(( hello, faithful followers, first time visitors, and to anyone reading this, really. i know this is long overdue for those who have been waiting and hoping for askbottomsuho to make a comeback, but to tell you the truth... i don’t think i have the heart to continue this blog anymore, even after all this time of trying not to let these discouraging words get to me. i still love drawing and i still love askbottomsuho and everything it entails, but i just don’t feel that same level of comfort and enjoyment i used to have when sharing my art on this blog. and so it’s with a heavy heart that i announce askbottomsuho’s indefinite hiatus from the ask community. i won’t be closing down the blog for memories’ sake, plus i do believe i owe you guys a rundown of how i planned bottom!suho’s story to go, so i’ll put it under the cut if you’re interested. ))
(( okay, so it’s been a long time since i’ve actually thought about where i wanted to go with this blog, so i might miss some things. i had originally planned for jongdae to somehow work out a relationship with liyin, meaning he and junmyeon would have to end their own ‘relationship’ like they had agreed upon when they were working out the terms and conditions of their ‘friends-with-benefits’ deal. this would result in junmyeon removing the collar he treasures so much for the next little while, because he no longer belongs to his ‘master.’ junmyeon would still sleep with the other members though, just not as often as before because he’d feel guilty knowing that deep down, he’s partly using them as a distraction from losing jongdae to someone else as opposed to sleeping with everyone as a form of relief for those who had no other outlet.
of course, the members all love and appreciate their leader, and eventually someone was bound to notice how much more withdrawn junmyeon became, as well as the sad looks he sent jongdae whenever the latter was on the phone with his girlfriend. minseok or kyungsoo or even chanyeol might be the one to notice and would take it upon themself to take up the space in junmyeon’s life that jongdae left behind, all while knowing that junmyeon might never return their feelings. a little more angst there, i know. ;; anyways, junmyeon would start to feel a little better knowing that this member was there to comfort him, though it wouldn’t really be enough for him to get over jongdae just yet.
meanwhile, jongdae would begin to notice how junmyeon is getting closer to another member after they stopped being intimate with each other, and even though he’s happy to have been given a chance with liyin after being rejected previously, the thought of junmyeon belonging to someone else irks him for some reason. if you asked him about it, jongdae would most likely indirectly admit that he misses being in an intimate relationship with junmyeon, though he doesn’t know why he feels this way. however, he’d start to distance himself from junmyeon before he could dwell on the thought for too long, since he’s already in another relationship and that’s where his focus should be instead.
and while junmyeon and jongdae had remained friends and never really stopped talking to each other, the sudden coldness from jongdae would drive junmyeon back to square one and maybe even lead him to believe that jongdae didn’t like him anymore. junmyeon would then start sulking even more than usual, to the point where he spent all his free time napping in jongdae’s bed and wearing his clothes when the other wasn’t around. this would continue until exo had a schedule in china and junmyeon and jongdae were to share a hotel room together. jongdae would take the rare opportunity to meet up with liyin outside of their schedules while junmyeon would, unsurprisingly, curl up on the bed jongdae was using and pretend jongdae was holding him.
junmyeon would end up falling asleep like that for longer than he intended, definitely long enough to miss the text jongdae sent him asking to have the hotel room for the night so he could spend it with liyin. with liyin in tow, jongdae would come back to the hotel room expecting it to be empty but instead find a very startled junmyeon on his bed wearing his clothes. there would be loads of awkwardness and junmyeon would scurry out the room after realizing why jongdae had come back with liyin so late at night, and no matter how much jongdae tried not to think about the tears in junmyeon’s eyes as he left while bedding liyin, he couldn’t help but imagine junmyeon in his arms instead and accidentally called out junmyeon’s name instead of liyin’s.
you can probably guess what happens next. after even more awkwardness, liyin would finally tell jongdae to stop the facade and actually confront his feelings about her and junmyeon and whether jongdae’s feelings for her were the same as the ones he has for junmyeon. liyin would admit that she always had a hunch that jongdae didn’t love her the same way he loved junmyeon, but jongdae just hadn’t realized it yet. jongdae truly did love liyin at first even if she didn’t feel the same way, but what he didn’t know was that after being rejected, he found someone who was willing to return those feelings that he was so desperate to give, and that someone was junmyeon.
he didn’t know exactly when it had happened, but sometime during their ‘friends-with-benefits’ relationship, jongdae fell in love with junmyeon. jongdae was confused at first and eventually chalked it up as him projecting his feelings for liyin onto junmyeon, because he didn’t want to change something that was already enough for the both of them, and the confusing feelings were pushed to the back of his mind. now that those feelings had resurfaced and finally given a name, though, jongdae knew he owed junmyeon an apology (after liyin of course, but she had long since accepted the fact and told him to go after junmyeon already) but was denied access to him for making him cry by the member who knew about junmyeon’s feelings for jongdae.
jongdae would continuously be blocked from seeing junmyeon until the latter was ready to face him again, where jongdae would finally be able to properly apologize and explain his feelings to a very hesitant junmyeon. and after everything was out in the open, junmyeon and jongdae would reconcile with some vanilla but very emotional sexy times. from then on they would officially become a couple, and jongdae would continue to let junmyeon ‘relieve’ the other members as he pleased, though not without expressing his jealousy first. junmyeon would resume wearing the collar, and while jongdae established that he didn’t have to call him ‘master’ anymore, junmyeon occasionally would just because he was so used to it. and they would have lots of sex with each other and junmyeon with everyone and everything would end happily ever after.
wow that was long but that’s basically what i had in mind for this blog. i’m extremely saddened by the fact that i didn’t get to carry it out as planned, but things happen and sometimes we don’t always have the strength to carry on as they were before. i hope that this provides some closure for those who cared to read this, and i want to thank you once again for staying with me this long. ))
i sincerely apologize for introducing this recent event on askbottomsuho. i should've known better that even if i did use proper warnings when applicable, tumblr probably isn't the place to post these kinds of things because of how sensitive an issue it is. that being said, i hope all of you have read my previous replies to the anon who confronted me about the whole issue just so you don't get the wrong idea about my position on shotacon and pedophilia. i know i'm still a terrible person, but i can only hope that i haven't ruined your experience or driven you away from any of the people or ships on this blog, because that's all on me, no one else.
i've hidden all the event posts except for the ones that are safe enough to show even your youngest siblings, but aside from that, this event is over. all remaining questions pertaining to this event have been deleted as well. i'm sorry. i don't know if i still want to continue this blog, but i know for sure that i don't want to quit drawing altogether, so for now, askbottomsuho will be having another break until further notice. thank you for tolerating me this long, and i'm sorry.
to anyone who has supported me until now, i'm thankful, but it's best if you don't anymore. i don't want any of you to receive hate for liking the things i've drawn on this blog, i will bear that burden on my own. it's a mess. i wanted to make people happy with my drawings, and i wanted to prove that someone's art doesn't have to be anime-like or realistic to be considered 'good,' but i guess that's something that will never change? i'm sorry this couldn't be a normal ask blog, maybe i tried too hard. my hands are shaking. maybe they're telling me to stop trying. i'm sorry.
Unnie!! I wanted yo know if you have any other OTP blogs like asksuchen and askbottomsuho ? If you do, can I have the links? Kamsahamnida! Oh and Suho~ oppa, pets watch anime later~
(( waht unnie have you seen this face call me oppa lol no jk unfortunately I don't, I can't handle running more than two askblogs at once, I'm afraid. :c besides, I don't really ship anything as hard as suchen, so it's best to leave other otp's for people who ship it more than I do. and I'm sure you guys are tired of seeing my shit and suchen askblogs by now eh? I apologize for that, but I'm certain I'm pretty much the only active suchen fanartist out there, even among foreign fanartists, and I just wanna give my otp some attention too y'know? orz sorry ;;
oh and baby suho is always up for watching anime~ ))
thank you for this chenni duck, I love it a lot~ (｡◕‿◕｡) um, by any chance, is there one that looks like me, too? the reason I want it is a secret, eheh! (^^;)
(looks like baby suho got a happy ending, after all~ what will this mean for baby suho and his master's relationship? will this change anything between them, or will it only last for the duration of this event?)
I THINK MY HEART JUST BROKE OMG TAT Aaah Admin, you're doing a much too good job i'm sobbing. OTL
(( ahaha thank you so much, don't cry too much though! I'm working on the second part right now, so you'll see whether baby suho gets his valentine's wish or not~ ))
My poor junmyeonie~ How can he be so dense? I really want to hit him on the head, for god's sake! Don't worry sweetie, I'm sure he'll open his eyes sooner or later *hugs you* Don't be sad please~
i-it's okay! (^^;) I really don't mind, I'm not supposed to have feelings for him, after all... a-and who's sad? I'm not sad! /fiercely rubs eyes/ s-see? I'm not sad, I'm a big boy now! (/)w(\)
CHEN U RUDE ASS COME BACK AND LOVE HIM GET UR ASS BACK HERE
ahh s-stop, it's okay!! \(^^;\) it's really fine, master doesn't have to be my valentine for valentine's day, a-and I already threw the card away... it wasn't very good, anyways... ;;
