dani rose

I started to give a fuck a bit too young

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the breaking dawn wedding is forever engraved in my brain, I'm not gonna rest until I marry in a chilly afternoon in the woods

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I wish I would’ve taken a picture,

But taking pictures takes time.

And in that short time I had with you,

I’m glad I didn’t waste mine.

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He was pleasantly stupid

His simple mind somehow made him sweet.

I took one look at him and knew I had peace, because a man would at last not try to answer questions I didn’t ask.

He listened to me speak, nodded with intrigue, but didn’t just sit there. He kept the conversation dancing like a waltz, gracefully shifting in synchronicity. He was delicate but strong at once, I imagined him carrying me in his arms. Asleep, or fainted, or even near death. Something about him told me he was here to save me, though I don’t know what from. Perhaps I am unknowingly drowning and he was born to put me out of the water and into the life I’m supposed to live. He could certainly play the part, as a lifesaver, I mean. But nothing more than that.

And if I’m selfish to think of him as an event, then so be it. He doesn’t mind, that I know. He doesn’t have a single care in the world.

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Oh wait,

I couldn’t help but notice the pattern.

It’s been brought to my attention you might be shattered,

and to your luck that’s just my type of man.

There’s a part of you that wants to be discovered.

Unraveled like a mystery.

Unwrapped like a gift.

And you wanna be worn like a gown,

but you’re behind a wall.

And someone makes you feel like it’s all your fault.

You wanna be a legend?

Well, now everybody does.

The race is bigger than it ever was.

What he does is not fenomenal,

but he makes your eyes glitter.

And that got you thinking, I wanna do just that to the whole fucking world.

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It has occurred to me that maybe I’m pretty— That maybe I could sit naked at the corner of your bed and ask you to explain cinema history to me from the opposite side of the room and your voice would quiver to the rhythm of the motion of your eyeballs. It has occurred to me that what I like about you is your tendency to like me in such a way that I can finally like myself.

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Sometimes I wake up and lay in bed for hours with fear of looking at anything resembling a human face, specially my own. I’d like to stay locked up and cover up the mirrors, yet I just stand in front of them, staring into my reflection until I make myself cry.

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“GIRL TALK” Vol. 1

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Where I can be anything I wanna be The pilot of my own plane

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I’m your savior, but you’re my heroin.

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There wasn’t a feeling more beautiful than outlining that face with my fingers and thinking “this is all mine”

-dani

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I’m not changing who I am for you, and not a single soul will ever be able to despair me from the innocent persuit of happiness that accepting my true self is.

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It is when you realize that your parents are far from perfect that your heart shatters and can no longer go back to the way it was before.

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I felt something for someone once.

Ferociously.

He was beautiful and invasive,

like dark sugar on my veins,

making me feel for him in ways

I’ve never felt of myself.

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It’s not like I’m falling in love; I just already scripted a whole movie about us in my head

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It’s best that you remain unaware of all the things I would do to you if you were here with me

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“She kept her gaze fixed on him as if she feared he would vanish were she to remove it”

Emily Bronte, Wuthering Heights

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You’re both wrong and right,

like breakfast at midnight.

-dani