Boiled Lobster

he/him multifandom artist will go on pointless rants about my interests, stay for the ride of you please COMMS OPEN!

[atlasaur]

i have no other socials to scream into the void to except here but tell me why the FUCK i just saw someone say that bc angel is a sex worker he isn’t really getting assaulted and the fact that he is both a sex worker and a depiction of SA is “iffy”.

What the FUCK ARE WE TALKING ABOUTTTT

how the FUCK does him being a pornstar make his abuse and SA invalid if anything, sex workers get assaulted MORE often for the EXACT REASONS DEPICTED IN THE FUCKING SHOW

RAHHHH

[atlasaur]

a trans miyano rant / a bit of a character analysis

sometimes i think that canonically trans miyano wouldn't make sense but actually the more i think about it and relate it to my own experience being trans, it TOTALLY works.

he's insecure abt people thinking he looks feminine, though, it didn't start that way, just over time the more people told him that, the more insecure he got about it. when i first came out, i kinda didn’t care how people saw me, if they thought i looked like a girl, it didn’t bother me much in the start, but just like miyano, as time went by, it bothered me more and more.

and that insecurity started in middle school for him, so it is totally possible he started transitioning socially around that time and passed almost well enough for people to believe he was a boy, but to the point some people were still confused and thought he looked feminine.

now i thought it didn't make total sense with the fact that he does actively hide BL from his family be he's scared of what they’ll think, because he’d have no reason to be worried if they already accepted that he was trans and let him start transitioning socially, but it also doesn’t entirely specify why he hides it, it’s only vaguely implied when he tells sasaki that some people can be “weird about that sort of thing,” but he didn't really say his parents specifically were that way, it was only loosely implied, so it could just be because the material isn't exactly family friendly all the time and that's why he doesn't talk about it or read it around them.

(side note: for the sake of my own projecting, we're gonna pretend japan isn't as transphobic as it is and that it isn’t incredibly difficult to transition there, even just with basic things such as changing your name is nearly impossible without many other steps, but we can pretend that’s not the case for the sake of fiction and my headcanons, ty)

this would make his insecurities about dating sasaki make so much sense too aside from what's already given and his internalised homophobia and such

a major reason that he was reluctant was because he wasn't even sure sasaki was into guys, and so he thought that maybe he just liked him because miyano looks "feminine". that on top of the internalized homophobia.

that was the other thing that made me iffy about it, was the fact that miyano clearly does struggle with internalized homophobia, and why would he if he was trans? etc. but the more i thought about it, the more i think that it honestly can make sense even if he is trans. he could very much still kind of have the mind set that "being a guy means i have to like girls, and if i like a guy i might as well be a straight girl" and it could tie in to some internalized transphobia as well.

anyways concludes this little rant, do with it as you will!! if you disagree and don’t have anything nice or constructive to say, just leave. i hope i have recruited more trans miyano believers, that is all for now.

[atlasaur]

one of these days i’m gonna get the energy to make a full animatic of dazai and chuuya to the masochism tango

[atlasaur]

my favorite mafuyu headcanon i’ve ever come up with is that after he’s gotten decent at guitar, he also starts learning ukulele just as a little side thing (haruki also played ukulele in high school and taught mafuyu some of the basics)

[atlasaur]

my favorite homosexuals

[atlasaur]

[atlasaur]

they are both autistic just very different flavours of autism

[atlasaur]

oikawa is the kind of guy to ask iwaizumi if he’d still love him if he was a worm and iwa, no hesitation replies with “fuck no”

[kayfly101]

they both have knife cat energy 😺🔪

[nachosforfree]

i NEED him to have a happy ending..

[goreyribbonss]

Seeing the TOH cast as kids is so cute <3

[atlasaur]

NAWWW

[mothsshoes]

what a shame…

[gambeque]

outta all the grimmwalkers

[waskojey]

he's trying just give him a sec

[ratchated]

Hunter could use some therapy

[bastart13]

They'd be proud of you

So, yeah, I kind of need Darius (and Raine and Eda) to adopt Hunter asap

It's amazing how even when you can guess how something in the Owl House will go, you can't predict how hard it hits you

[atlasaur]

Little goldric brainrot/prompts :D (part 1 maybe???)

- Hunter being in a bad mood and Edric trying to make jokes to make him feel better before realising it’s not helping and instantly changing his demeanour and pulling Hunter in for a hug.

- Ed constantly likes to remind Hunter of how cute he is, turning every single one of his insecurities into a positive and telling him it’s cute.

- Hunter is new to romance, the whole concept being very foreign to him, but Ed gladly guides the way and makes sure to move their relationship at a pace that Hunter was comfortable with, constantly checking to make sure something he did wasn’t stepping out of boundaries.

- Ed hates wearing his glasses, but the second Hunter tells him they look cute, he starts wearing them more often.

- Hunter isn’t one for public display of affection and Ed loves it. He’s patient with Hunter as much as he can be, but he does occasionally steal a quick kiss on the cheek, or hold his hand while they’re walking together.

- When Hunter starts attending Hexside, Emira notices that Ed’s stopped skipping class as much and has started staying after school sometimes and going to flyer derby meets. She questions him why, and he just tells her he’s started caring a little more about school. Em isn’t buying it.

- Edric likes to try day by day to corrupt his boyfriend a little more, get him to break the rules sometimes. One of things that Hunter actually did find exhilarating was sneaking out in the middle of the night to go see Ed, spending late nights with him and trying to be quiet so they didn’t get caught by Ed’s parents and/or sisters.

- Hunter starts complaining that he rarely gets enough alone time with Edric, so Luz takes it upon herself to set up a little date for them just outside the owl house, where the two of them could be alone. Though Hunter knows there’s a chance Luz might occasionally be peeking through the window, he still finds it sweet and utilises it.

- Edric loves pet names. He constantly finds himself calling Hunter either “babe,” “honey,” “sweetheart,” or “Goldie,” and it never fails to get Hunter flustered. (Goldie is his personal favorite, probably Hunter’s least favorite because of its association with having been the Golden Guard, but he’s willing to let Edric call him that to change the negative connotation a bit)

I’ll probably do a part two cause I have an intense hyperfix and I need to spill my brainrot somewhere