taylor swift // midnights rp meme.
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you don’t ever say too much.
i’ve been under scrutiny.
you handle it beautifully.
all this shit is new to me.
i’m damned if i do give a damn what people say.
all they keep asking me is if i’m gonna be your bride.
they’re bringing up my history.
they’re bringing up my history, but you weren’t even listening.
i just need this love spiral.
we lost track of time again.
you were my closest friend.
how’d we end up on the floor anyway?
how the hell did we lose sight of us again?
ain’t that the way shit always ends.
i feel you, no matter what.
i wake with your memory over me.
that’s a real fuckin’ legacy.
i get older, but just never wiser.
midnights become my afternoons.
my depression works the graveyard shift.
i should not be left to my own devices.
i wake up screaming from dreaming.
one day i’ll watch as you’re leaving.
one day i’ll watch as you’re leaving, coz you got tired of my scheming.
it’s me, hi. i’m the problem, it’s me.
i’ll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror.
it must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero.
i’m a monster on the hill.
did you hear my covert narcissism i disguise as altruism like some kind of congressman?
life will lose all its meaning.
she thinks i left them in the will.
she’s laughing up at us from hell.
life is emotionally abusive.
time can’t stop me quite like you did.
i’m unglued, thanks to you.
it’s like snow at the beach: weird, but fucking beautiful.
you wanting me tonight, feels impossible.
this scene feels like what i once saw on a screen.
i’ve never seen someone lit from within.
my smile is like i won a contest.
to hide that would be so dishonest.
it’s fine to fake it till you make it.
i don’t even dare to wish it.
can this be a real thing?
summer went away, still the yearning stays.
i play it cool with the best of them.
we’re the best of friends anyway.
i didn’t choose this town, i dream of getting out.
there’s just one who could make me stay.
i waited ages to see you there.
you’re on your own, kid. you always have been.
something different bloomed.
i gave my blood, sweat and tears for this.
my friends from home don’t know what to say.
there were pages turned with the bridges burned.
everything you lose is a step you take.
you’ve got no reason to be afraid.
he wanted it comfortable, i wanted that pain.
he wanted a bride, i was making my own name.
for some, it was paradise.
i broke his heart coz he was nice.
i guess sometimes we all get just what we wanted.
i guess we all get some kind of haunted.
i never think of him, except on midnights like this.
we had one thing going on, i swear that it was something.
i don’t remember who i was before you.
i just may like some explanations.
can i ask you a question?
did you ever have someone kiss you in a crowded room?
did you ever leave her house in the middle of the night?
did you wish you’d put up more of a fight?
do you wish you could still touch her?
did you realise out of time?
fuckin’ politics and gender roles.
i just may like to have a conversation.
does it feel like everything’s just like second best after that meteor strike?
i’m sure that’s what’s suitable.
draw the cat eye sharp enough to kill a man.
you did some bad things, but i’m the worst of them.
sometimes i wonder which one will be your last lie.
they say looks can kill and i might try.
i don’t dress for women, i don’t dress for men, lately i’ve been dressing for revenge.
i don’t start shit, but i can tell you how it ends.
i’ve been dressing for revenge.
she needed cold hard proof, so i gave her some.
picture me, thick as thieves with your ex-wife.
she looks so pretty, driving in your benz.
ladies always rise above.
i’m on my vigilante shit again.
i think i’ve been a little too kind.
didn’t notice you walking all over my peace of mind.
putting someone first only works when you’re in their top five.
best believe i’m still bejeweled when i walk in the room.
i can still make the whole place shimmer.
familiarity breeds comtempt.
don’t put me in the basement when i want the penthouse of your heart.
i think i’ve been too good of a girl.
i think it’s time to teach some lessons.
have you heard? i can reclaim the land.
i miss you, but i miss sparkling.
sadness became my whole sky.
but some guy said my aura’s moonstone.
you can try to change my mind, but you might have to wait in line.
it only hurts this much right now.
i’ll be getting over you my whole life.
i’m falling in love again.
it only feels this raw right now.
lost in the labyrinth of my mind.
you would break your back to make me break a smile.
you know how much i hate that everybody just expects me to bounce back.
you’re terrified to look down.
you’ll see the glare of everyone you burned.
karma’s a relaxing thought. aren’t you envious that for you it’s not?
my pennies made your crown.
don’t you know that cash ain’t the only price?
ask me what i learned from all those years.
ask me what i earned from all those tears.
ask me why so many fade, but i’m still here.
karma is the thunder rattling your ground.
karma’s on your scent like a bounty hunter.
they said the end is coming.
everyone’s up to something.
i find myself running home to your sweet nothings.
all that you ever wanted from me was sweet nothing.
this happens all the time.
you should be doing more.
to you i can admit that i’m just too soft for all of it.
i’m just too soft for all of it.
the planets and the fates and all the stars aligned.
the touch of a hand lit the fuse.
checkmate, i couldn’t lose.
what if i told you none of it was accidental.
none of it was accidental.
the first night that you saw me, nothing was gonna stop me.
what if i told you i’m a mastermind?
we were born to be the pawn in every lover’s game.
if you fail to plan, you plan to fail.
strategy sets the scene for the tale.
the first night that you saw me, i knew i wanted your body.
no one wanted to play with me as a little kid.
i’ve been scheming like a criminal ever since.
i’ve been scheming like a criminal ever since to make them love me.
this is the first time i’ve felt the need to confess.
i’m only cryptic and machiavellian coz i care.
you knew the entire time.
you knew that i’m a mastermind.
my knuckles were bruised like violets.
cursed you as i sleep talked.
spineless in my tomb of silence.
tore your banners down, took the battle underground.
flashes of the battle come back to me in a blur.
my hand was the one you reach for all throughout the great war.
i vowed not to cry anymore.
if we survived the great war.
you drew up some good faith treaties.
you said i have to trust more freely.
you were playing with fire.
maybe it’s the past that’s talking.
maybe it’s the past that’s talking– telling me to punish you for things you never did.
i vowed not to fight anymore.
i vowed not to fight anymore if we survived the great war.
got a sense i’d been betrayed.
that was the night i nearly lost you.
i really thought i’d lost you.
we can plant a memory garden.
there’s no morning glory, it was war, it wasn’t fair.
we will never go back to that bloodshed.
i vowed i would always be yours.
all the outfits were terrible.
i’m so in love that i might stop breathing.
romance is not dead if you keep it just yours.
levitate above all the messes made.
i want to brainwash you into loving me forever.
i didn’t know you were keeping count.
you said i was freeloading.
put on your records and regret me.
i bent the truth too far tonight.
do i really have to chart the constellations in his eyes?
seemed like the right thing at the time.
there’s so many different ways that you can kill the one you love.
there’s so many different ways that you can kill the one you love. the slowest way is never loving them enough.
do i really have to tell you how he brought me back to life?
we were supposed to be just friends.
maybe i’ll see you out some weekend.
i think there’s been a glitch.
i’m fastening myself to you.
i was supposed to sweat you out.
our love is blacking out.
the system’s breaking down.
i’d go back to wanting dudes who give nothing.
would’ve, could’ve, should’ve.
if you tasted poison you could’ve spit me out.
if you’d never looked my way i would’ve stayed on my knees.
i damn sure never would’ve danced with the devil.
now that i’m grown, i’m scared of ghosts.
memories feel like weapons.
i wish you’d left me wondering.
if you never touched me i would’ve gone along with the righteous.
you made me feel important.
you made me feel important, then you tried to erase us.
you’re a crisis of my faith.
if i’d only played it safe.
i regret you all the time.
i fight with you in my sleep.
i keep on waiting for a sign.
if clarity’s in death, then why won’t this die?
living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts.
give me back my girlhood, it was mine first.
if it feels like a trap, you’re already in one.
pick somewhere and just run.
desert all your past lives.
if you don’t recognise yourself, that means you did it right.
never take advice from someone who’s falling apart.
bend when you can, snap when you have to.
you don’t have to answer just cause they asked you.
the greatest of luxuries is your secrets.
when you aim at the devil, make sure you don’t miss.
i prefer hiding in plain sight.
you should find another guiding light.
