Admit it or not, most of us have experienced the pains of being in a one-sided love story. You have the perfect girl and the emotions are in the right place but she has no idea of it. What stops you from admitting your feelings? The reasons may be manyâshe is in love with someone else or she may not like you or she has made it clear that she has no time for love or she has simply friend-zoned you and you would rather be a friend than a nobody in her life. Sounds familiar, right? And you spend sleepless nights, suffer silently and accept your fate because you are in love. And she is completely out of world that, you love her immensely.
Well, Now I am gonna tell you a story of a boy, who fell in love with a girl one-sidedly. Before i start let me clear you that this love story is completely imaginary as well as might be different from yours. As this is an imaginary love story, it would be tedious and boring to read if i mentioned anybody else's name in it.So I would be referring myself instead of the boy who loved a girl one-sidedly and referring her name as Aisha.
This is story of a boy. The boy who is little bit filmy but original itself. He doesn't like to be fake just to impress someone. The boy who believes in simplicity. Yes this is me. The story begins from 2019 In staring of my graduation. After scuffling with my past, I have been selected one of the famed college where I wanted to be selected.Thanks God !
My first day at college. I was really excited. It was sort of a dream come true .Getting an admission in a college you were dreaming for the past one year .Yes,it surely was a dream come true.
I entered the campus and saw many unknown faces. At that time I didnât know that the âownersâ of these faces would become my friends.I was very nervous regards my college. There were lot of thing move in my mind like what about the class, what about the teachers etc. I entered the college building(old) where my honours class was going on. But at that day i was totally out of the world that my class has been finished.
When every my mates were leaving, I was coming like a âcheetahâ keeping in mind that my class is about to start. And therefore the very first time i saw Aisha with her an accident. The accident which was a turning point of my life. I was in a different world for some time, I can surely say that I have not been to this kind of situation before. I was already fallen in love with that girl. She scolded me for speed running and what else i couldn't listen clearly because I was distracted with her beauty, I just kept looking her for a while, felt like I have some attachment with her before.
Well, I didn't even know that we both belong to the same department. Haye...!! Aisha ! That night( that day as well) was memorable, was totally lost myself in a different world.
In the very next day,I was totally shocked to see her in the classroom. Thanks God ! This is what exactly I wanted.
She was walking towards her seat when I first entered the class. I was unable to see her but her aura was already cleansing the negativity that was bubbling in the room. I heard her giggling, and that tune was enough for me to fall in love with her. A curiosity started bulging in my heart.
She was an epitome of beauty overlapped by cuteness. Cute shining eyes with goggles that were dripping of innocence and those bubbly cheeks, with charming braces in teeth, Aww.. how can I forget them. Sweet bulgy cheeks with a magnetic clutch that not only pulls me but also ensures that she gets the attention of every person with a heart in that room.
She was eating a chocolate bar with her over-sized bugs bunny teeth and her likeness for those sugar-coated bars was clearly visible from those shining eyes.
After sometimes it class is over now. it's time to interact with all the class mates. Our seniors are waiting outside the class for Introduction of juniors.
And the seniors came into class and one of them greet good morning juniors âone boy sitting behind me said wtf I guess he is leader of class near my earâ.Hahaha I was laughing but I got shocked that time when i heard a girl will be our class representative and she is no other than my crush.
After that the introduction starts one by one stand in front of senior and they introduce himself. After thirty to thirty-five minutes of introduction the senior started the topic of Fresher party everyone is exited that itâs time to meet with our class girls ( becoz our classes are not co-ed).
But for me it was a very good opportunity to spend some time with my crush. But an week before freshers party starts our very first midsem exam results declared. But you will be surprised that I scored only 3 and 5 respectively in my 2 core subjects. Well my confident level got spoiled. This happened for first time in my life.
I couldn't even stay for 10 seconds in front of her. And my confidence level went extremely down. You need the confidence when you face a topper. And ofcourse i was not a good looking fellow, thin. I hardly had any interaction with girls. I was a very sincere student, focused only on my studies. But that time i was most underrated student in our class
At that particular some period of time. I was not able to study, I was not able to sleep, I was not able to concentrate anywhere else. And my exam results continuously getting worse.
You know one very bad thing in me ? SHYNESS. Once I got blushed over somebody, it will definitely stay for a long time. Well In a month I had managed to make a few friends and was becoming comfortable. And finally I'm slowly coming to my old version. I started answering teachers questions.
One day she looked at me and gave a smile that was enough to showcase her teeth that could eat a full-grown carrot as for me she is always a bunny.
After 5-6 months of freshers it's time to say good by to our super seniors. In FAREWELL day some of we juniors played a skit as an endeavor to make laugh at their last day. We both were the part of that skit. That day for the second time i got her touch. She slapped me (ofcourse it's a part of our skit).
i had got enough confident to talk with her. Yes ! I have made it clear that I will talk with her. But as history itself proved that when you're gonna do something good always there be a villain. And this time is a new villain, we call it in love as âCOVID-19â. And finally what I feared happened Lockdown and Shutdown took place in our way. Entire nation got closed and ofcourse college is not apart.
However it was tragic period for all of us but literally it spoiled manys dreams, families, ambitions, wealths and what not.
A lockdown can be tough on the best of relationships, but they say love always finds a way. As millions around the world stay indoors during the coronavirus pandemic, some heartwarming love stories to emerge from the lockdown have struck a chord with social media users. But HELLO !!! WAIT !! my love story not two sided, it's always been one sided love story.
Then Social media was the only platform to connect with her. It was a daring challenge to contact her in WhatsApp but no, firstly I tried to find her online. I find her profile on Instagram. I was confused about, should I send her friend request or not. All the time I was just visiting her profile on insta.Â
One morning when I wake-up I saw that I got the friend request from Aisha. I was happy like never before. I was singing, dancing, shouting, I got feeling like I am on the top of the world. I did not tell any of my friends why I am so happy. I just accepted that friend request. We started with the basic conversation. I kept checking my insta account 24Ă7 to see if Aisha is online.
Day and night I was only thinking about her. At night I was planning, what should I text her next day. I had decoded her timing patterns when she comes online. She was coming online everyone around 5 to 7 PM IST and in late night as well. I had become night owl for her. Under all circumstances, I was making sure I am also online at that time so that I can talk to her. It's all goes for around 6 months.
Then we moved on to the whatsapp. I just kept texting her. Sending class notes just to talk to her,kept sending stickers that's she likes the most just make her laugh, kept drawing to get her beautiful replies, started writing to connect with her with words. Her motivational replies after seeing my status and Instagram stories just kept me top at my best. It's like a vehicle with full of fuel.
I just started sharing everything happens with me whole day, she also shares. I never call her in my entire two years of college life because I don't wanna ruin this relation so kept this conversation in text message only. And sometimes my self respect also stands as a biggest obstacle.
Thank you Aisha ! Those chatting, having fun during lectures just wowed me every time.
Well this is the main part of my story. It's been a year, I wanted to tell her that I love her. I was confident to tell her about my feelings. I was looking for some good Opportunity.
Finally In a random chat, i told her that âI LOVE YOUâ and exactly that happened what I feared before. She denied with a consolation word âsorry Ashis, I know your love is pure as you are but i don't have feelings for you. You deserve betterâas every girls said. I replied with a smiling emoji it's OK and what else i felt i can't unlatched here.
It's a principle of life that everything you can't get what you want. And it's absolutely fine. I loved her from bottom of my heart but she never.I was very upset for around a week. I literally cried. I was feeling like nothing left in my life.
 I did not tell anyone about this situation. After a month I realised that I should move on. I used to watch some videos about how to overcome this kind of situation. I decided to remove her from my life and move on. I started to live normally and concentrated on my studies.
But After 2 months I started realising that I am not able to take Aisha out of my mind.Then suddenly from no were she shared tells me about the boy she likes. She told me that they both like each other too much. I was in the worst situation of my life. My love was discussing her love and I was not sure what to say. After thinking for some time I told her that he is very good boy and ended the chat with a smile.
I cried again.I spent some times with my friends and they also helped me to get rid of it. Some friends suggest me to move on to any other girl.
Bro, it's LOVE, and it's not easily possible to forget her.Most of the people will fall for somebody new, but one sided lover like me will fall for that girl again and again. Even I know that she canât be mine but still, I love her every day. She ignores me like hell and I love her like heaven. Pain is the second word for one-sided love.
Then I was got a strong feeling that I can't love any other girl. Aisha is my life and she is the only girl to whom I can love from the bottom of my heart.
I think practically and realised that this is normal for Aisha to reject my proposal. Aisha is too beautiful. She is best girl and her expectation would be like I should get the best guy. On the other hand, I am a guy with below average. I am not handsome. It's practically not possible for Aisha to accept my proposal.I respect her, I respect her decision. Then I realised that i have to move on and i will.
Now I'm in 5th semester of graduation. As normal in the college she comes everyday . I don't talk even don't try to make my eye glance to her.
But i write shayari, poems for her. I play guitar for her. I am not sure if she reads these or not. But I am not really worried about this as true love does not expect anything in return.
It's been a long days i do not chat her as i did in regular basis. But it's not revenge, it's my self respect. Then again I realised after all she is my friend and I have to be normal with her. If she is liking someone else, then I should be happy. But I tried many times to make her feel comfortable around me. But I fail every time.
I just wish to God that she will get all the happiness in her life. I would like to thanks WhatsApp, quote writing app and Instagram who helps me to get in touch with Aisha even if we don't talk in real.
Now, I have decided to live my own life never ever I will fall in this painful place known as âLoveâ
Tough! the moment you think you have garnered that strength, one glimpse of that person will take you to the previous position.
Thank you for reading this. But this story is still incomplete.I would be surely sharing the next part of the story soon.
If you guys have any suggestion please do share and feel free to ask any questions. Thank you once again!!!!!!â€
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