tumbling down the rabbithole of my hyperfixations

Iris (she/her) // 18+ // figuring out the plot of my life // this blog is basically the archive of my wandering mind // forever AOT enthusiast

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aww my babyy😭😭

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a question for angst lovers.

are we sadist because we love seeing our beloved characters in pain.. or.. are we masochist because we love inflicting that pain on us?

[irisficus]

"Don't go.. please.. not you too.."

Credits to the artist @0_anko_0 on X!✨

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Watched this episode for the first time today.

And it got me thinking.. what L exactly was feeling in these last moments?

Defeated? Regretful?

Betrayed? Because I think, even though he was absolutely sure that Light was Kira.. there might be some tiny part of him that maybe, just maybe, wished that he wasn't. That part of him that made him call Light "his first friend". Maybe.. idk.

Or.. Satisfaction? Of finally confirming what he knew all along. That he was right about Light being Kira. Atleast he died with this satisfaction. That his ways, his deduction skills, all his effort weren't in vain, that he wasn't wrong. That what he said wasn't nonsense as Light said.

(I hate him sm for this.)

He died.. knowing HE won.

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"coaches can't play" type shi🥀🥀

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Geto said "You should at least curse me a little at the end.."

And then, there's a lyric in the 2nd Opening song of the anime 'Where Is Our Blue' (which is like Gojo's love letter to Geto) which says..

"The words that curse you are stuck in the back of my throat" 😭😭

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what the fuck Eren Yeager is doing in JJK??😭😭

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the mere act of existing is getting exhausting these days..

[goth-queen]

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Me watching this post at 5:32 AM (yes.. I haven't slept)

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Attack On Titan really taught me that pain never actually heals, we just learn to live with it as the time goes on..