Stern Parental Approval

[chimukyou]

After a lot of thought, I’ve decided to go ahead and close down my RP blogs. I’ve had a good run on several of my characters - I was Horuss “Steamwright-Extraordinaire” Zahhak and Dave “The Shittiest Dave” “That New Dave Smell” Strider on Flarping. I continued as Horuss and added on Kampoa Ampora-Zahhak on Hivetale but now it’s time to close shop. The following accounts will be shutting down indefinitely - but probably not deleted. @steamwright-extraordinaire @cadenzaallegro @atrophicrevenant @askdadleer @asktinyequius @contentedtherapist @rebelarcher @totalasshole @toxiclycalamitous @culinarycapitalist @theshittiestdave

If you want to stay in touch with any of these RP blogs or you were thinking about trying to RP with me, go ahead and message me on my normal account - @chimukyou - and we’ll talk about possibly exchanging Skype or Discord usernames.

[steamwright-extraordinaire]

#OOC

TBH I’m considering just leaving Tumblr except my normal non-RP blog. I don’t feel like it’s worth my time or energy to put things out here anymore. If anyone actually wants to RP with me that doesn’t already, go ahead and send an ask or message. I’m going to take the next week to make a decision.

[quadrantsuggestions]

have a matesprit who is super cute!!

[quadrantsuggestions]

Have a matesprit who holds your hand during panic attacks

[askdadleer]

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“Mm…” He turned to face Sollux as he felt the shift of the bed, holding his arms out. The bruises from this week were already fading.

[hackernoii2e2x2]

He nodded in response to his comment and hugged close to his railsprit. “Mmm. I never took mythelf ath the luthuth type but… after kalmar and the other kidth… I think I would have liked two carry my own, thomewhere down the road.” He mused for a moment, then answered Darkleer’s question directly. “And I would have loved to have children with you, no matter who wath carrying.” 

[askdadleer]

The last comment made him happier than he was going to let on just yet. He hugged Sollux tight for a few minutes, happy tears threatening in his eyes. He didn’t say anything, just holding tight to his railsprit for several minutes. When he finally felt that he had himself under control again, he loosened his grip a little, intending to sleep.

[askdadleer]

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“Mm…” He turned to face Sollux as he felt the shift of the bed, holding his arms out. The bruises from this week were already fading.

[hackernoii2e2x2]

“No, thatth what I wath athking… Almotht my entire genebladder ith thcar tithue…. I never really thought about carrying before, but I dont have the option now. And If yourth wath only mothtly thucthethful, then I dont think I would have much luck with anything that EQ did. Eh. It’th… not really a big deal.” He shrugged of that tiny glimmer of hope he had had about having the option. “That’th good, though. Im glad he wath able two help you.” He told him, trying to shift the subject off of himself.

[askdadleer]

He gave the smaller troll a squeeze, his arms wrapping around him. “Not as much as I would have liked. But... I’m not going to worry about it anymore.” There was half a second of a smile, then he held it back again. “... Would you have wanted children? If we could have them?”

[askdadleer]

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“Mm…” He turned to face Sollux as he felt the shift of the bed, holding his arms out. The bruises from this week were already fading.

[hackernoii2e2x2]

“Can… Can I athk how bad the damage wath? Only becauthe I might look into pothibly doing thomething thimilar ath you did…” He explained briefly, as he snuggled back into Darkleer’s chest with a soft purr.

[askdadleer]

He frowned slightly, not sure how to explain. “Most of the problem wasn’t the damage he’d done... It was how he stopped the bleeding.” He admitted. “I... Had a lot of scar tissue. Most of what Equius fixed was cosmetic. I feel the way I use to before the whole... Incident.”

[askdadleer]

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“Mm…” He turned to face Sollux as he felt the shift of the bed, holding his arms out. The bruises from this week were already fading.

[hackernoii2e2x2]

He sighed and nodded. “They can be… But they can be kind as well. Like you.”  He watched as he pulled the robe back on and sat up. “That’th… better then nothing, I thuppothe. Did… Did EQ manage two fix all the damage?”

[askdadleer]

He shook his head again. “No. He managed to repair most of it but... Not all of the functionality...” He made himself comfortable again, offering his arms once more.

[askdadleer]

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“Mm…” He turned to face Sollux as he felt the shift of the bed, holding his arms out. The bruises from this week were already fading.

[hackernoii2e2x2]

It only took a split second to add everything together in his head. When it clicked, his hand flew to his own lower abdomen and he pressed his palm there.

“Im tho thorry. Shit. I… can relate, unfortunately.”

[askdadleer]

“ …Maybe I never actually learned to trust highbloods again… They can be… Incredibly cruel. Even my own caste.” He pulled his robe back up with a little shiver, turning back around and offering a hand. “Being used like this again… At least it’s on my own terms… And what I get… It will be worth it. I promise.”

[askdadleer]

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“Mm…” He turned to face Sollux as he felt the shift of the bed, holding his arms out. The bruises from this week were already fading.

[hackernoii2e2x2]

He could see that he was upset, but he seemed willing to talk about it. “Vaguely?” He replied, not connecting the dots quite yet.

[askdadleer]

“That was... To fix what Kurloz did. Part of it...” He took a breath and sat up, turning around and opening his robe, letting it drop to the bed revealing a clear purple tattoo of the Capricorn sign. “I’d... Forgotten about this... It wasn’t there when I was a... Ghost... Mostly because I didn’t want it to be... ...It was to remind me who I belonged to.”

[askdadleer]

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“Mm…” He turned to face Sollux as he felt the shift of the bed, holding his arms out. The bruises from this week were already fading.

[hackernoii2e2x2]

“Did he…. do thingth that were thimilar two what he did two me?” He asked, just to get a good grasp of the situation.

[askdadleer]

He shook his head, clenching his hands. “No. Not exactly. I...” He hesitated. “You remember that I had... Reconstructive surgery... Right?”

[askdadleer]

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“Mm…” He turned to face Sollux as he felt the shift of the bed, holding his arms out. The bruises from this week were already fading.

[hackernoii2e2x2]

His brow scrunched and he looked a little confused. “Back then?” He asked, gently prying. If Darkleer refused to answer, he wouldnt push the issue.

[askdadleer]

He couldn’t look Sollux in the eye. “After Kurloz and I dated... When he wouldn’t let me leave... ...It’s not as bad as some of the things he did... And... At least this was my choice.”

[askdadleer]

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“Mm…” He turned to face Sollux as he felt the shift of the bed, holding his arms out. The bruises from this week were already fading.

[hackernoii2e2x2]

“I gueth it'th jutht a waiting game. Im keeping the current pothether of the body occupied, and helping with the kidth when needed. I gueth thatth all i can do for now.” He tapped his forhead to Darkleer’s chest and bit his lip.

He was more then a little worried about Horuss, and about Darkleer as well. “How… how did the latht thethion go? Are you feeling okay?” He asked, looking back up at his face.

[askdadleer]

“I suppose I’m becoming numb to it. It’s... Not so different from back then...” He didn’t want to worry his railsprit, so he held back a vital piece of information, biting his lip. “I’ll... I’ll be fine... I managed before...”

[askdadleer]

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“Mm…” He turned to face Sollux as he felt the shift of the bed, holding his arms out. The bruises from this week were already fading.

[hackernoii2e2x2]

“I thought he might be in the bubbleth, but I tried checking the other night and couldn’t find him…. Cronuth thaid channeling thpiritth wath one of Horuth’s abilitieth, but idk where thith one came from…. I jutht hope Horuth is okay.” He explained, laying his head against Darkleer’s chest with a heavy sigh.

[askdadleer]

He sighed softly in return. “He’s resourceful... More so than I was at that age... He’ll be fine... I’m sure. He has a lot to fight for.”  He let his gaze wander away. “I don’t know that there’s anything we can do... I’m... Not familiar with this sort of thing.”

[askdadleer]

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“Mm…” He turned to face Sollux as he felt the shift of the bed, holding his arms out. The bruises from this week were already fading.

[hackernoii2e2x2]

“You dont have two be utheful. I happy that your here, jutht… exithting.” He told him softly, pressing close to the older troll. “Thingth are jutht… crazy at home…. Someone theeminbly took over Horuth’ body and I have no idea how two get Horuth back….”

[askdadleer]

He didn’t say anything for a minute, the thought that if he wasn’t useful, he wasn’t anything, playing in the back of his mind. “... Where do you think Horuss is then? If he’s able... I’m sure he’s trying to get back... It’s what I would do if everyone I loved was worried about me.”

[askdadleer]

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“Mm…” He turned to face Sollux as he felt the shift of the bed, holding his arms out. The bruises from this week were already fading.

[hackernoii2e2x2]

He crawled in beside him, carefully snuggling into his arms. “Thorry to bother you. Thingth are thtrethful rn.” He said and he kissed Darkleer’s jaw.

[askdadleer]

“You’re never bothering me.” He held on to the psion, gently hugging him. “This… This will be over soon. And then I’ll be useful again…”

[askdadleer]

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“Mm…” He turned to face Sollux as he felt the shift of the bed, holding his arms out. The bruises from this week were already fading.