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@ashenvipers
It’s pressing that you understand that caring for someone ≠ loving them and that resentment easily builds in these kinds of relationships. It’s devastating. To have a nightmare of being eternally bound to a person and then to wake up and have to bend to their whims because if you don’t, it hurts you, them, and your family as a whole. It was devastating enough that I was willing to eat through savings just for a year away.
Jamil Viper does not love Kalim, he is bound to him. He cannot choose to stop caring because if he were to he would be endangering everyone he cares about. Sure, Kalim has no mal-intent in how he conducts himself with Jamil but it’s eating Jamil up inside that he has to bend to his desires. I mean the very fact that Kalim won’t listen to Jamil unless someone reiterates his point to him is so reminiscent of abuse I’ve endured. Kalim believes Jamil loves him and wants to stay friends out of desperation and preservation of his own ego despite every protest from Jamil. Jamil just wants to be free. I cannot imagine Jamil ever being happy as long as Kalim is in his life.
jamil viper is one of those characters the fandom keeps trying to reframe because the truth is uncomfortable
people call him a servant, a worker, an aide, anything that sounds voluntary. but jamil didn’t choose this life. he was born into it. there was never an option to refuse, never a moment where he could step back and say no without consequences hanging over him and his family
this isn’t a job you quit. it’s a role you inherit
his entire upbringing was structured around deference. obedience wasn’t taught later, it was foundational. before he could decide who he wanted to be, his place had already been decided for him. that’s why it runs so deep. that’s why it’s so exhausting. he isn’t just overworked, he’s trapped in a system that expects lifelong submission and calls it loyalty
what makes it harder, and what people really don’t want to deal with, is that jamil doesn’t hate kalim
he has resentment, bitterness, anger that he’s not allowed to express. but he also cares. he protects him instinctively. he worries about him. he feels relief when kalim chooses not to ruin him after everything that happens. and that relief alone says everything about the imbalance between them
because gratitude shouldn’t exist there. fear shouldn’t exist there. but they do
kalim doesn’t have to be malicious for this dynamic to be harmful. the cruelty is structural. kalim benefits from a system that limits jamil’s life before either of them fully understood it. jamil knows this. that’s why his emotions are so tangled. it’s not hatred, it’s the slow rot of being told “not you” over and over again while still being expected to smile and care
jamil’s story isn’t about being evil or jealous or power-hungry
it’s about being intelligent enough to recognize the cage, disciplined enough to survive inside it, and human enough to resent the fact that loving the person on the other side of it doesn’t make the bars disappear
calling him “just a servant” doesn’t make the situation kinder
it just makes it easier to ignore
Blinking with the Snake - Jamil Viper Full Song Lyrics
Gemstones and magic alone cannot bring about my deepest wish. There's never an end to these miserable days.
I breathe like I'm gasping for air, While greed rears its ugly head. As my desire grows, it just feels too narrow here.
This is a light that won't ever disappear, An anger that won't ever wane. If it were to ever be revealed, ah ah ah―
As the shadows dance all around, Listen to the incessant voices To grasp freedom in my hands. As if it were a curse, off to the far reaches we fly. Ah-ah, it's still not enough.
Blinking with the snake.
The stars all shattered again, and with them, my wish. Every sliver of hope on a new dawn just gets dragged down each time.
I've weaved together a patchwork illusion, Over this tasteless reality. But even if I were to overwrite it all, it just feels too dark here.
And that is a future that is all blotted out. But maybe someday this vertigo will clear up, If it were to ever be destroyed, ah-ah-ah―
With a thirst unable to be quenched, My dry throat trembles. One day I'll tear through this sky, And what I'll see beyond that is…
As the shadows flicker in and out, Follow where the scarab leads To grasp freedom in my hands. I can only pine since it's all a lie. Ah-ah, I just want to know.
Blinking with the snake.
Requested by @farfalla049.
Abyss - Azul Ashengrotto Full Song Lyrics
"I want to be happy" "I want the right answers" Each time yet another desire is granted…
It makes me want to crush them under my heel, It makes me want to take it all away. Just give your poor, unfortunate soul over to me.
I never want to see that painful past again, But the more I cry out to not let it show, The more it sears into my mind.
Again and again, I'll shed my weaknesses, let it all go, and dress myself up. I want to be someone stronger than anyone else. I want everything, and I want it now, anything and everything. This I pledge so as to paint a perfect picture of myself.
"One day I want that person To love me back." Whenever there is a desire as sweet as that…
Before it can successfully bloom, It makes me want to pluck it. Every single person is just a pitiful flower.
The past clings to my legs, But the more I struggle to not drown, The more I can't move at all.
With mere illusions, Their enchanting dreams shine bright deceptively. Every one of them is mine to devour. I want more, still even more, as much as possible. Before my overwhelming might, If you bend a knee, now, I'll show mercy, So pledge yourself to me in supplication.
SSR Azul Ashengrotto - Club Wear Voice Lines
Bide your time while waiting for the perfect opportunity, or go on the offensive. The key to winning is determining the proper strategy.
Summon: I know exactly how the rest of this game will be played out now. I'll use my intellect to completely crush my opponent to smithereens.
Groovification: Oh, what an absolute shame! Is it over already? That wasn't nearly enough to even be considered a warm-up game!
Home: Let's enjoy the game.
Home Transition 1: This outfit was made to be worn during tournaments. It seems in the past some club members would compete wearing more shabby jerseys.
Home Transition 2: I make sure to read game manuals thoroughly as I would a contract. That is the minimum requirement in order to play to my full capabilities.
Home Transition 3: Sometimes strategy requires a thorough, soul-crushingly heartless play... Idia-san, do try not to resent me too much!
Home Transition - Login: Playing games is a wonderful way to learn various negotiation tactics. I find my time in the Boardgame Club to be quite practical.
Home Transition - Groovy: You practiced the game in order to beat me? Heheh, well, I suppose I should accept your spirited challenge. I suppose we'll have to see how well you perform, then.
Home Tap 1: It is utter nonsense to rely on luck. There will always be a winning chance present, no matter what, as long as you pay rapt attention.
Home Tap 2: This club isn't a very proactive one, by any means. Back when I first joined, many years worth of club dues had just accumulated, simply collecting dust.
Home Tap 3: Other than myself, no one else ever attempts to recruit new members. If more freshmen were to join, it would be wonderfully benef... I mean- it would be wonderfully lively.
Home Tap 4: Of course, I absolutely get along well with my club mates. It was rather difficult to break through the ice at first, however, since everyone is so reserved, skittish, and cautious.
Home Tap 5: Jade and Floyd mentioned they would come to the next board game tournament to "cheer" me on. I made sure to drill in a warning not to disrupt my concentration.
Home Tap - Groovy: If it interests you, I could teach you a little trick so you'll always roll the number you want on a die. Now, what should I exact as payment for telling you this, hm?
Duo: [AZUL]: Idia-san, this next turn will decide everything. [IDIA]: You seem real confident you're gonna win, Azul-shi.
Requested by @oya-oya-okay.
SR Azul Ashengrotto - Luxe Couture Voice Lines
Summon Line: Top-class maisons and a premier event... This is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. I'll make sure to fully enjoy myself here in the Fairest City.
Groooovy!!: The film fest is just getting started. Now, it's time for me to start building connections with the celebrities at the venue.
Home: A fine silhouette.
Home Idle 1: I'm elated to have been able to get my hands on some quality porcelain plates. It was a tad pricier than I would have liked, but this investment is a must for the Mostro Lounge.
Home Idle 2: I can't believe how easily he connected to the staff members at the high-end brand store... Ace-san's social skills are astounding.
Home Idle 3: Does it not seem as though Jamil-san is well-suited to be a manager to the stars? I'm sure he would be capable of attending to even the most freewheeling client.
Home Idle - Login: The Fairest City is a blend of long-standing traditions and recent trends. I'm sure there will be much for me to learn here.
Home Idle - Groovy: It's vital to always establish an equitable rapport with clients. Even among high-class folk, one must always carry themselves with confidence.
Home Tap 1: I believe that branding is equal to building a fan base. It is vital to always be recognized by someone at all possible times.
Home Tap 2: My mother transformed a small trattoria into a famous restaurant. I remember there were often times that we would get to try her newest crafted dishes for dinner.
Home Tap 3: Every cosmetic that Vil-san purchased were extremely expensive. I suppose an actor of his talents would need proper self-investment of that level.
Home Tap 4: I do also have an interest in show business. I cannot act nor direct, but I believe I could be of good use as a producer.
Home Tap 5: If we are to try some sweets, let's look at that shop over yonder. Not only do they look tasty, it seems they are made with quality ingredients.
Home Tap - Groovy: Would you please take a photo of me with Eric-san? I'm sure it would be a fantastic conversation starter if I were to hang it up in the Mostro Lounge.
Requested by Anonymous.
SR Jamil Viper - Luxe Couture Voice Lines
Summon Line: It seems an animated movie on the Fairest Queen is getting a remake. Part of what should be interesting is seeing how it'll work as a live-action.
Groooovy!!: We can't miss the viewing of the live-action Beautiful Queen movie. Let's hurry to the screening.
Home: This is high-quality tailoring.
Home Idle 1: I can't believe that Ace is just following all of Vil-senpai's direction so obediently. It'd be great if he could do that during our club activities too...
Home Idle 2: If Vil-senpai's fans were to figure out where he is, we would be completely overrun by them. It won't hurt to keep a careful eye on our surroundings.
Home Idle 3: As soon as we left the restaurant, Azul wouldn't shut up giving his ratings on every little dish. What is he, a glorified food critic?
Home Idle - Login: Not only do we get to go shopping in the Fairest City, but also attend a private screening at a film festival... This should be a fully enriching time.
Home Idle - Groovy: If you have any issues, let me know right away. If I'm going to have to deal with something troublesome, I'd rather get it out of the way as soon as possible.
Home Tap 1: I've recognized a few of the guests here at the film fest venue as people I've seen before at banquets thrown by the Asim family. Looking back on it now, that makes those banquets even more incredible.
Home Tap 2: I would always practice the dance numbers from musicals until I had them down perfectly. ...I'm talking about when I was a kid, though.
Home Tap 3: I'm not surprised the tailoring and fabric of this high-brand outfit is excellent quality. But it might be a little too fancy that there won't really be another chance to wear it...
Home Tap 4: Guess I could buy some cosmetics for my little sister. Oh, but wait... She might just gripe about my taste if I actually picked one out for her.
Home Tap 5: I thought Grim was going to cause a ruckus during the movie. Keep a better eye on him as his prefect, will you? Please.
Home Tap - Groovy: Sure hope you read that book on table manners I gave you before we started the trip. Really would like it if you didn't embarrass me since I have sit alongside you.
Requested by Anonymous.
they’re so Gelphie coded if you act like fiyero doesn’t exist
SR Jamil Viper - New Year's Attire Voice Lines
Due to event restrictions, Groovy related lines are locked until the event has been cleared. I will update once these are unlocked. Login line has been captured. New Year's Attire Jamil does not have a vignette.
Summon: This is the perfect day to welcome in the new year. Now, look around at our wares to your heart's content. If you need it, I can even give you a tour.
Groovification: --LOCKED--
Home: What do you think, stylish, right?
Home Transition 1: Looks like it's time for me to take a break. I got a message from Kalim a short while ago, so I need to check what he sent... I sure hope it isn't anything dire.
Home Transition 2: It's much easier to move around in this outfit than I thought. With how black it is, it absorbs the sun's rays, keeping me warm outside, too.
Home Transition 3: Jack's not going to listen to anything the rival team says, huh? He's a little too stubborn, isn't he? I would have liked that he'd at least listen to any suggestions I had on how he could improve his conduce.
Home Transition - Login: A Happy New Year to you. This time of the year sure can get chilly... especially in the early morning and late evenings. We should keep moving to keep ourselves warm.
Home Transition - Groovy: --LOCKED--
Home Tap 1: A shopping list is great to have to cut back on any unnecessary purchases. However... You won't be needing one today. Here, you should buy as much as your little heart wants.
Home Tap 2: While I was attending the register, Malleus-senpai asked me how it was possible that it didn't break when I used it. Well, there's no known reason for that... wouldn't you say?
Home Tap 3: When we have any issues or complaints, no other staff member is better at handling them than Floyd. You think he goes overboard sometimes? Hmmm, I'm afraid I don't know what you mean.
Home Tap 4: When you pick something up, I'd like it if you'd put it back in its designated place. Small incidents like that can add up, making our work to clear it up more tedious.
Home Tap 5: While working here, I've found I'm always shocked whenever we have a polite customer come in. Especially since during a sale, most often you'd see a ton of over-the-top folks.
Home Tap - Groovy: --LOCKED--
Requested by @farfalla049.
hello 2025
Happy New Year ! 🐍🖤
SSR Jamil Viper - Nightmare Suit Vignette
”From all the children to the witches flying through the sky”
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day 1 — tbh azjm
right now, i'm just reposting old stuff. once that's done, the doodles will be of better effort.