Hiya! My name is Buck or Orion if you'd like to use my sona's name! Use he/him or he/it pronouns for me.
my pfp is a commission from @honeybyte !!
I've decided i do not care for sideblogs, so please block '#freakin it on main' and "#suggestive" and "#nsfw" if you don't want to see NSFW posts!
I hate longass pinned posts so! The rest is under the cut, motherfuckers
my ask games are under # ask game (tagged on this post as well)
I write and draw sometimes over at @kickintheleaves! I reblog emotes I want to use on @ashess-inthewind, and my contribution to the gimmickverse is @irate-art, which is currently inactive while I get my shit together :( I've got stuff to queue on it when I have time but yeah feel free to tag me on any of these!
context for my old blog title
My tags are as follows: (never consistent)
# buck's asks <- for when I send other people asks
# buck's answers <- for when I answer asks
# buck draws <- for finished art pieces
# buck scribbles <- for every art, including sketchy little doodles!
# buck's rambles <- for my original posts and long comments
# tumblr heritage <- for classic posts I've gotten on my blog!
# not my art <- might tag it sometimes when I remember, usually I fast-reblog though
# might just write this <- things I want to write
# might just draw this <- you'll never guess. things I want to draw. waow
# into the archives <- something I want to come back to later, usually a reference
# art stuff <- art resources
#writing prompts <- no way...
# ask game <- yeah
# radar <- my dog !!
My friend tags are, in no order and not a full list:
# my silly <3 <- @/retsameki
# potato stick <- @/irishfry
# sir morphy <- @/mrmorphea
# bee juice <- @/honeybyte
# cactiddies <- @/cactus-with-boobs
# the rats <- @/fivemillionrats
# bardbucks <- @/v3ntissecrets now @/banhamm3r-r3al
One of the guys I worked with told us a story about how, when they were doing archaeology surveys in the woods they ran into a bigfoot hunter. Bigfoot guy asked if they had seen signs of bigfoot, and he was like "Sorry, nothing like that. We're archaeologists, so we're looking for human stuff." and the bigfoot guy was like "Oh! I saw some Native American cairns on my way out here. I can give you a general location." and when he was like "Yeah dude, that'd be sick. We're actually looking to document those." the bigfoot guy was like "Yeah, they looked pretty cool. I didn't touch them though, because Native Americans built them, not bigfoot."
you don't have to be scared of your suicidal friends. you don't have to be scared of your psychotic or delusional friends. you don't have to call the police every time someone says they feel like they want to die. you can say things like, "that sounds really hard" and "I'm going to bring you some food and you can tell me more about it"
Important addition thank you! You can absolutely have boundaries about substance use but your friends who use substances know themselves and their needs better than you, and they do not need policing or threats of incarceration. If you want to help your friends who deal with addiction, be patient and demonstrate that you're a safe person to talk to.
pro-tip: your blog is about you. be self-indulgent, self-absorbed, and self-possessed. go all in on your obsessions. this is a work of self-expression, a living monument to your heart.