When you are modeling, you have a million things to think about. I find nude modeling so much easier because you just have to feel yourself move, and not worry about the movement of a garment. As someone with Interstitial Cystitis and Chronic Pelvic Pain, I am used to being very aware of my body. My pain is under control right now, and for that I am grateful. I don’t generally feel that burning, agonizing, feeling like lava is filling up your bladder kind of pain, unless I stray from my strict “IC diet,” ride in a car, or do strenuous physical exercise. Sound difficult to control? It is. Especially since riding in the car is a normal part of life, being extremely physically active was basically my job until I got this illness, and the diet I am on is so strict that when people hear what it involves I often get looks of disbelief, or comments such as “I couldn’t live like that.” The truth is, yes, you CAN live like that, and many of us out there do. For many IC sufferers the diet is not a choice. It is the difference between a fairly average day, or one spent in the hospital. My pelvic physical therapist told me I am her most diet sensitive patient she has met. It is something that is a blessing and a curse to me. I am thankful for it, because it gives me more control. So many woman with IC are in pain regardless of what they eat, so being able to control that is great. However, not eating any fruit, foods with coloring, preservatives, gluten, or citric acid, is really difficult! To help with my boring food life I have written so many recipes this past year. And now I am really good at cooking, when before all this I could barely make mac and cheese! I will end with that, :) Since I didn’t go into too much detail, here is some more general info on the disease itself if you are curious. http://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/interstitial-cystitis/basics/definition/con-20022439
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