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[asoldierofrussia]

bonesofthe141:

She’s not sure what has her opening up about this, whether it is the soft light of understanding in his eyes or the fact that she is unable to stop the words spilling past her lips. Either way, it’s a comfort, even if when her words are unmistakably dark in their quality.

“I did everything a soldier should do. But sometimes that doesn’t comfort the side of me that still thinks like a medic. I’m a walking contradiction.” She swirls the scotch within the glass, her hand still shaking but slowly returning to her control. “Do you think there will ever be a time where we’re able to kill entirely without conscience?” 

@asoldierofrussia​

He has to focus on her voice, on each word she says, syllable by syllable, otherwise the screaming in his ears turn overwhelming. Lara is a soldier doing her job - if she is a walking contradiction what is he? 

“I hope not.”  He has worked for me who killed without conscience, has lied - bleeding and dying - on the floor of an airport, watching men without conscience kill and kill and kill. “There would be no people left.” 

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cobrafromtf141:

“Yeah. For the moment. Right now Captain MacTavish is in charge. He does a great job. I trust him” her eyes sparkled as she told him what she thought about her superior. She really hoped that MacTavish would be there til the end. Being the one killing Makarov with his own hands.

His growl snaped her out of her thoughts and made her look away for a second. She felt a bit embarrassed because it was obvious what she thought of her Captain. Hearing that he really was the other Russian dude made her smile a bit.

“Yeah right, Yuri. I’m Cobra. It’s not long since I joined the Task Force. ” she never heard of the name Yuri before which was probably the reason why she forgot it so easily.

“ Do you…know Nikokai? Are you friends?” Roya finally asked due to his reaction when she mentioned Nikokai earlier.

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The sparkle in her eyes as she talks about the Captain does not go unnoticed, but Yuri knows better than to comment on it. She is far from the only person on base throwing glances in MacTavish’s direction, and Yuri knows better than any that John’s natural charisma is hard to resist.

“Cobra?” He assumes it is a nickname. Everyone he has met at the 141 so far has had a nickname of some kind.

“Yes, he and I - “ Yuri pauses. His and Nikolai’s relationship is not one that he can simply summarize, especially not to a stranger. “We go a long way back.”

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Riley steps out of the bathroom with a fluffy towel wrapped around his waist.

Water drips down from his hairline; carving out wet lines on his skin. Walking over to the dresser, he picks up his watch and checks the time before glancing at the Russian. Yuri. With his dark hair and ice cold eyes.

They’re in a motel, walls peeling paint and lights flickering with surging electricity. An op in a little known town buried on the outskirts of Russia. Riley has been learning the language, but he’s still not good enough to pass on his own, and Mayfair still wasn’t mission-ready.

So he’d been handed her brother instead.

Tossing his watch back down on the dresser, Riley sighs. ‘Did you want the bed, or the couch, mate?’ In all honesty, the man’s stare is unnerving. ‘I mean, I’ll fucking cuddle, but I feel like you’d give me frostbite, eh?’

[asoldierofrussia]

Yuri watches Riley move around the room with an intense, unwavering stare; pale eyes fixed on his face, gaze wandering briefly to follow a lone drop of water as it travels down the Lieutenant’s chest. 

“I will take the couch,” he drawls, voice dark and barely audible despite the lack of space between them. 

He pointedly chooses to ignore the last comment.  

Julia trusts Riley, and that should be enough, yet Yuri cannot help but feel as if he has been lured into a trap; that sooner rather than later Riley is going to pull a gun on him and kill him, or lead him back to Makarov - 

"What is the next step?” he asks. 

[asoldierofrussia]

@cobrafromtf141 continued from x. 

Yuri cannot help the surprised look flashing across his face. He is used to the cynical, often violent attitude of young men. The woman’s enthusiasm is different; Yuri is unsure of it’s genuine or if she is mocking him. 

“What a shame you are not in charge,” he says, tilting his head slightly as he studies her face. She is new, he realizes, or at least new to him. 

[cobrafromtf141]

His surprised look made her grin for a short moment. Especially because she didn’t see that coming. But the way he studied her face made her feel uncomfortable. Or just the fact that he looked at her face more than a few seconds.

“I know right ? Could have done many things better…but it’s okay how things are at the moment ” that was a joke but it also showed the truth about her self-confidence. Most of the time she presented herself the best she could and that included showing self-confidence. That’s what she was taught when she was just a kid.

“Hmmm…Nikolai told me earlier that there is another Russian man. I guess it’s you right….? Sorry I totally forgot your name”

[asoldierofrussia]

“For the moment?” He echoes, tilting his head a little further to the side, grey eyes never leaving the woman’s face. Yuri has met his share of men in power, each worse than last, but John MacTavish is an entirely different kind, a diamond among coals - 

He groans at the mention of Nikolai, immediately nervous of what his brother may have told this woman about him. 

“I suspect so,” he answers, rubbing the back of his neck with his right hand. 

It has been two weeks, and he is still not sure about introducing himself to members of the 141, especially without the Captain within earshot. 

“My name is Yuri,” he finally says.

[asoldierofrussia]

@bonesofthe141 continued from x. 

His expression softens, pale eyes dropping from her face to the glass in her shaking hands. A kid, he thinks. There is screaming in his ears, and the sicking feeling of blood on his hands. 

“Some would say you did not have a choice,” he says, voice as soft as his accent will allow it. “That you did the right thing.” 

[asoldierofrussia]

@cobrafromtf141 continued from x. 

Yuri cannot help the surprised look flashing across his face. He is used to the cynical, often violent attitude of young men. The woman’s enthusiasm is different; Yuri is unsure of it’s genuine or if she is mocking him. 

“What a shame you are not in charge,” he says, tilting his head slightly as he studies her face. She is new, he realizes, or at least new to him. 

[asoldierofrussia]

"After this mission, do you think we will go home?"

“That is the point, right?” He says, turning his head to look at her. His voice is rough; a rumble coming from deep in his throat like a tiger’s growl. It is not unpleasant, though the tone is cold. Standoffish. 

“You people end this, so everybody can go home?”

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[asoldierofrussia]

‘ yuri, don’t go. don’t go. i’m here. i’m here. ‘

He is loosing his grasp on - on everything. Whatever purpose he had died months ago, though he can’t figure out if it was in Prague or Dubai. If he was a good man, he would turn himself over to the authorities. He stand trial for the crimes he’s committed, and take the punishment he deserves. 

But he’s never been a good man, has he? 

[reznova]

@asoldierofrussia

Her face can be so cold when needs demand. Staring up into her brother’s face, posture narrow and sharp as a blade, her whole face takes on the same frigid nature of her pale eyes. Inhaling slow, she needs a long moment to collect herself, tongue dancing across each individual tooth in her mouth. 

It’s been seven hours and fifteen days – No.

“First of all–” she begins, head raising haughtily, “How dare you.” Exhaling slow, she takes a step towards her brother,regal enough to part crowds, had there been any around for the movement. After that, it was another step, then another.

“Second of all–”

All the power ebbed out of her, bleeding out of whatever weakness he created in her. All but throwing herself into the other’s arms, she relaxed into him, shutting her eyes against his shoulder, breathing in his scent. After a long, joyous moment of contact, she muttered into his shirt – “I missed you so much.”

[asoldierofrussia]

He makes a pathetic figure, he knows; dressed in clothes that isn’t his, hands buried in the pockets of a jacket that’s too big and heavy for his lithe frame; face marred with dark purple bruises and a newly broken nose. 

It had not been his intention to leave her in the dark. He had wanted nothing more than to at least let her know he would leaving for a time, but there had been no time - or so he had been told. 

Now, he couldn’t help but wonder if he had been denied his goodbyes because he had not been expected to survive. 

She approaches, and he can’t help but lower his head. He is stuck between wanting to walk towards her, to meet her in the middle, and wanting to walk away, to pull up the hood of his shirt and hide his face. 

Then, her arms are around him, and he exhales deeply. 

“Missed you, too,” he says, his voice hoarse, yet comfortable in his native Russian. 

[forcewith]

ROGUE ONE: A STAR WARS STORY SENTENCE MEME

possible spoilers.

‘ whatever i do, i do it to protect you. ‘

‘ you’re confusing peace with terror. ‘

‘ have to start somewhere. ‘

‘ you will never win. ‘

‘ come. we have a long ride ahead of us. ‘

‘ is that ___ ? he/she/they look a little different than i imagined.’

‘ what part of ‘urgent message’ do you guys not understand ? ‘

‘ you want to get out of here ? ‘

‘ congratulations. you are being rescued. ‘

‘ i like to think he/she’s/they’re dead. it makes things easier. ‘

‘ i’ve never had the luxury of political opinions. ‘

‘ what we need is someone who can get us through the door without being killed. ‘

‘ that is a bad idea. i think so, and so does ___. ‘

‘ you find him/her/them, you kill him/her/them. then and there. ‘

‘ why does he/she/they get a ___ and i don’t ? ‘

‘ i find that answer vague and unconvincing. ‘

‘ trust goes both ways. ‘

‘ i will not fail. ‘

‘ yes, i’m speaking to you. ‘

‘ for that answer, you must pay. ‘

‘ we’re not here to make friends. ‘

‘ tell me you have a back-up plan. ‘

‘ there are a lot of explosions for two people blending in. ‘

‘ quiet ! ‘

‘ and there’s a fresh one if you mouth off again. ‘

‘ let them pass in peace. ‘

‘ is your foot alright ? ‘

‘ you almost shot me ! ‘

‘ there is more than one sort of prison, ___. i sense you carry yours wherever you go. ‘

‘ not a day goes by where i don’t think of you. ‘

‘ did they send you – ? did you come here to kill me ? ‘

‘ all it’s ever brought me is pain. ‘

‘ i will run no longer, but you must save yourself. ‘

‘ it’s beautiful. ‘

‘ i’m not very optimistic about our odds. ‘

‘ i believe i owe you an apology, ___. your work exceeds all expectations. ‘

‘ we stand here amidst my achievement, not yours ! ‘

‘ does he/she/they look like a killer ? ‘

‘i don’t need luck, i have you. ‘

‘ i have so much to tell you. ‘

‘ you lied to me. ‘

‘ you’re in shock. ‘

‘ you’re in shock, and looking for someplace to put it. i’ve seen it before.’

‘ i had every chance to pull the trigger. but did i ? ‘

‘ i had orders. orders that i disobeyed. but you wouldn’t understand that. ‘

‘ we don’t all have the luxury of deciding when we want to care about something. ‘

‘ you’re not the only one who lost everything. some of us just decided to do something about it. ‘

‘ be careful not to choke on your aspirations, ___. ‘

‘ what chance do we have ? the question is, what choice ? ‘

‘ the time to fight is now. ‘

‘ every time i walked away from something i wanted to forget, i told myself it was for a cause i believed in. ‘

‘ i couldn’t face myself if i gave up now. ‘

‘ ___, i’ll be there for you. ‘

‘ ___ said i had to. ‘

‘ not used to people sticking around when things go bad. ‘

‘ welcome home. ‘

‘ one fighter with a sharp stick and nothing left to lose can take the day. ‘

‘ make ten men feel like a hundred. ‘

‘ good luck, little sister/brother. ‘

‘ i’ve got a bad feeling about this – ‘

‘ light it up. ‘

‘ why does nobody ever tell me anything, ___ ? ‘

‘ here. you wanted one, right ? ‘

‘ your behavior, ___, is continually unexpected. ‘

‘ ___ ! come back ! please ! ‘

‘ ___, don’t go. don’t go. i’m here. i’m here. ‘

‘ it’s okay. it’s okay. ‘

‘ this is for you, ___. ‘

‘ do you think anybody’s listening ? ‘

‘ you may fire when ready. ‘

‘ ___ would have been proud of you. ‘

[asoldierofrussia]

🦇- If your muse had wings, would they be feathered and bird-like, leathery bat-like wings, or insect-like fairy or butterfly wings?🖋- If your muse was an author/poet, what kind of stories would they write about?⭐️- What’s their favorite constellation in the night sky?👒- If your muse were to take someone on a first date, where would they go and how would they behave?🎨- Find two famous pieces of artwork you think your muse would enjoy.

Unusual Questions for your Muse 

🦇- If your muse had wings, would they be feathered and bird-like, leathery bat-like wings, or insect-like fairy or butterfly wings: 

I imagine them being feathered, fluffy and a little dull. They would either be completely black like his hair, or a pale grey like his eyes. 

🖋- If your muse was an author/poet, what kind of stories would they write about?

Yuri actually does write when he has the time, but it is notes for research and either related to medicine or languages. In an other world, he might publish non-fiction books about ancient languages, or guides to modern medicine, although I could also see him write about war from the point of view of civilians. Either way, he’d stick to non-fiction. 

⭐️- What’s their favorite constellation in the night sky?

Yuri doesn’t pay enough attention to the night sky to have a favorite constellation, but he does have a soft spot for northern lights. They are not an uncommon phenomena in his hometown, and so they remind him of home. 

 👒- If your muse were to take someone on a first date, where would they go and how would they behave?

Yuri finds the whole dating-thing a little strange. He doesn’t fully understand what it even is. When is something a date, and when is it just two people hanging out? In his mind it’s capitalism finding yet another way to make money off of people. Thus, if he - for whatever reason - was to go on a date, he wouldn’t make an event out of it. If the weather allowed it he’d take the other person for a walk, he’d perhaps plan a route through a somewhat private area, or maybe take them to a place he figures they’d like. Honestly, it’s hard for me to envision Yuri on a date. He’d prefer to just stay at home. 

🎨- Find two famous pieces of artwork you think your muse would enjoy.

Michelangelo’sPietà

and The Demon Seated by  Mikhail Vrubel.

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More Unusual Questions for your Muse

🦇- If your muse had wings, would they be feathered and bird-like, leathery bat-like wings, or insect-like fairy or butterfly wings? 🙊- How good are they at keeping secrets? 🎖- Is your muse the “forgive and forget” type or do they hold grudges? ⚖️- If your muse had superpowers, what would they be? 📐- Did your muse get an education? What was their best subject in their studies? 🖋- If your muse was an author/poet, what kind of stories would they write about? 📕- What “Banned Books” could you see your muse reading? 🔖- When they shop, does the price or product matter more? 🐶- If your muse was forced to get a pet, what would they get? ✌️-How often did they get into trouble as a kid? ⭐️- What’s their favorite constellation in the night sky? 🍼- Would your muse raise an abandoned orphan they found or opt to relocate them to an orphanage instead? 🏄‍♀️- What kind of leisurely sports do they partake in on their downtime? 💐- What are their favorite flowers? 👑- How would your muse react if they suddenly found out that they were the long-lost heir to a rich kingdom? 👒- If your muse were to take someone on a first date, where would they go and how would they behave? 💥- if Your muse wakes up with complete amnesia, how would they react? How scared would they be? What caused it? 🍳- What does your muse’s typical breakfast, lunch, and dinner look like after their larder has been fully replenished? 🎣- Would your muse go fishing for any reason? Would they catch-and-eat or catch-and-release? 🎼- What part in a choir would your muse sing? Soprano (½), Bass, Tenor, or Alto? 🎬- Pick three movies you could see your muse watching (and enjoying) 🎨- Find two famous pieces of artwork you think your muse would enjoy.