teeth and claws

TRIGGER WARNING - VENT ACC - 21y - THEY/SHE -PLEASE, DONT REPORT, JUST BLOCK - KINK BLOGS DNI

[ashtonisrottting]

[sentientsky]

i miss my best friend and i'm making it everyone else's problem

Word of Honor/山河令 , 天涯客/ Faraway Wanderers // Aaron O'Hanlon // Geoffrey Hill, Odi Barbare // Twenty Leaves of the Ficus Religiosa // Sylvia Plath // Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore //Gemini Stars Pollux and Castor // Virginia Woolf

[titanralsei]

i don’t know what this means

[glittergroovy]

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[scoes]

you mean to tell me an hour is just six 10 minute intervals. We are fucked beyond belief

[ashtonisrottting]

Warning: Seizure description

After three years clean, I had a Tonic Clonic in the middle of the fucking grocery store on Saturday. I don't remember much, but from the pieces of information I have, I fell onto one of the shelves, hit my head on the edge and then fell to the floor. I was drooling a lot, and people said I was shaking for a moment. A few people came to help and they laid me on my side until the ambulance arrived. After that I had to spend 6 hours on observation to make sure another one wasn't coming. My whole body was hurting and I couldn't lift my legs. I got a cut on my head too — I was so utterly defeated.

I never had one of these in public. This was the very first time and I was so fucking embarrassed.

I hate my brain. I hate being like this

[ashtonisrottting]

I feel like a fucking b*tch, but I hate my friend's new boyfriend. I don't trust that man because he's so inherently irresponsible. He offered his fucking vape to her knowing she has some serious health issues, and there's something on the way he behaves with her that doesn't sit right with me. URGH

[ashtonisrottting]

I know this is purely envy, but it feels so fucking unfair that my autistic friends are able to build romantic bonds when the people I try to interact with run away from me. I can't do parties, I can't talk with people, I can't interact and keep that back and forth without making it extremely awkward. And yes, I'm sick with envy because I wanted that. I wanted to be like that. Fuck.

[liminalspacesandplaces]

[carassiusauratius]

I love getting overwhelmed from a schedule change. I love having meltdowns that last over an hour. I love how my meltdowns require multiple hours of recovery. I love getting four-five hours behind schedule. I love getting overwhelmed from a schedule change. I love being autistic.

[traumatizeddfox]

[traumatizeddfox]

// this body is a crime scene // walking evidence // dogs bark when i walk past // evidence lives in my teeth like a rotting organism // everyone sees you right in my teeth //

[hel7l7]

It tears me apart Missing something that I should've had

[hel7l7]

I wish I didn't make things so hard for myself

[eelfuneral]

Any other autistics find themselves in sensory hell when they are dirty/sweaty/greasy? Like, I can feel the grime all over my skin and I’m hyper-aware of how itchy and uncomfortable it is. I have to shower every day or else I’ll have a meltdown.

[thund3rnrain]

when the autism is being an actual mental health problem instead of making me obsess over fictional characters again:

[burntblueberrywaffles]

I LOVE being autistic and trying to communicate because every time it’s