Hey, no homo, but I am sitting on the broken swing set out back in the perfect, quiet, 2:00am blackness and picturing the softness of your voice and the darkness of your eyes with such perfect and terrible clarity that it feels like I'm choking on my own heartbeat.
During my re-reading of Kuro, a silly thought popped up into my head. It is very possible that Yana has been teasing us with o!Ciel's true name during the Blue Cult Arc.
More under the cut. Spoilers up to ch169 ahead!
As we know, Yana had been foreshadowing o!Ciel lying about his identity since as early as ch2 as others have pointed out. Examples below being the name "Ciel Phantomhive" being in quotation marks, and then o!Ciel's line: "Grandfather... Father... and then..." several pages later, implying another successor after his father.
Once r!Ciel returned, it is stated that he has been following o!Ciel's journey from the beginning. So, we can assume he has been aware of o!Ciel's use of his identity from the get-go.
While we barely get much of r!Ciel's personality through the (likely biased) lens of o!Ciel's POV, we can guess that he is as clever as o!Ciel.
In ch150, o!Ciel speaks of r!Ciel being the one to prepare multiple methods to collect blood. This implies that r!Ciel is a large part of the blood collecting operation with Undertaker.
Just based on this assumption, we can loosely assume that r!Ciel possibly had a hand in naming the 4 different blood types: Canopus, Polaris, Vega, and Sirius.
And is it not curious that of all the different ways that one could catalog blood types, r!Ciel (and Undertaker) chose to use the names of stars? And that r!Ciel would choose the name Lord Sirius for himself?
...maybe he did that so that he can get back at his little brother for stealing his name?
It also does not help that in ch143 when Blavat names o!Ciel as Lord Sirius, only the servants (sans Tanaka) are shown to be shocked at this name.
Not Sebastian, and not Elizabeth either.
Also, in a cute, blink-and-you-miss-it moment, we see quotation marks again for the name "Sirius" in which the text bubble is placed between both brothers.
It's pretty interesting that the speech bubble is placed between them. The true identity of Lord Sirius... is it r!Ciel who is behind the disappearances and the culprit, or is it referring to Lord Sirius, the name of the younger brother of Earl Phantomhive: o!Ciel?
Could Sirius be o!Ciel's name? Sirius Phantomhive, the younger brother of Ciel Phantomhive? Could Yana have put o!Ciel's name under our noses? Considering how Kuro is very good at foreshadowing, I would not put it past her.
It is also very telling that during the carriage ride in ch145 Blavat continues to use the name "Lord Sirius", but neither Sebastian, nor o!Ciel correct him. But then in the next page of the same chapter Sebastian has no problems correcting Blavat's claim of divinations as hot reading.
Why not defend your master, Sebastian? Is it because you cannot? Would it be a lie to refute that name?
The page that really convinces me is ch169 with Lord Polaris, though.
There is no one to mock in this scene as you could take with Blavat's scene in ch 145. Nor are there any police to convince as in ch142-ch143. Here, this is just r!Ciel privately correcting Polaris. It is not r!Ciel who is Lord Sirius, but his little brother.
About to hit post limit for photos, so last one from ch133
Their parents compared their eyes to stars. It wouldn't be too much of a reach to name your youngest son Sirius the blue star in that case, right?
That's all I have unfortunately. I may be wrong, but it was a fun thought and I enjoyed writing it out. I hope you enjoyed reading it!
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i am so bewitched by yoshiki tsujinaka. imagine losing the person you’re closest to in the world, who knows you better than anyone. you literally find his dead body and feel so sick over it that you pass out for days and then you wake up and he's back. he's back and for six months you know he's not the same but you're too scared to say something. he’s dead but he’s also right next to you, living, walking, talking. still playing video games at your house and leaving his homework in your bookbag and you can't help but love him on instinct. he's the only person who's ever understood you and you want it to be enough and secretly, sometimes, it almost is. after all, he loves you, right? maybe even more than before, or different than before. but then sometimes you wake up crying from dreaming of him, or you walk into his bedroom and it's torture, the way that it's still exactly the same, and the only person you want to talk to about it died alone and scared on top of a mountain. every day is a nightmare, it feels unreal, and you can't sleep or breathe right and maybe you think you deserve it, for how twisted up you are inside–how broken. and you're the only one who knows, the only one who can grieve him, this boy that was so bright and strong and loved.
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