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@asdcriminalminds
me talking constantly about my special interests
Reid + You know…
“This is Special Agent Spencer Reid.” “Doctor Reid.” “Dr. Reid, our expert on…well, everything.”
Criminal Minds 7x9 “Self-fulfilling Prophecy”
Spin the wheel and it is sunny Los Angeles, people.
The Silencer, 08x01
Blake suggesting Reid has Asperger’s ↳ requested by @doctoreids
2x19 Ashes and Dust
Four scenes from every episode ↳ 1x03 Won’t Get Fooled Again (2)
3, 6, 9, 11, 12 for Garcia (and Reid, if that's not too many)?
Garcia
3. how do they feel about touch?
Touch is good, and one of Garcia’s favourite ways of showing affection. She’s a huge hugger. Also, touch is one of her biggest stim things- her office is full of tactile stim toys and good textures, and she’s almost always fidgeting with something while working/thinking.
6. how do they feel about music?
She’s… somewhat lacking in musical ability, to put it diplomatically. She enjoys music, though, and has made various (unsuccessful) attempts over the years to pick up an instrument. As for listening to music, she usually does it to relax or distract herself. It’s too much input when she’s working, and she’s more of a white noise sort of person when she needs to concentrate. The many ambient sounds of computers in use is her personal favourite, and she can find it hard to concentrate when there aren’t fans running in the background.
9. if you hc them as self diagnosed how did that impact their life?
Garcia kind of had a vague notion that she might be autistic, but it wasn’t until she joined the BAU and talked to Hotch about it that she took the possibility seriously. Since then, she’s gotten pretty heavily involved in the online autistic community, and also just in general has gotten more comfortable with her own quirks and more forgiving of herself when she has difficulties with things.
11. how do they prefer to communicate? are they non verbal/have periods of being non verbal? do they use sign language? do they talk? do they prefer text, etc?
Garcia is pretty verbal, but she prefers talking to people over the phone because there’s less additional input. All the information comes from words and tone of voice, rather than also having to read and communicate through body language. Plus, she doesn’t have to worry about making too much eye contact. (Eye contact doesn’t make her uncomfortable and she doesn’t understand the rules of it too well, so she tends to overcompensate and stare at people.) Also in general she just prefers communicating from the other side of her screens, and when she’s emotionally overwhelmed that preference gets even stronger. (Although she also gets tactile when upset, so it’s a balancing act between needing her space and needing proper human contact.)
12. Is there any senses they struggle with particularly? (hearing, taste, etc)
She doesn’t exactly struggle with it, but nothing ruins Garcia’s day faster than a Bad Texture. Whether that’s something she touched or something in her food, she always has to spin around in circles and wave her hands and go “ick ick ick” or “gross gross gross” before she feels better. If it was something she touched, she always goes in search of better textures, and that can mean (among other things) stroking the fabric of her clothes or playing with one of the stim toys on her desk.
Reid
3. how do they feel about touch?
He’s Not A Fan of touch from strangers. He hates shaking hands (both for touch averse and germophobic reasons) and random contact with people in crowds and the like is The Worst.
That said, he’s really huggy when it comes to his friends. It takes him a while to get there, but there’s a point at which he becomes comfortable with a person, after which he’ll happily attach himself to them and not let go. Generally he relies on other people initiating things like hugs, though, because he’s still a bit unclear on the rules. (Although there’s this one time when he just straight up launches himself at Hotch- who is equally touch averse and awkward about hugging- and it’s the only time they ever hug on screen and it still makes me emotional.)
6. how do they feel about music?
Music with words is distracting. If he’s going to listen to music at all, he prefers classical music (and occasionally movie soundtracks), because his thought process is very verbal and easily sidetracked by external verbal input. He can get really into instrumental stuff, though, and is prone to waving his hands around in conductor-like motions while listening.
9. if you hc them as self diagnosed how did that impact their life?
This is a complicated one to answer, because I don’t have a definitive headcanon for Reid re: diagnosis? Because it’s obvious in canon that he’s not even considered it, but I refuse to believe that he could work alongside profilers for years and not have someone point out that he’s Obviously Autistic. So I like to think that either Gideon or Hotch or both of them nudged him into getting a proper diagnosis (either an official one, or just going through the DSM or whatever with one of them) not long after he joined the team.
As for how it would impact his like, I think a diagnosis would help him deal with a lot of the stress he gets from not really trusting his own brain. Like, he’d actually recognise sensory overload for what it was and not automatically assume his headaches have to be connected to potentially inherited schizophrenia. (Me? Bitter about Reid not being diagnosed in canon so the writers can milk the ‘Reid is scared of his brain’ subplot for all the angst it’s worth? Never…)
Also, I like the idea of him finding a comfortable place in the autistic community (although his general reluctance to use the internet for communication means his version of the ‘autistic community’ would probably consist of himself, Garcia, Hotch, Gideon and eventually Blake) and getting into autism acceptance activism now that he’s got a name for his own weirdness.
11. how do they prefer to communicate? are they non verbal/have periods of being non verbal? do they use sign language? do they talk? do they prefer text, etc?
Already answered [here]
12. Is there any senses they struggle with particularly? (hearing, taste, etc)
It’s faster to name the senses he doesn’t struggle with, to be honest. (Which is a very short list consisting pretty much of just taste.) Bright lights and loud sounds are Painful, touch is uncomfortable, and he doesn’t often have trouble with smells, but sometimes they can be the thing that tips him over the edge into overload if he’s already feeling overwhelmed.
The (not so) many faces of Hotch.
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Autistic Fictional Characters Asks
I’ve never seen one like this so decided to make one, I’m Autistic myself so some of the questions are based on my own experiences as an autistic person.
put a number or a few in my ask and a fandom, & I’ll pick a character(s) I see as autistic & tell you:
1. How are they with clothing textures? are they fine with fashionable but uncomfortable clothes or do they prefer casual & comfy? or other?
2. Stimming head canons?
3. how do they feel about touch?
4. favourite foods & textures?
5. hated foods & textures?
6. how do they feel about music?
7. what calms them down?
8. Do they know they’re Autistic? if so when & how did they realise?
9. if you hc them as self diagnosed how did that impact their life?
10. do they have friends? if so, are they accepting and accommodating?
11. how do they prefer to communicate? are they non verbal/have periods of being non verbal? do they use sign language? do they talk? do they prefer text, etc?
12. Is there any senses they struggle with particularly? (hearing, taste, etc)
13. their special interests?
14. are they open about being autistic or do they prefer to keep it to themselves?
15. if you ship them with anyone how is the other person(s) with them? (do they like listening to them info dump cause of how happy it makes them. do they know what smells/textures/places/etc to avoid so not to stress them out. etc)
16. if you ship them with anyone how are they with the other person(s)? (do they figure out code words together to understand what each other is feeling better, etc)
17. how do they prefer their hair? (if they have hair of course), is it a big issue sensory wise or is it not?, do they have their hair for style? comfort? do they find it hard to take care of it? or is it well maintained? do they have to have a certain product or is any ok?
18. are they generally well kept? or do they find it hard to keep up good hygiene?
19. what would be their ideal happy place?
20. what would be their idea of sensory hell?
8 for the ask meme for all of them
(This ask is from months ago, but I just found it in my drafts and it turns out I completely forgot to post it… Oops.)
8. Do they know they’re Autistic? if so when & how did they realise?
Reid: Okay so, in canon, Reid quite clearly doesn’t know he’s autistic. It frustrates me a lot, because so many of his Brain Worries would be alleviated at least somewhat by that knowledge. But, I do have a bunch of conflicting headcanons for when he might potentially have found out in the ideal version of canon where he actually has a diagnosis: 1) Gideon and Hotch broached the subject when Reid first started at the BAU. 2) Hotch brought it up after 6x12 (Corazon) as an less-scary explanation for his headaches. 3) He’s always kind of known after doing research as a kid, and ended up essentially diagnosing himself.
Hotch: He definitely knows, but he didn’t really get a chance to figure it out until he was in college because his dad was Fucking Awful. But once he actually had the time and space to think about things like that, he put two and two together pretty quickly. The biggest clues for him were the things that everyone else seemed to take for granted that he had never really figured out (like what the deal is with clothes and fashion, and the social conventions surrounding touch). He has an unofficial diagnosis (by which I mean that Gideon and Rossi both agreed with his self-assessment), but he hasn’t pursued an official one because of the politics he has to deal with as unit chief.
Garcia: She always kind of knew (basically living on the internet means you learn a lot of things), but it wasn’t until a conversation with Hotch a few months after she joined the FBI that she actually took the possibility of a diagnosis (both of autism and ADHD) seriously.
Gideon: We know so little about Gideon’s past, but I suspect he figured himself out not long after he started studying psychology. Not that he ever made a point of telling anyone or pursued a diagnosis, because it just didn’t matter to him all that much beyond answering the “why am I like this” question. But he doesn’t keep it a secret either, and will bring it up in conversation if it’s relevant.
Blake: Alex should have gotten diagnosed in high school, but since she’s a woman and also this was the 80s there was no chance of that. As it was, she didn’t really suspect she was autistic until college, and didn’t get an actual diagnosis until she was an adult.
Criminal Minds autistic headcanons + @autismtypes
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So many of Hotch’s character quirks can be attributed to him being autistic, and it’s great.
The fact that he dresses like the Prototypical FBI Agent despite the rest of the team being more flexible re: work clothes? He’s autistic and he never understood dress codes or the complicated rules involved in how people perceive others based on their clothing, so he just dresses like the stereotype because at least that way he can guarantee that he’ll always be perceived as an agent.
The constant folding of his arms? He’s autistic, and that’s pressure stimming to either help him concentrate or relieve stress (or both).
His awkwardness with physical contact? He’s autistic and touch averse, and on top of that finds social rules about what physical contact is appropriate in a given situation difficult, so he just. Doesn’t touch people much.
His complete inability to switch off from his job? He’s autistic, and it’s his special interest as well as his chosen career.
The fact that he’s very good at people when it’s required on a case, but is always a bit awkward socially or when in unfamiliar emotional situations? He’s autistic, and finds it harder applying the Behavioural Rules that he’s learned in some situations than he does in others.
His general stoicism and subdued facial expression? He’s autistic, so he expresses himself in an atypical way.
The way he seems to be much closer to Reid’s wavelength than any of the others? They’re both autistic.
It fits so neatly and I love this headcanon A Lot.
Some miscellaneous Hotch and Jack headcanons because I love this tiny autistic family So Much:
Hotch has enough issues with food textures that he can be a bit of a picky eater. Jack is the same, and so they have a deal: it’s okay to pick the vegetables out of your food, as long as you actually eat them afterwards.
Jack has had a special interest in superheroes for as long as he’s been old enough to know what they are. Hotch has picked it up as a secondary SI at this point (his biggest SI being his work, obviously) because he’s spent so much time listening to Jack infodump. Plus he’s had a lifelong lowkey SI in Captain America, so really it’s just a natural progression.
They try and watch superhero cartoons together whenever they can. More than once, the team has caught Hotch watching cartoons in his office/on the jet because he hasn’t had much time at home recently and Jack is a few episodes ahead.
Hotch doesn’t get Sufficiently Excited to start happy-stimming all that often, but on the rare occasions that he does he gets all bouncy and spinny. Since it’s almost always Jack making him that happy, he tends to end up picking the kid up and spinning him around, something that always makes Jack giggle because he’s “flying like a superhero”.
Jack is a very sensitive kid and he deals with hyperempathy a lot. (Getting over-attached to his toys, reacting strongly to the emotions of adults around him, etc.) Hotch’s first instinct is to conceal his emotions, but Jack always seems to pick up on them anyway. Since it upsets and confuses Jack when he can tell that Daddy is sad but Daddy keeps insisting he’s okay, Hotch has been trying his best to be more openly emotional around his son.
Jack hates itchy tags, and has a hard time with some clothing textures. But he really likes playing with his dad’s ties, both because they’re a Good Texture and also because they remind him of his dad. When Hotch realised this, he had a brief moment of worry because small child + things that are tied around necks is not exactly the safest combination. But he hit on a solution, so now Jack’s favourite bear has an improvised shirt made of a tie wrapped creatively around its chest (and sewn in place to avoid mishaps- Hotch is handier with a needle and thread than you might think).
Building and then sleeping in blanket forts is a favourite family bonding activity. Blanket nests are also good, especially because they often result in Jack sleeping sprawled across his dad’s chest. Hotch is a big pressure stimmer, and as far as he’s concerned that’s the Best Stim Ever.