Maybe someone tried to put pressure on you and limit your free will. You couldn’t act in a way that you wanted. Now you try to prove to yourself and others that you are worthy and can do everything you want. When someone tries to tell you what to do, you defend yourself. Also, you feel that you should be the best. You feel vulnerable when someone is better than you.
You have unstable self-esteem. Something or someone in past made you doubt yourself and your system of values. Now you try to build it from scratch. You want to build a strong and stable foundation. Also, material possessions and money may be another wound.
Your wound may be related to your siblings, communication, and peers. Parents could compare you to siblings or peers, which made you think that you were not enough. Also, your words were not taken seriously. You could have trouble with communication or sharing information in past. Now you pay attention to what you speak or write. You try to be careful with your words.
Your wound may be related to your parents or one of them. You are attached to them unconsciously and this bond is strong and painful. Their words may hurt you so much, that it is hard to deal with your emotions at times. You are vulnerable and sometimes you are afraid of your feelings and emotions.
It is difficult for you to let go and relax. You could be under pressure or your self-expression was blocked in past. Now it is hard to show yourself to others because you feel vulnerable when others see your true self. You have insecurity in regards to your creative side. You don’t show your art or something creative because you feel like you are not enough.
Maybe your parents were demanding and controlling. Now you are critical of yourself and try to be perfect. You want to control everything. You always feel like you are not enough and that makes you feel anxious and unstable. It is difficult for you to let go of things and go with the flow. Overthinking and anxiety may take a place.
The concept of any one-to-one relationship is scary for you. You may be afraid of being in a committed relationship and a situation where you are dependent on someone. You don’t want to be hurt, but you don’t want to hurt anyone as well. You may have a concept like you are not enough for relationships and don’t want to ruin someone’s life. Also, your wounds may be related to expressing your creative abilities.
Intimate relationships and close emotional bonds scare you. You may avoid it because you are afraid of being hurt. You just don’t want to open up to someone and be hurt then. You have a lot of fears and doubts about yourself and it is hard to let go of them and past traumas. You may live in your dark past and even don’t notice that. Expressing your sexuality may be very difficult for you. You feel vulnerable and even weak when you show that to others. If it is not the case now, it could be in your past.
You have insecurity in regards to your freedom, independence, and beliefs. You have your own philosophy and others may have doubted and criticized it all the time. You defend your points of view no matter what because they are important for you. You want to be independent, but sometimes it is difficult for you to be courageous and brave.
Your wound is related to authoritative figures. They could restrict and limit your will. Now you have hard times dealing with people with power because you don’t want to be restricted anymore. If someone tries to tell you what to do, you defend yourself harshly. Also, you are critical and demanding to yourself.
You have insecurity in regards to your uniqueness and creativity. It is difficult for you to freely express your creative abilities and show them to the world. You feel that you are different, but it makes you vulnerable and sensitive. Also, you may have wounds related to friends. Communication with them is not so easy or that could be the case in the past.
You feel the environment too sensitively. You feel all the sufferings and deep emotions of people and that makes your life difficult. You just don’t know how to filter the energies you receive. You suppress your deep feelings and it is difficult for you to accept them. You need to face your vulnerable and sensitive side and deal with it.