a spasm of love and hate

this blog contains my deepest secrets, my darkest wishes and my most mundane thoughts. {since 2010}

[hitrecord]

“QUIET”

[larmoyante]

Why wasn’t friendship as good as a relationship? Why wasn’t it even better? It was two people who remained together, day after day, bound not by sex or physical attraction or money or children or property, but only by the shared agreement to keep going, the mutual dedication to a union that could never be codified.

Hanya Yanagihara, A Little Life (via larmoyante)

I cant even

[techtvhottie]

[am1na1992]

I think I’ve reblogged this like 10 times and every time it’s true

[mewcandy-deactivated20160917]

Lmfao

[thelovejournals]

The last eight times I told you I loved you, they sounded like apologies.

Miles Walser, A Sonnet of Invented Memories (via thelovejournals)

[ponprincess-deactivated20170614]

Me when I look good: beauty is so powerful Me when I’m ugly: beauty is fleeting and meaningless . Get a hobby, do something w ur life you shallow bitch

[griffys]

me @ myself: maybe u should try not to depend so much on validation and attention from others because u really let it dictate your mood and it’s so unhealthy

me: huh. interesting. anyway whom here loves me

[dellrey]

The crazy days, city lights. The way you’d play with me like a child.

[noorshirazie]

The way your chest expands and contracts is proof that you can contain the heaviness until it passes once more. Your body is designed to bravely soldier on when you are seconds from shattering.

Noor Shirazie (via noorshirazie)

[elriz]

[aspasmofloveandhate]

I need this rn

[diorhoes]

somebody else // the 1975

[teenagecrush]

[allthingseurope]

Emley, England (by littlestschnauzer)

[allthingseurope]

Moscow, Russia (by Mark Hellweg)

[positivedoodles]

[image description: drawing of a blue and purple fish saying “You are not alone.” in a purple speech bubble.]

[the-perks-of-being-black]

[hirxeth]

“Nobody’s chasing you.”

Catch Me If You Can (2002) dir. Steven Spielberg

[herzpuzzleteile]

‘’The truth is I’m not a doctor or a lawyer. I’m not an airline pilot. I’m nothing really. I’m just a kid in love with your daughter.’‘

Catch Me If You Can (2002)