Message to everyone
((So…I’m sure a few people have notice my absence and I just want to say that I’m sorry for leaving without a word. You see…There is a reason for that long absence. I’ve been making this decision about…I’m not even sure what to call it. Having a long hiatus? I didn’t want to make this long OOC post before because I just thought that I was just having those days where I think I’m not doing to good job; basically wallowing in my own self-pity hole and then bounce back two days later. So I left and got busy on my other RP blog. What I didn’t realize was that I haven’t been answering questions or written replies for a week. I then made the decision for the future of this blog.
Let me just say that this decision was NOT caused by anyone or anything in this community. This is all strictly me and my choices. Please do not think that it was you who pushed me to this decision because it really isn’t. I’ve lost the muse to write and answer as Thane. I feel like I’m forcing myself to write him and I shouldn’t feel like that. I stare at my replies or some questions and I can’t find myself to write anything remotely to Thane. I know that maybe I should just take a break but being inactive for week tells me that a week is not going to help get back in the mood.
With that said I am going to temporarily close this blog. I say temporarily because who knows if I ever get the inspiration to write as Thane again. I’m not deleting this blog but I will be closing the ask-box as of tomorrow. This was not an easy decision to make and I'm literally shaking while I'm typing this.
I really want to say thank you to all of my followers and my fellow RPers for the love and support you gave me this past few months. I never thought that this blog would get any attention it received. Making this blog back in April was the best decision I ever made. I am such a happier person from what I used to be. Thank you for sending me wonderful questions and interacting with me; it has been a fantastic time. I love you all so much! This blog would never had happened if it wasn't for every single one of you.
To those who recently followed me I'm sorry to let you down and find out about this. To those that I never finished threads or answer questions I am terribly sorry and I hope that you can forgive me. To my Siha, ask-commander-ash-shepard, I will miss writing with you and about our drell/human baby Leia. You were one of the reasons why I kept going. I am so so sorry and I really hope that you will forgive me too.
I will still be RPing here on tumblr. I’ll still be here but as a different character. If you are interested, I will be on my David Archer blog.
I really don’t think of this as a goodbye. I hate goodbyes. So if you managed to read this long ramble to the end; good on you. Thank you so much and I love you all with the bottom of my heart.
See you later and stay safe,
Nini ))
