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Lammmeeeee. You're lame. You're so lame.

#for somebody who 'wants nothing to do' with this guy #you sure do hang on his words like sweat on balls #me and my husband have been the picture of codependency since 2019 and not even WE are this far up each other's asses #abusiveexcolonic or something

I've never believed a word out of your mouth, I'm not as stupid as you kid yourself into believing everyone around you is. You're not some genius level, emotionally manipulative but really cool anime protagonist. This isn't your fucking story, and you don't just get to pretend like who you are doesn't inherently, and objectively, suck. Either get up and get with the program or stay in your hole rotting while the rest of the world gets off their ass to do something about this shit. Your virtue signalling means shit.

~ Someone who climbed so far up the ladder hes trying to douse the fire from inside.

#I know you can't put out a fire from inside the house #but if I can find a way to snuff the fuel #at least it won't keep burning #fuck #I go to the capitol at the end of the month for work btw #so yk #at least I'm putting my fists where my mouth is

I'm having a thought a minute, and every one of them keeps coming back to shitty people attract shitty people. I'm not sure if that's meant more for me or you. But I know how to figure it out

Your problems are volitional baby. A good friend would let you learn this lesson, a better friend wouldn't have let you get there at all. And me? I just hope you get whatever it is you're so desperately looking for out of a desolate situation

#fuck #what do you do when you're actually realizing you have no real friends #just people who need to fill the space in their life with chatter and options and someone they know is too stupid to see it sooner

What?!?! What?!?! Bro what?!? You're kidding. No like you're actually fucking joking. Not you being shitty about something you ENCOURAGED ME TO DO ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS??? Holy shit

#Creo que voy a perder lo

My therapist is gonna have a field day next week.

#fuck #dude I'm so tired of everything in my life #I want to be rotten and let the grass find a use in me #but nope. stuck in this fuckass house in this fuckass state in fuck ass situations that make me wanna jump face down onto a longsword

I hope you rot. I hope this tears you from the inside out. I hope it winds around the very fabric of who you are and stains it black. I hope it puts you in a maze of mirrors where you're forced to watch every version of yourself you swore people didn't know, every lie you told, every time you opened your stupid fucking mouth and it meant nothing. I hope that nightmare where your teeth fall out in your mouth and you swallow them feels like a glimpse of heaven looking at who you actually are. I hope it hurts to know you're the worst version of yourself, and you won't get better. Because you don't try and you don't want to and truthfully? You don't deserve to.

#I hope the blood in your teeth tastes better than what I had the nerve to call our friendship #you sick fuck