping you.

You rolled your eyes and looked down, not wanting to look at him or talk to him at all. "It's been days since you haven't eaten. You have to eat today." sangwoo said as he turned the wheelchair around, making you face him.

You ignored him for a few seconds. He sighed and kneeled down before touching your broken ankles. You winced as you pulled away. "I'm sorry" he said quickly before looking at you. You scoffed and shook your head "you're never sorry" you said. He felt a bit offended by that. He grabbed your hand slightly harshly.

"Let's not fight again, you know what happened last time" sangwoo said as he caressed your hand. You laughed slightly and snatched your hand away from him. "Yeah, I know how it ended. I still have the bruises on my neck from when you almost strangled me to death" you spoke as you sent him a glare. Sangwoo frowned and got up.

He grabbed your wheelchair and took you to the table. You down at the soup and glanced away. He sat next to you and sighed. "Eat, I don't want you to starve to death" "It's better to die than to be kidnapped by a psycho" you muttered.

"You already know why I had to do this n/n" he said , not wanting to argue. "Don't call me that! Why can't you understand that I fucking hate you!" You yelled at him. "Enough!" He slammed the table, almost knocking the bowl of soup.

You flinched as he pulled you to him harshly to him. "I'm going to keep you in here until you learn how to love me" he yelled in your face, enraged. "I will never love you" you laughed slightly. "I could never love someone like you...a psychopath." You said as you looked into his eyes.

He got more mad and raised his hand to slap you, but something inside stopped him. You looked at him confused, expecting him to hurt you. "Fine..you wanna starve to death?" Sangwoo said before throwing the bowl of soup to the wall, breaking the bowl.

He stood up and pulled you off the wheelchair. "Hey! What are you doing?!" You yelled. He dragged you out of the kitchen, ignoring your question. "Stop it, you're hurting me!" You yelled as your ankles ached like hell.

Sangwoo made his way to the basement. He dragged you inside as you fought back, making your ankles hurt more. "Let me go!" You yelled. He threw you inside. You teared up in pain when your legs collapsed on the floor.

"I will let come back when you learn how to respect me" he said before leaving, ignoring your yelling and crying. Sangwoo didn't want to leave you inside since he knew you were scared of the dark. But he felt like he had to.

Hours passed and it was nighttime. Sangwoo was in the living room watching television. He couldn't take his mind off you. He sighed and turned off the tv minutes later.

'It's been two months since I took her, this isn't going anywhere' he thought before groaning, annoyed. 'Why doesn't she understand that all that I'm doing is for her?' He kept thinking. "I should go check up on her" he mumbled before getting up and going to the basement .

He went inside and turned the light on. He felt bad when he saw you on the floor asleep. Sangwoo got on his knee and moved your hair out of your face. He looked at you and smiled sadly. "I'm sorry" he whispered and lifted you up.

He then got up and took you with him. Sangwoo took you to his room and layed you on his bed before laying next to you and wrapping his arms around you.

"I can't let you go, y/n. I don't want to lose you" he said before drifting to sleep with you in his arms.

[asadisticj]

I'm discontinuing "write me back" for now. I don't have any ideas for this series right now. In the meanwhile I'll post another sangwoo x reader thing. I'm really sorry😔

[asadisticj]

Kiss (part 8 of write me back)

Sangwoo's pov

I woke up on the floor, with a headache. I groaned as i got off the floor. "What have I done.." I said to myself, feeling bad as i remembered what happened last night.

I then heard someone walking to the living room. I turned around and saw y/n, dressed in her work clothes. I wanted to apologize to her, so I walked to her.

"Y/n" I started. She walked past me. It looked like she was ignoring me. I followed her "y/n I'm really sorr-"

"You have two weeks to find yourself a job and somewhere else to live at" she said in a harsh tone, without looking at me.

Before I could say anything else, she left. I sighed and looked down. I felt guilty for what I did. I wanted to apologize to her by doing something nice for her.

Y/n's pov

I sighed as I drove to work. I meant what I said to sangwoo. I regretted having him stay at my place.

Time skip

I just finished working with another patient. I began to feel exhausted. I haven't slept last night at all, for one reason ; sangwoo. The guy kept crying and banging on my door. Did I feel bad? No. Okay maybe a bit.

Another time skip

I arrived at my place really late. I went inside and sighed, tired. "How was work today, y/n" a voice greeted me. I rolled my eyes, not turning around to face sangwoo.

"Leave me alone" I said. I then felt a hand on my shoulder. "I made you dinner" sangwoo said.

I was about to say something harshly but I looked at him confused when I saw him in his black undercut with his hair in a light shade of brown and in a black suit.

"Let me guess, you got yourself a job" I looked at him. He nodded smiling. "I was hoping that we could celebrate it by eating together" he said as he held my hand softly.

I pulled away and walked past him "I-im tired" sangwoo sighed "but aren't you hungry?" He asked me.

I stopped in my tracks and sighed. "Fine, I'll eat" i felt him grabbing my hand and taking me to the dining room.

Sangwoo sat me on a chair. "I made you your f/f" he kept smiling as he sat next to me. I looked down at the food. "You didn't poisoned it, right?" I spoke before glancing at him.

He looked a bit offended "really? I would never do that to you" I stared at him for a few seconds until I looked away and ate.

It was quiet for the first few minutes until I decided to ask him something. "So..." I started, making sangwoo look at me. "Where do you work now?" I ask.

"I work as a waiter at a restaurant" he said. I nodded and kept eating. "Can I ask you something?" Sangwoo asked. "Sure" I smiled slightly. He sighed and looked into my eyes. "Am I forgiven about everything I did to you?"

I looked away quickly "everything?" I asked "Yes,everything" I sighed and looked down. "I-I don't know" I felt him staring at me.

"I understand" he said before getting up. I looked at him "I'm sorry sang-" "it's fine" he laughed slightly, smiling a bit.

"I don't even know why I asked you that if i knew the answer". He muttered before leaving the dining room. "Sangwoo wait!" I said, hoping he would come back ,but he didn't

I got out of my seat and went to the living room, seeing sangwoo laying down on the couch, his back turned to me. "Are you asleep?" I asked. He was quiet.

I felt bad for a bit. I got down and kissed his cheek. "Goodnight sangwoo" I smiled slightly before getting up and walking to my room.

Sangwoo's pov

My eyes widened when she kissed my cheek. "Goodnight sangwoo" I heard her say before she left. I felt my cheeks heating up. I smiled slightly. 'Was she beginning to love me?' I asked to myself.

I then frowned. She didn't still didn't forgive me about the things I did to her, what makes me think that she would love me? I sighed and felt a tear running down my cheek.

I bet she was beginning to fall in love with that cop guy. I sighed and wiped the tears off my cheeks. I got out of the couch and went to her room. I knocked on her door.

"What is it?" I heard her ask. "I can't sleep, can I sleep with you?" I hoped she would say yes and let me inside. Seconds later she opened the door and said "come in, I couldn't sleep as well"

I smiled slightly and went inside. "Do I sleep on the floor or on the bed with-" "On the floor" she cut me off as she layed down on the bed. I looked at her with a frowning look.

She laughed slightly "I'm just kidding dumbass, you can sleep with me" I looked at her surprised.

"Oh" she pointed at me with a glare "if you try something funny on me then I won't hesitate on hurting you"

I smirked a bit and layed down next to her. "Don't worry, I'll behave" She kept glaring at me "you better or else" she said before turning away from me.

I moved a bit, getting closer to her. "Go to sleep" I heard her say. "Can I hold you?" I asked,smiling.

"Not even a chance" she hissed. I frowned, sighing. "Please?" I kept asking. She sighed. "Is that a-"

"Yes" she mumbled. I noticed something was wrong. I sat up and looked down at her. "What's wrong? Did I do something?"

"It's nothing, I just tried calling seungbae all day but he never answered. It felt like he was ignoring me" I heard her say, without looking at me.

"Maybe you should start forgetting about him, he doesn't deserve you" i felt slightly bad for her. "Just go to sleep, you aren't any better than that" y/n said.

I felt a bit taken back by that. "Y/n, I'm not the same sangwoo that hurt you. I changed for you. Why can't you see that?"

She stayed quiet. "So you're just going to ignore me?" I asked. "I don't want to argue with you" she muttered.

I nodded slowly and layed back down, before I wrapped my arms around her. "I won't hurt you anymore, y/n. I swear" I smiled a bit.

Before I could even notice, she fell asleep. I leaned down to kiss her cheek "goodnight y/n" i brought her a bit close to me.

I was going to try my best in order for y/n to fall in love with me.

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I just wanna say that I'm sorry for not posting lately, school is kicking my ass right now. I'll try to post more daily.

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[asadisticj]

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[asadisticj]

Heartbroken (part 7 of write me back)

I woke up to the small barks of Oreo. I sat up and pet her. "Morning my little oreo" I smiled slightly, still tired. I looked up at my clock and read '8:00 am'.

"Just in time" I sighed relieved. I then looked at my small dog "You must be hungry aren't ya?" I asked. She let out another one of her cute barks.

I picked got out of bed and got ready for work. Minutes later, I picked up Oreo and left my room with her. I went to the kitchen and got startled when I saw sangwoo asleep. I almost forgot that he was here (Or that he existed).

I put my oreo down and went to the kitchen cabinet, grabbing her bowl and the bag of dog food. Seconds later, she began to bark again, waking up sangwoo.

"What the hell?" I heard him say. He looked at Oreo, confused. "About time you woke up, you fucking parasite" I spoke behind him. He looked at me quickly "is that your dog?" He asked.

"That's not only my dog, that's my baby" I spoke before I walked to her with her bowl. "Here you go Oreo" I said before putting down the bowl. She barked before she began to eat.

I smiled before turning around and seeing sangwoo looking at me with a smile. My smile turned into a glare. "What are you smiling at?"

"You're just so cute, that's all" he rested his cheek on his hand. I rolled my eyes "and you're a fucking creep" I was about to say something else but I heard my phone ringing. I sighed and grabbed it.

Sangwoo's pov

I stared at her as she answered her phone. My fist formed when I heard her saying 'hi, seungbae'. I felt a bit of jealousy going around me as I saw her smiling and giggling, while talking. I wish she would do that when I talk to her.

Last night I couldn't sleep at all, I had to treat my bruises by myself. I wanted to sleep with her that night, I wanted to hold her. But she kept ignoring me. I was a bit hurt inside.

When y/n finished talking to that jerk, I glared at her. "Who were you talking to?" I asked her. "That's none of your business" she said harshly before she grabbed her bag and went to her dog.

"Be a good girl while I'm gone" I heard her say to her dog. She then glared at me "don't even try hurting my dog or else I will kill you"

I laughed slightly "I wouldn't hurt her. What kind of person do you think I am?" I said. "Hmmm...let me think. Oh, a psycho" she hissed.

I frowned "take that back.." She smirked and walked away. "Y/n take that fucking back!" I went to her and gripped her small hand. She then punched me. "Don't fucking touch me!" she said. I grabbed my cheek and looked at her surprisingly.

Before I could say anything, she left. I watched her leave. I looked down and sighed before running my fingers through my hair.

I then felt something touching me. I looked down and saw y/n's small dog, with her head tilted. I smiled slightly and squatted down to pet her. She seemed to like it.

Time skip

I was on my way to the hospital, I wanted to surprise y/n by taking her somewhere for lunch. When I went inside I walked to a nurse and asked for her.

"Oh she left with someone, she said she was going to a cafe down the corner." I heard her say. I frowned and left. I went to the cafe she was at. I was really upset.

Y/n's pov.

"So how was your first night living with that guy?" Seungbae asked me. "It was okay I guess, he slept in the kitchen while I slept with Oreo in my room" I spoke as I drank from my cup.

He sighed "Did anything wrong happened in the past hours or last night?". I shook my head "nah, except I punched him. But I think that was something good" "You what?" He laughed.

"I punched him, I don't want to talk about it tho" I said as I ate my food. He laughed "I wish I was there to see that" i rolled my eyes playfully. Seconds later I felt his thumb on my cheek, making me blush.

"Sorry, you had something on your cheek" he laughed nervously, with his thumb still on my cheek. There were a few seconds of silence between us.

I was about to say something but then I got cut off by seungbae's lips on mine. I blushed red, I was frozen. I didn't know what to do.

Sangwoo's pov.

I went inside the cafe and glanced around. My eyes froze when I spotted y/n and seungbae, kissing. I felt something break inside me. I began to breathe heavily. I ran out and began walking back home.

"Did she love him?" I asked to myself. I felt something wet on my cheek. "Was I crying?"

Y/n's pov.

I felt like someone was watching me, so I pulled away, blushing like hell. "I-im so sorry, y/n" I heard seungbae stutter.

"It's fine" I smiled slightly. To be honest, I liked it, I wanted more of him. So I kissed him gently. He kissed back.

Time skip

I came home very late. It was 1 am, I left work early and the rest of the day I spent it with seungbae. I had a love bites on my neck. I could still remember it.

" Where the fuck were you at?!" I heard sangwoo say. He looked drunk asf, his eyes were red and puffy, like he was crying. I sighed and ignored his presence.

"Don't fucking ignore me,y/n!" He slurred as he put the bottle of alcohol down. "I saw you with him! You were kissing him!" He stood up and walked to me almost tripping over some stuff.

"So now you're stalking me?" I laughed. I then felt him gripping my hand harshly. "Let go of my hand-" "are those fucking hickeys?!" He yelled as he looked at my neck. "Did he fuck you?!" He pulled me to him harshly.

I pushed him back, causing him to fall onto the floor. "Don't fucking touch me, sangwoo!" He then began to cry. He was a mess. "I just wanted you to love me!" He tried to get up.

"I changed for you! W-why won't you make me feel loved for once!" He yelled as he looked at me with his teary eyes. "What else can I do for you to love me?!" Sangwoo asked.

I felt a knot inside my stomach. 'Was I feeling bad for him?' I thought to myself. I hated myself for feeling bad for him. I couldn't stand this, so I went to my room and locked myself inside.

I heard banging on my door "y/n don't leave me!" I'm begging you!" I heard him yell. I closed my eyes and looked down at Oreo. At least she didn't wake up. I sighed and layed down in my bed as I heard sangwoo yelling.

He sounded heartbroken

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[asadisticj]

Rivals (part 6 of write me back)

Y/n's pov

Here I was at work, attending patients again. It was a normal day, there wasn't that many patients today. I was a bit glad.

On the other hand, I was nervous about today. Today was the day that seungbae was coming to my house. I felt a knot on my stomach at the thought of it being ruined.

Sangwoo's pov

Today was the day that I was getting out of prison. Deep down I was really excited. I wondered if y/n was expecting me. She's been on my mind all day. I just can't stop thinking of her.

Time skip - y/n's pov

I was a bit embarrassed. Why? You ask? Well,someone asked me to cover their shift. And what did my nice ass do? I kindly accepted to help them.

And then that made seungbae wait an hour at my house. When I arrived I apologized a lot of times to him. He laughed it off and offered to order take out. I accepted his offer.

Moments later

"Thanks for inviting me to your house,y/n" seungbae smiled at me. I laughed slightly "and I'm sorry for making you wait" I said

He shook his head, still smiling. "Don't be sorry. Your job is first" I smiled slightly

We both ate and talked. "Y/n may I ask you something?" Seungbae asked. I looked up at him "anything"

He sighed softly, "had you visited sangwoo in prison or contacted him in some other way?"

I looked down and nodded. "Only a few times. But lately I haven't done it." He looked at me with a worried face. "Are you going to do it again?"

"I don't know." I sighed. "At least he won't get near you when he gets out because of that restraining order"

"Oh.." I laughed slightly. "About that..i lifted off the restraining order two days ago" his eyes widened. "What? Why?" He asked quickly.

"Because I can defend myself from him. I don't need it anymore" "y/n, you're smarter than this!" He yelled a bit harshly, making me flinch.

Seungbae sighed and held my hands "Look, I just want you safe. That's all." I blushed at his touch and looked away. He then touched my face gently and faced me to him.

I was confused at what was going on. He was leaning towards me, looking at my lips. Before I could do anything, a doorbell was heard.

Seungbae pulled away quickly, embarrassed. "I-i'll go get that" he stuttered before going to get the door. My face was really red.

Was seungbae going to kiss me?-i asked to myself. I let out a shaky sigh. Seconds later I heard arguing outside.

I got out of my seat and went to see what was going on.

Sangwoo's pov.

I walked down to y/n's house with red roses on my hand. I wanted to surprise her. When I arrived, I saw another car outside her house.

Did she had a guest inside?- I asked to myself. I ignored my thoughts and went to the doorsteps. I sighed and smiled before ringing the doorbell.

When the door opened, my smile fell as I saw someone unexpected.

He looked at me with wide eyes. "Sangwoo?!" My surprised face turned into a glare. "What are you doing at y/n's house?!" I hissed.

"Unlike you, I was invited for dinner" he glared at me back. "Where is she?" I asked. "Just leave sangwoo! She doesn't want anything to do with you!" He ignored my question.

"I changed for her! I'm not the same person anymore!" I yelled at him, getting more angry. "As if, you're still that phsychotic guy who doesn't have feelings for anyone! Just leave her alone or else!"

"Or what?! Are you going to arrest me?" I laughed at his threat. He then punched me. I stumbled back a bit and got enraged "You son of a-"

"What the hell is going on?!" I heard a voice behind seungbae. I pushed him out of my way and saw the woman who I was expecting to see.

She saw me and her eyes widened. "S-sangwoo.." She stuttered. I smiled and went to hug her.

Y/n's pov

My whole body went numb. Sangwoo was hugging me. I wanted to scream. My head began to feel fuzzy. Seungbae stared at sangwoo and I. A second later, he released me.

"I-i brought you these" he smiled before handing me roses. I backed away from him. "What are you doing in here" I glared at him.

"I came to surprise you of course!" He looked excited. He acted different. I let out a shaky "oh".

"Sangwoo it's best if you leave" I heard seungbae say. He glared at the cop. "N-no...um It's fine" I stuttered. Sangwoo looked at me and smiled slightly while the cop glared at him.

"I also wanted to ask you a big favor" sangwoo said. I looked at him a bit confused. "I was just wondering if I could stay here for a few days until I get somewhere to live at-"

"Absolutely not!" Seungbae yelled."do you think that she would want a psycho like you living with her?!" He pushed sangwoo.

"Oh shut it" he rolled his eyes and pushed the cop back. I sighed "guys stop-" before I could finish, seungbae and sangwoo began punching each other.

They fought like cats and dogs. "Stop it!" I yelled as I tried to get seungbae off sangwoo. Moments later they stopped. Both of the guys faces were bruised.

Sangwoo was a bit bloody tho. "I'm sorry that all of this happened" seungbae said to me. I looked at him and smiled slightly before hugging him. "It's fine"

"I'll make it up to you tomorrow" seungbae said. I felt sangwoo getting jealous. I nodded slowly and kissed his cheek. "Call me" i spoke. He smirked slightly and left.

I sighed and turned around to see sangwoo looking down. I grabbed my roses and walked past him. "You may sleep on the couch" I said. He didn't respond at all.

I went to the kitchen to put the roses on a vase with water. "Is he your boyfriend now?" I heard him ask. I looked at him confused "What?"

"You heard me" he looked at me with an jealous face. I ignored his childish attitude and went to clean the table. "I asked you a question" he said.

I rolled my eyes and sighed "no he's not my boyfriend" I answered, annoyed. Seconds later I made my way to my room I heard him following me.

I turned around and glared at him. "I said you're sleeping on the couch, and you need to clean that bloody face of yours"

"First of all, you know I don't like sleeping alone and second of all, you're the one who has to treat my face, you're a doctor after all" he smiled.

I shook my head and went inside my room. I slammed the door on his face before he could even enter.

I turned around and saw Oreo sleeping on his small bed. I smiled slightly and grabbed him gently, not trying to wake him up. I then layed down on my bed with him and pet him.

"You're such a heavy sleeper" I whispered, still smiling. "Y/n let me in please" I heard sangwoo say. I ignored him and closed my eyes , drifting off to sleep. Ignoring his complainings.

This week was going to be a hell of a week.

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[asadisticj]

Nightmare (part 5 of write me back)

I woke up in a dark room, tied up. I looked around. I had no idea were i was and why i was here.

"Oh finally...you're awake" a familiar voice was heard from behind. "Who's there!?" I yelled out.

She chuckled. "I can't believe you don't remember me..." I heard her say as I heard her make her way to me.

She turned my chair around so I could face her. My eyes widened as i saw her face.

"Y/n..." i stuttered as I saw her smirking. "What am I doing in here?"

She laughed as she held a bat "What does it look like? Well...im going to get revenge...." She glared at me.

"Y/n please-"

"shut up!" She hit my ankle with her leg. I let out a yell of pain. "How does that feel?!" She laughed insanely. Y/n then grabbed a knife and pointed it at my neck. "It's time for you to feel the same as I did when you ruined me!"

"Wait!-" I cried out. Before I could react, she slit my throat. I gasped. I felt numb. She cried and laughed at the same time.

"You should've died in the most painful way posssible! You should've stayed in that fire that day!" I heard her cry as she slit my face.

"Why can't you just die!" She kept crying before she stabbed me in the chest.

"Just die and leave me alone!"

I woke up quickly, breathing heavily. I looked around and noticed that I was in my cell. I touched my face and notice something wet on my cheeks.

"Was I crying?" I asked myself. I sighed and looked down. "What have I done...." I said as I hid my face in my hands. 'She's never going to forgive me...' I then began to cry.

I wanted to change. I didn't want to be the sangwoo that y/n hated. I wanted to be the sangwoo that she would love. I just had to try. I had a week before I could leave this hell hole.

I wanted to surprise y/n. When I get out, the first thing that I'm going to do is go see my dear y/n.

I layed down in my bed. Now that I was thinking about her, I wonder how she was doing.

Y/n's pov

I was up late. I came home from work. It was a very tiring day. A lot of patients and paperwork.

A lot of stuff had happened this few weeks. I met new people, I began going out more and I also adopted a puppy. Her name was Oreo.

Other than that, you won't believe what happened. I saw an old friend, seungbae. The guy who saved me from that fire that day.

It was nice seeing him. It all happened when he bumped into me and invited me for a cup of coffee at the cafe. We talked about our past doings.

I also invited him to my house next week for dinner. He accepted my invitation kindly. I was a bit excited on seeing him again.

Now that I remember, I haven't thought of sangwoo at all these past weeks. We haven't contacted each other at all. It's like we forgotten about each other. And I was happy about that.

I felt something on my lap. I looked down and saw Oreo sleeping. I smiled slightly and pet him softly.

My life was beginning to change. And I was starting to like that. I hoped that no one would ruin that, especially him, oh sangwoo

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Therapy time (part 4 of write me back)

Part 3

Sangwoo's 3rd pov

It's been 2 weeks since sangwoo saw y/n. He's been worried ever since. He sent out letter last time but he never got a response.

He had a week until he got out of prison. Sangwoo was assigned a therapist a day ago. He was going to see him again today.

"Now, tell me about this girl that you been sending letters to" dr.chan said to the dark haired guy who was layed down on the couch, cuffed.

"Her name is y/n l/n. She's the girl that I'm in love with. And the girl who suffered a lot because of me." Sangwoo said the last sentence quietly

"Oh really? How so?" Dr Chan wrote on his notepad.

"I always abused her a lot for not obeying me. She was always chained to a pole inside my basement. I almost thought she was trying to kill me" he spoke quietly.

"And how did that happen?"

"Well..."

Flashback

Sangwoo had been noticing y/n at the laundry room a few times. He kept count of the pills inside the poison. He had many suspicions that he ignored until now.

While y/n went to take a shower, sangwoo went inside the laundry room and grabbed the small container. He opened it and took all the pills out. Sangwoo then began to count them.

"25....26" he froze. There were 28 pills before. He covered his mouth, startled. "She....y/n is trying to kill me..." He spoke. He fell to his knees and teared up silently.

Seconds later he went to the shared room and saw y/n sleeping. He walked out and went to the basement quickly. Once he went inside, he let out a yell of anger and sadness.

"How could she do this to me!" He yelled as he gripped his hair harshly. He then began to have memories of his mother. From raping him to him killing her.

"AHHHHHHHHH!" He yelled. He then heard footsteps from the stairs that led to the basement.

"Sangwoo?.." a soft voice was heard behind him. He turned to y/n with an angered and teary face. Y/n was confused at what was going on "What's wrong-"

Sangwoo slapped her and tackled her to the floor before wrapping his hands around her neck tightly. She let out a gasp, begging for air.

"You're trying to kill me! You bitch! Since when?!" Sangwoo yelled as he chocked the startled girl who was now beginning to cry.

"W-what are you talking about?!" She tried to yell out. "I almost died that day by my mother! I won't let you kill me! " He cried out.

Y/n tried to push him off but he was too strong. She kept crying and begging for air.

"I hope you die in the most painful death"

Seconds later, he gasped before he looked down at y/n who was beginning to turn paler. Sangwoo pushed himself off her quickly.

"It's all my fault...." He spoke quietly. "Everything that happened to me was my fault..." He covered his mouth.

Y/n crawled to him "I-i never tried to kill you...i-i l-loved you" she stuttered before she blacked out.

Loved you ....

End of flashback

"Sometimes I think to myself...'if I had known how much she would suffer because of me..then I would've just left her alone...." He sighed without noticing that he had a tear rolling down his cheek.

Dr Chan nodded as he wrote on his notebook. "Do you regret everything that you did to her?" He asked

Sangwoo nodded slowly "I really do...i understand why she hates me now... She suffered a lot because of her parents...but mostly because of me...."

"I don't forgive myself for what I did to her..." He closed his eyes for a bit.

"Okay now tell me about...yoonbum" Dr Chan said.

Sangwoo didn't say anything for a few seconds. He laughed and glanced at him. "What can I say about him, he was my stalker, I tortured him, he hated y/n a lot. Bum even tried killing her once. But then I killed him" he smirked.

Dr Chan let out a small "oh" and kept his eyes on his notepad. "That's all for today." He called out for guards to uncuff sangwoo and take him to his cell.

He looked at his note pad before writing something else on it.

'He's beginning to change'

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[asadisticj]

Visiting him (part 3 of write me back)

"Hey are you okay?" A nurse asked you. You nodded as you did some paperwork. "I'm fine" you lied. She sighed softly and walked off.

It's been days since you sent that letter to sangwoo. You haven't gotten a reply from him,leaving you scared and slightly nervous. Did he get the letter? Or maybe he doesn't want to reply and wants to finally leave you alone.

Other than that, you started to get better. You didn't had those nightmares about him nor flashbacks. Your social life started to improve. All you needed was to sangwoo to get out of your life.

You came home very late. You were really tired and wanted to go to sleep. But, you had to read some of your mail that came today.

After you finished seeing most of your mail, you grabbed the last one. Your eyes widened 'and here I thought that everything was going great' you thought as you saw the address and the name.

It was from sangwoo. You sighed and opened it before you began to read it.

'Dear y/n

I can't believe you wrote those things to me. I was really sad when I read it. I'm a different person now. I'm not the same sangwoo that you were scared of. You have to believe me. Anyways, I want to talk to you. In person. Not on a letter, in person. I finally want to see your beautiful face again.

I'll be waiting

-sangwoo'

You tore the letter into pieces. 'Fuck it, I'm visiting him tomorrow..and then I'll make it quick' you thought as you closed your eyes

Time skip

You left work very early. You were inside your car, driving to the prison that sangwoo was in.

You arrived minutes later. You got out of the car before heading inside. A guard stood in front of you. "Who are you here for?" He asked.

"I'm here to visit an inmate named oh sangwoo" you said. "He's still in therapy, he will be getting out in a few minutes"

"I can wait" you spoke before he nodded and took you to the visitors room. You made it in there and sat down. There was a glass that separated the inmates from the visitors.

You were very nervous. How was he going to act when he sees You? You fiddled with your fingers as you bounced your left leg.

"Y/n?" A familiar voice was heard behind the glass. You looked up and saw him. Oh sangwoo was sat down across you, holding the phone and smiling at you. His hair was different, it was black instead of his dyed color.

You grabbed the phone that was in front of you. "I missed you so much...y/n" he spoke smiling. You stayed quiet as you glanced away. "You still look the same as always, so beautiful"

"Why aren't you saying anything?" He tilted his head.

"Are you still scared of me?"

You glared at him "I'm not scared of you. I hate you sangwoo." "B-but I'm a different person now...i-i changed" he stuttered.

"Bullshit" you laughed. "Darling i-"

"Don't fucking call me that! To me you will always be the phsychotic guy that made my life a living hell!" You yelled at him without noticing that you digged your nails into your palm. Sangwoo's smile fell down.

"I hate you sangwoo! Don't write to me, don't ask me to visit you ever again! And when you get out, don't even try looking for me or going near me because I will do anything in order for you to stay the fuck away from me!" You banged the phone onto the glass wall, making sangwoo flinch. You didn't even noticed that you were crying.

Sangwoo noticed your hand. "Y/n... you're..bleeding" he looked at you with a worried look.

You looked down at your hand and saw that your nails were digged inside your palms. You stayed quiet for a few seconds before you ran out.

"Y/n wait!" Sangwoo yelled after you. "Come back!"

Time skip

You were inside your house. You looked at your bandaged hand. You sighed as you layed your head back on the couch.

"At least you won't see him ever again" you said to yourself.

Little did you know, the opposite of that was going to happen soon.

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[asadisticj]

Write me back (part 2)

You woke up startled. You saw the clock and read '4:00' am. You sighed and turned on your lamp. It's been a week since you got that letter from him.

Ever since you got that letter, you've been having flash backs of sangwoo as your nightmares. You weren't yourself at all.

You got out of bed and sat at your desk before taking out a pencil and a piece of paper.

'To Sangwoo,

I read your letter and I was surprised. I had many questions going around my head. Anyways, I was going to tell you that I hate you.

.

I hope you're living the worst time in there. You deserve everything bad that comes to you. When you get out, don't even try looking for me or going near me because I won't let you. And yes, I do have a restraining order on your ass

I still can't get over my friend's death. I will never forgive you for that. I don't think I'll ever forgive you about everything that you did to me

But, I'll get better soon, I guess. And once I get better, I will start a new life. A life where you're not in it.

-y/n'

You finished writing your letter to sangwoo and sighed before putting the letter in a envelope. 'I can't believe I'm doing this' you thought to yourself

Time skip brought to you by yoonbums ankles

Hours later, you put the envelope inside the mail box before heading inside your car. You then drove out, heading out to the hospital.

You finally got your job back as a doctor. You were a bit excited about that. As you drove, you turned on the radio. Minutes later, a song you never wanted to hear again played.

Strumming my pain with his fingers

singing my life with his-

You turned the radio off quickly. You let out a shaky sigh. You arrived at the hospital minutes later.

"Welcome back, l/n" a doctor greeted you. You smiled slightly "t-thanks" you stuttered quietly.

Hours later (3rd pov. At prison)

Sangwoo was laying in bed at his cell. He smiled as he looked at a picture of a h/c girl smiling.

A minute later, an envelope was slipped inside his cell. Sangwoo got up and grabbed the small envelope. He looked at the name and smiled widely.

"I knew you would answer back, y/n" he opened it and unfolded the paper that was inside the envelope.

He frowned as he read the letter. "She hates me?.." He kept reading it. "I knew it..she does have the restraining order.."

He felt a deep pain when he read the last two sentences. "No..she can't do that!" He crumbled up the piece of paper and punched the wall.

"She can't leave me!" He yelled as he teared up, punching the wall more. He gripped his hair and yelled. "You won't leave me! I need you, y/n!" He sobbed as he began banging his head onto the wall.

Seconds later, blood started trickling down his forehead. He stopped and wiped it off quickly. "Y- you won't leave me...." He stuttered as he cried. "I won't let you leave me, even if I have to kidnap you again."

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[asadisticj]

The visit (Jeremiah x reader)

After y/n finally wakes up from her coma, she escapes from the hospital and goes to visit her worst nightmare, Jeremiah.

"You need me,y/n!" Jeremiah grabbed your face harshly as he had you near the railing. "You're nothing without me!" He kept yelling, he had tears on his eyes. "Jeremiah let me go... the cops will be here-"

"Why won't you love me! I did all of this for you!" "You don't love me Jeremiah! You' don't love anyone! You're doing all of this for yourself! You don't love anyone but yourself!" You snapped before pushing him.

3rd pov

Before Jeremiah could say or do anything, the railing fell down, causing y/n to fall down onto the vat of chemicals.

As she drowned into the chemicals, her skin was burning, she screamed in pain. She felt like she couldn't breath anymore. The last things she heard before were, Jeremiah and her older brother, bruce yelling and muffled sirens.

6 months later

Y/n eyes fluttered open. The woman's eyes widened when she didn't feel her legs. She then noticed that her skin was paler and that her hair was blonde white. She grabbed a mirror next to her and looked at herself.

She began to panic. "No no no!" She teared up. "What happened to me!" Y/n then called out for a nurse. A minute later, a nurse came in. "Oh thank heavens that you're awake-"

"How did this happened?! My legs, my hair, everything!" She yelled. "It must've been the reactions to the chemicals...you been out for 6 months miss"

Y/n stayed silent as she covered her mouth. She knew who to blame, Jeremiah. He was the cause of this.

An hour later.

"Y/n..." She heard someone walk in the room she was in. Y/n looked and saw her brother Bruce hugging her. She hugged back hesitantly. "I can't believe you're awake..." Bruce said.

"I can't believe either..." she pulled away "did you get me clothes?" Bruce nodded and handed her a bag.

"Help me get on that wheelchair.." y/n said quietly. He sighed and lifted her off the bed, before sitting her on the wheelchair. She thanked him and went to the bathroom with the bag.

Minutes later, she got out and went to him. She was wearing a black suit with heels and her hair was combed.

2nd person

"I look different don't i.." You sighed. He nodded "don't worry, we'll find a cure to all of this"

"Why don't you ask ivy for the cure? You did it with selina once." You looked down. "I can't risk it, you saw what happened to selina that day when we went to go find Jeremiah." He spoke

"Now that you mention him...where is he?" You glanced at your older brother. "He's in blackgate" he looked away. "I'm surprised, I thought he would end up in arkham"

"So did i" he sighed. As you and Bruce were talking, you heard someone coming inside.

Bruce looked behind you and smiled a bit. "Selina, I'm glad you're here" you turned around and saw your friend, selina.

She smiled slightly as she saw you. "How are you feeling?" She asked. You laughed slightly " worthless"

"Y/n don't say that" Bruce scolded you. You rolled your eyes. "I like your new look, you don't look like the innocent girl anymore" selina said.

"Oh selina, was I ever innocent? You know that I killed some people in the past" you smirked. You looked at Bruce and smiled slightly "can you go get me some water? My throat is dry"

Your older brother nodded and left. After he left, you turned to selina. "Alright, now that you and I are alone." You started. Selina looked at you confused. "I want you to sneak me out, and take me to black gate"

"What? Why?" She asked "You know why..." You sighed. "So are you gonna help your friend or not?"

She sighed and nodded "fine.." She drove you out of your room in your wheelchair. You took out your shades and put them on.

5 minutes later 3rd pov

"Y/n I'm sorry but there wasn't no water so I got you your favorite, applejuice-" he froze as he walked in. There wasn't no sight of y/n or selina.

"Shit" he put the apple juice box and ran out to find her. "Please don't do something stupid" he said to himself.

1st pov

"There she is!" You heard a nurse yell. You and selina were both outside, entering a cab. "Stop them!" A nurse said before a guard ran to them.

"Drive!" You yelled at the driver. He nodded quickly and drove away, the guards running after and stopping for a few seconds.

"Bruce is going to be furious" selina spoke. You shrugged and sighed "are you sure this is a great idea?" You heard her ask.

"It's a bad idea"

Soon enough, the driver arrived at blackgate. "Here we are ladies" you took a wallet and gave him money. "Where did you got that from?" "I took it off Bruce's pocket before he left"

she smirked slightly and got out of the car before getting the wheelchair out. She then lifted you out of the car and sat you on the wheelchair. You heard the car driving off.

Minutes later, you were both inside. You went to a desk where a guard was at. "What do you need miss?" She asked

"I'm here to visit an inmate" you spoke as selina was behind you. "Name of the inmate"

"Jeremiah Valeska" she then looked at you "I'm going to need an identification of yourself miss"

You rolled your eyes and took off your shades. "I think you already know who I am"

Her eyes widened slightly "o-of course miss Wayne. I-im sorry you just look a bit"

"Different? I know" you spoke before you put your black shades back on. "Let me show you the visitors room" the startled guard spoke.

You glanced at selina and smiled slightly. "Wait for me here" she sighed and nodded. The guard drove you the room.

Minutes later you were inside, waiting for Jeremiah. You looked at your wheelchair and sighed. 'At least it should've been made of gold, it goes with my style' you thought to yourself.

A minute later you heard someone coming in, you looked at him and there he was. Jeremiah in handcuffs. He looked at you a bit confused. He didn't recognized you.

He sat down across you a guard was about to hand cuff him to the table but you waved her off. She nodded and left.

"Who are you, and what do you want" Jeremiah glared at you. You laughed slightly at him. "I can't believe you don't recognize me" you spoke before taking off your shades and smirking.

His eyes widened "y-y/n..." He stuttered. "What's wrong?" You pouted playfully . "It looks like you seen a ghost" you smiled

[asadisticj]

write me back (oh sangwoo x reader)

you went through your mail. you saw an envelope that caught your eye. you grabbed it and looked at the address that was sent from. ‘that’s odd...who would write me from prison..’ you thought. Then it hit you

“no..it can’t be..” you said to yourself. you opened the letter quickly and began to read it.

‘my dear y/n,

it’s been a year since that terrible day. I been worried about you a lot since. when i heard that you woke up from that horrible coma a few days ago, i couldn’t help but to contact you and see how you were doing. do you still hate me? am i forgiven? i have a lot of questions. i have been getting help from my therapist. i wish i could see you, but i know you might be a bit traumatized of me and what i did to you and bum. at least we’ll see each other again. soon. i will be getting out in a month.’

your heart dropped. 

‘i hope you don’t have a restraining order on me. i would be very disappointed if you did. i will see you soon y/n. very soon.

-sangwoo

ps. write me back’

you let out a shaky sigh, the letter slipping out of your hand. you had many questions in your head. ‘how did he know where you lived at?’ ‘how did he also know that you woke up from a coma days ago.’ 

at least the restraining order forbid him to be near you. But, then again, he might be the same sangwoo. he would do anything to get to you. 

anything

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[king-langdon]

Cody you beautiful bitch

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Loki ± Thor (deleted scenes)

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Kim Basinger + favorite looks | Batman (1989)