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[askanexbloodjunkie]

//Okay, this is my official hiatus note. Real life is calling and I need a break from online responsibilities, so I’ll be on hiatus across all my askblogs until further notice. I don’t know how long I’ll be gone for, and I apologize for the inconvenience. I will still be checking back here occasionally to answer any OOC questions you might have, so you’re free send those here or even over at my main blog.

The female & male!Sam M!A questions I have will be finished and posted when I get back, of course.

[askanexbloodjunkie]

//Have some old Sam photos as an apology for the fact that I've ended up in a holidays/exhaustion induced hiatus. Thanks for waiting on me, darlings. <3

[askarchangelloki-deactivated201]

Look! It’s a weeping…me!

[askanexbloodjunkie]

//Promo for Gabe because I'm still dragging my feet and lacking the energy to get my butt on here (but I will, I swear!) But there's Whovian cookies and festivities so go do the asking thing~

[askalegacy-deactivated20150323]

Sweetheart, I feel right as Kansas rain.

[askthegodprophet]

kids?? WHO ARE YOUR KIDS?!? //also hope you're feeling ok since you said your binder was hurting you!!//

[askanexbloodjunkie]

//I was right it's Cas ahhhhh. Right, so here's another nudge for everyone to ask these cuties lots of things.

[askthegodprophet]

//ooc: Guuuuys. Send us asks~ Or, you know, I’ll disown you like I did my kids.

[askanexbloodjunkie]

//Alright darlings, you know what to do. Go spam God & Guest (Cas? is it Cas? Cas rhymes with ass.. :D) with questions!

[askanexbloodjunkie]

I am really sorry for putting this on your shoulders, but I've been thinking about ending my live. Give me one good reason why I shouldn't , IC or OC. I don't really care. And please don't start with the ~Its a permanent solution to a temporary problem~ Because the mix of characteristics I have are the cause of it and I just want it to end. So one reason. Again, I am really sorry for shoving this to you. But I look up to you, a lot. So, yeah....

//Okay, one reason? Your life is worth so much more than what you’re dealing with now that’s made you want to take your life.

You are important and you’re loved and you deserve to live so that you can find the happiness that everyone should have. And you can find it if you survive this. Whatever you’re dealing with that’s made you feel this way might be permanent, but that doesn’t mean you’ll still feel the same way about it later as you do now. Things change, you’ll change, and I can bet you’ll be thankful you didn’t take your life later on down the road.

I can’t give specific advice without specific understanding of your situation, of course, so you’ll have to forgive me for the vagueness, but try and step back from the situation you’re in, if you can, and take a minute to breath and remember that there’s a lot more to life than what’s going on right now.

There’s a reason so many people always insist on telling you that it will get better when you say there’s no hope or no point, and it’s true, even if ‘better’ doesn’t come right away. But your life is absolutely worth living and fighting for through bad times and bad circumstances, so please keep on living.

And on the slightly more IC side, Sam's dealt with a lot of awful situations and things he couldn't change and control. But he still kept on fighting for his life.

I sincerely hope this helps you, anon.

[askanexbloodjunkie]

happy birthday! zum geburtstag viel gluck! wszystkiego najlepszego! (I know just these languages so.. :D ) have an amazing day and perfect next year! ♥

//three's pretty damn good, and thank you~

[askanexbloodjunkie]

You survived another year. Good job or whatever.

//I'll have to add it to my wall of accomplishments, hah. thank you~

[askanexbloodjunkie]

Birth Happy Day! Shit...wait. I mean Happy Birthday! Yes there it is.

//..there you go, knew you could get there. xD thank you!

[askanexbloodjunkie]

//it's your birthday? Oh well happy birthday then Sweetie - have a fantastic day//

//it is! and thank you, dear~

[askanexbloodjunkie]

I wish you a happy birthday and a lot of love for the next year <3 kion/John/Crowley

//Thank you, darling~ <3

[askanexbloodjunkie]

I have been reliably informed that it is your birthday. We wish you a happy birthday, with lots of presents and sweets.

//Aww <3 well, not getting either of those, but thank you!

[askanexbloodjunkie]

//I got these to do now (male & female version answering for however long I feel like and lying for four hours. Excited to do these, but more are always welcome~), and since one requires some gif editing and different makeup, I won't be able to answer things live. So, if you guys could send in questions for it I'd greatly appreciate it!

On a side note, I've noticed tumblr has been eating asks, so if I haven't answered something you've sent in, it's because I haven't gotten it (except for one Zeke ask I just haven't gotten my Samzekiel on to answer yet).

[askanexbloodjunkie]

M!A List 2.0

Like a boy: Muse is split into two version of themselves. Their female and male selves.

How to save a life: Muse is torn up for the next 4 hours over how they couldn't save someone's life.

Break you hard: Muse sex drive is through the roof and keep throwing themselves at everyone.

Right by your side: Muse must confess to one of their exes that they still want them.

Secrets: Muse must tell a secret about themselves every time someone asked them a question.

Haunted: Muse thinks everyone is out to get them, anyone they meet and everyone they talk to they think is after them or going to kill them.

I hate everything about you: Has the urge to kiss all the people they hate.

It wasn't me: Muse has to tell lies for the next (anon decides). So, everything they say from this time on is a lie.

You need me, I don't need you: Muse has the urge to reply to everything with rap lyrics.

How we do (party and bullshit): Muse can't stop dancing for the next 12 hours.

Faded: Muse is higher than a kite for the next 24 hours.

Strip: Muse has the urge to strip every time someone asks them a question.

Under the sheets: Muse yells at everyone guy (or girl if they're a guy) that compliments them and goes on a rant about how they're like all the other guys.

I made it: Muse brags about anything about themselves for the next (anon decides).

[onceblessedwithwings]

You shouldn’t be here.

(Ask John Winchester is open)

[marymaryquitedead-blog]

Oh, that hunt was tough… John? Is that really you? You look…old.

[askanexbloodjunkie]

//Scratch that thing about me getting on as Mary because guess who just did it for me and looks awesome~ Follow her and ask more things, darlings~

[askanexbloodjunkie]

//No closing post, and I'm done for the night, so have some bloopers and silliness instead~