@Nema: Hello Nema, I can only imagine how bizarre and scary this must be for you. You died. Yet somehow you return. I imagine you'd wish to reunite with those you care for.
But...you've been gone for a while. The world is not the same. Time has eroded the places you know, the relationships that were left behind. Friendships broken, paths split. Who would you return to? Could you? Everyone has gone on their own journeys, changed locations. Is there a way to even know where they are? To contact them? .....should you?
I...imagine you harbor negative feelings towards Kappa. It would be fair to downright loathe her. She killed you after all. Why give her a bit of peace with all she's done to you? To Marigold?
And what about him? Marigold who has mourned you, gone through the terrible emotion called grief over you. Do you return to her? Would that be better for them? Or worse?
Everyone has been living with your death for a while. Do you finally see your loved ones again at the cost of opening up old wounds that only just started to heal?
You returned but.....at what cost? You are a different pokemon with a different body coming back to a different world. Things are clearly different now- so who's to say your friends aren't? What if your friends are unrecognizable now? Is there anything left for you? Should you just start anew?
Nema froze, her ears sticking straight up.
Her friends had moved on without her... Well, that's okay. Nema didn't expect or want them to grieve her forever. She still had Marigold, after all!
Marigold... Would they take her back?
...How long has it been since she died?
Nema's breath came out in quick, ragged gasps. These were not thoughts she wanted to entertain.
No, no. If she went back, Marigold would accept her. Right? They'd shriek with joy at her return, give her a big hug, and everything would go back to the way it was before. No drama, no trauma, no death.
The only thing that was different was she was a... different Pokemon. No longer a Pikachu, just a teacup.
But, that was okay! Marigold would still love her, wouldn't he?
He would accept her if she came back, right?
He would still love her...