ashlidear

depression // anxiety // dermatillomania

[mortallycrispygardener]

[shiftingbonesofapoltergeist-dea]

I'm sorry WHAT

[smallerontheoutside]

'lazy people don't feel guilty about not doing anything' is insane to me and I have been trying to make my brain believe it for a long time, it shocked me to my core when I first heard it

[greencreekwolf]

i already have a job and it's called keeping myself alive. why do i have to be employed on top of that

[ashlidear]

how is it I tank every work friendship I’ve made?

[elodieunderglass]

i don't WANT to drink water I WANT a bard to draft a eulogy for me to criticise!!!!!!!

[elodieunderglass]

I appreciate that people also liked this one

[cpericardium]

where me and the mutuals work

[ashlidear]

I hate that this situation with Coworker S has consumed me with bitterness and confusion. I said to Kenny “you’re probably sick of hearing about this” and he said “yes, I am.” 🥲 which hurt. But I can’t shut up about it. Like Cady in Mean Girls when she’s obsessed with Regina and finds herself turning into someone she doesn’t like who can’t stfu

I can’t stop ruminating and hating

[louisegluckpdf]

they won't tell you this in therapy but sometimes the best way to stop catastrophizing/anxiety is to interrupt your spiraling with "girl what the hell are you talking about"

[ashlidear]

Lololololol I typed out a big sad/anxious post about my friends and it disappeared???? 🙃

[ashlidear]

5 years later and I’m still moping over people who don’t care as much about me as I do about them

[ashlidear]

S, J, 🍆

[ashlidear]

Still true. Seeing E post pics of their trip with S&J cut me.

[ashlidear]

STILL STILL TRUE. Mom said S and her mom recently came to the store and S didn’t ask about me. I haven’t talked to or texted her in at least 2 years and it still all hurts my fucking feelings

[ashlidear]

Lololololol I typed out a big sad/anxious post about my friends and it disappeared???? 🙃

[ashlidear]

5 years later and I’m still moping over people who don’t care as much about me as I do about them

[ashlidear]

S, J, 🍆

[ashlidear]

Still true. Seeing E post pics of their trip with S&J cut me.

[ashlidear]

my fingers feel like shards

[ashlidear]

Chronic illness is such that sometimes even “good” news is frustrating

[ashlidear]

Lololololol I typed out a big sad/anxious post about my friends and it disappeared???? 🙃

[ashlidear]

5 years later and I’m still moping over people who don’t care as much about me as I do about them

[ashlidear]

S, J, 🍆

[ashlidear]

I’m the fattest I’ve ever been

[ashlidear]

thankful for wise, compassionate friends 💛

[ashlidear]

[ashlidear]

I’m the fattest I’ve ever been

[lostmf]

[ashlidear]

feeling like a bad person because I’m fat and lazy and won’t clean the house or do my laundry or prepare to buy a house and I’m a disappointment lololllolllllklilldnshdhjdjf