A/n: this is inspired by a piece I saw about Oikawaās fan girls falling for his s/o, it was by luvbub !! Their writing is awesome, so check em out~
*G/n reader
Youāve been friends since middle school
It all started when Osamu sat next to you and started stealing bits and pieces of your food
You moved away from him and he wouldnāt stop following you?? Sadly, the atrocity of him taking your food would never stop
It was fine most of the time, it was also helpful when you had food you didnāt like
Him taking your favorite sweet one day had you fed up and without thinking you shoved him away... except it wasnāt him
Atsumu was just going over to talk to the cute person Osamu had been grabbing food from, only to end up on his butt in front of the whole cafeteria
It was friendship from there babyāØ
Nah, it was more like: petty fights, arguing, laughing at stupid stuff other people did, and eventually admitting youāre friends
Once youāre friends? You were inseparable, you even got dragged into being Inarzarkiās manager
Running around helping the team, you never got much of a chance to befriend people outside of volleyball
It was frustrating, volleyball had taken over
Spotting some girls walk in to watch your friend, you decide to try to talk to them
Maybe you could talk about something that wasnāt volleyball :D
You just wanted some friends who werenāt sweaty and completely volleyball obsessedšāļø
Telling Tsumu and the team your plan you found it a bit discouraging when Atsumu said the girls wouldnāt care
āToo obsessed with my charmā he laughed
You were about to argue but noticing more girls show up, you choose to jog over to them instead of getting into an argument
The team watches as you animatedly try to talk to the group, feeling sorry for you as the girlās facesā morph into various versions of unhappy because āexcuse me? Youāre NOT Atsumu and Osamu Miya, why are you talking to us.ā š
You first attempt fails
The fangirls arenāt interested in your friendship... at least not yet!
Refusing to give up this easily, you find yourself putting in the effort to talk to each of them daily
When you see any of the girls in the school halls, you wave and make sure to say hi along with there name
You take the time to ask about there hobbies and WOW you forgot how nice it was to talk about literally anything that wasnāt the sport that followed you everywhere
The girls find your stream of chatter a nice change compared to the annoyed huffs Atsumu gives them
Yāall start to get pretty close and they eventually call you their friend :,)
The team is just standing there as you enthusiastically capture the fan girlsā attention with a story about Atsumu choking on his onigiri
Atsumu steps in and denies it, claiming it was Osamu as he tries to pull you away before you can say more
However, it ends up making you laugh, and all of a sudden the girls are asking themselves when you got so cute??
And wow, youāre always super supportive of them too???
How did they not see how amazing you are sooner
It begins....
Theyāre going out of their way to run over and give you hugs in the halls when you greet them now (much to Atsumuās annoyance)
And youāre getting mysterious gifts on your desk
Atsumuās upset at the lack of hanging out he gets with you
And when he sees Hana, the old Vice President of his fan club, pullout a box of chocolates, giving them to you with a blushing face and flirty compliment
He finds himself feeling a sudden strong dislike for the girl
He stomps away scowling, not sure why heās so uneasy
Osamu knows exactly whatās going on and promptly tells him to do something, before Hana or any of the other fangirls confess
āThe hell ya talkinā bout Samu?ā
He smacks Atsumu on the head, points him to where a few girls are cheering you on as you do some managerial tasks, and waits for him to realize
Takes a solid minute before the way heās been feeling, the way heās always felt, clicks
Heās so surprised pleaseajdhjbxdt
Before itās all processed, heās walking over and telling you he has something to say
This panicked you
āListEN IT WAS AN ACCIDENT I SWEAR I DIDNāT MEAN TO-
āWhat?? No,ā he shakes his head, taking a breath. āI wanted to tell you I liked ya and ask if you might wanna date me.ā
Heās unleashed chaos
All the girls are freaking out and exclaiming there own feelings
Hana, (who was probably the closest to you out of all the girls) jumps in front of a disgruntled Atsumu, and grabbing your hands makes a whole speech about how you showed her how important it was to be in a relationship that was equal
She finished it with exclaiming how much she valued you and what you had taught her, and if you felt the same... she would look forward to more happy memories together as your girlfriend
Dammit, now Atsumuās wishing he could redo his casual confession
Turning to wait for your answer anxiously, they all plan on staying friends with you no matter your answer
The only question now.. is who are you gonna choose? š³
A/n: spoiling yāall with more pride month writing smhā¦ on a more serious note, this is an idea I was vibing with, and Iām glad more people got the vibe then less when I made the poll for it
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āDoes this one look good?ā Semi asks, inspecting the fabric with a critical look.
Youāre getting a little tired of the clothes shopping if youāre being honest, but looking at the gray hair curling behind Semiās ears and the fitted punk style dress in front of you, you canāt help acting over the top.
You gasp, āBabe, baby. Youāre gorgeous,ā standing up, you make big gestures with your hands to signal a twirl. Semi obliges your whims with a roll of the eyes.
You see the smirk on her lips though. Itās not a secret, you both know she loves the attention.
āOkay, yes this is the one.ā You say it with finality.
āYou said that about the fourth dress,ā she turns to you, looking almost judgmentally. āWhich one do you like best?ā
āIād say theyāre all my favorite, especially if you tell me to say it and it means we can go get food soon,ā you smile.
āLittle insincere donāt ya think?ā Semiās eyebrow is raised. She crosses her arms and takes another glance at the mirror in front of her.
āWhat? How~ā you almost laugh, you donāt realize sheās not joking until you see a slight frown out of the corner of your eyes.
āAh Eita, Iām kidding,ā you move to where you can see her face fully, guilt pooling when you have the full view of your girlfriends face. āIm sorry, Iām just getting a little hungry is all.ā You grab her hand and give a squeeze while you wait for her to say something. You start fiddling with her fingers as time keeps going by, twirling one of the rings she has.
āIāll be honest about what I think, but itās hard giving feedback when you already know what looks good on you.ā You add belatedly.
āI donāt.ā
āWhat?ā Youāre confused.
She glances at you. āI donāt know what looks good on me,ā she pulls her hand away from yours with a sigh and sits down, letting her head rest on one hand once sheās sitting.
You sit beside her after a moment of studying her figure. Sheās beautiful.
āYou know, I think you donāt mean that,ā you wait to see if sheās going to say something. Youāre surprised when she doesnāt tell you that you just sounded like a mom with that line. You rub the back of your neck, a little unsure where youāre going. āI mean, I know youāre trying on new things, and itās definitely different nowā¦ but just cause youāve never worn dresses before doesnāt mean you canāt know you look good in them...ā
You bump her shoulder. āRight?ā
Turning to you, she shakes her head and your heart drops before she says, āIām just not sure how this works, how am I supposed to do this?ā
That you know how to answer without even thinking.
āYouāre already doing it.ā Itās simple and youāre waiting for the āthatās cheesyā but instead you get a head leaning against your own.
āThanks,ā she turns and gives your forehead a kiss with closed eyes.
You grin, happily enjoying the moment until Semi decides to add one more thing.
āYou kinda sounded like my mom or something with that speech.ā
A/n: I just think this would have disastrous results but in a fun way, also completely unrelated but the lost boys is a very good summery vampire movie, the vibes are spectacular
G/n reader
Suna Rintarou
Youāre at a volleyball tournament, there to support your friends and yet youāre somehow being pushed into flirting
āY/n, come on! You need practice and you already said that guy over there was cute!ā
Noyaās hanging off your arm and Tanakaās on your other side nodding his head encouragingly
All you feel is despair and it must show because Noyaās now attempting to drag you towards him and pep talk you at the same time
āYour flirting is only half bad, the people you try anything with have been jerks most of the time! But this dude seems okay so you should go for it!ā
You wanna be mad at Noya, except heās completely right
The few times you had tried to flirt had all ended in disaster
One guy had given you his number, or what you thought was his number
It had actually been a pizza place and when you realized what was happening, in a state of awkward panic, had bought two large pizzas
That had been an upsetting night, and while Tanaka and Noya had helped you eat the pizzas while simultaneously talking about how theyād beat the guy up if they saw him again, it had still left you feeling disappointed and sad
Despite yourself and your protesting you look over to the tall guy who you had found yourself staring at earlier
He really was cute, but itād be weird to just go up to someone on their phone out of nowhere right?? I mean maybe he was doing something important right now
Well, apparently you werenāt getting any choice in this, your friends were walking you over and when you were right next to him, pushed you into his side
Startled, Suna looks up from his video and spots someone cute, you~
āSorry! I umm, really didnāt mean to run into you like that it kinda just..ā
He watches you struggle for words and canāt help the small smile on his face, and it grows a little bigger when you stumble through a pickup line
āI uh, was actually looking for something I dropped, my number you seeā¦ I sorta lost itā¦ā youāre so embarrassed you canāt even look him in the eyes at this point. āI was wondering if I could maybe borrow yours?ā
You knew you were doing a bad job, but the guy did have a little smile on his face so you were either amusing or cute like he was to you
āYeah, I can do that. Iām Suna by the way.ā
Exchanging phones and numbers quickly, and with a quick introduction yourself, you canāt help the excited grin spreading across your cheeksā¦ even with Tanaka and Noyaās whooping in the background
Handing you back your phone, he says one last thing with a teasing look in his eyes
āI hope you asked for my number because you wanted it and not cause your friends did.ā Suna pauses. āRegardless Iām glad they pushed someone so cute into me.ā
With that heās off, leaving you a flustered mess as your friends jump on top of you, demanding every detail
Amanai Kanoka
The three of you are at the gym when you spot her
Tanakaās the one to suggest you flirt with her, theyāre close friends after all
āSheās really sweet I know youāll love her, plus I already saw you staring at her, so you gotta!ā
HE KINDA JUST WANTS SOMEONE TO GO ON DOUBLE DATES WITH
Tanaka has been trying to get either you or Noya into a relationship for awhile now for that exact purpose
Today it looks like heās focusing his attention on you solely
Noya is also joining in on the encouragement
Even though he thinks sheās a total babe, heās already talked with her before and he thinks that you two would be a good match
It doesnāt take a lotta convincing for you to walk over to try and flirt with her
The only problem is how Tanaka failed to mention how ripped she was
But you figured it outš
ā¦.when you walked behind her only to accidentally get bumped in the face when she turned around
Your nose is bleeding a little and youāre both freaking out but also now sheās leaning in super close to your face and woah, okay sheās super pretty
Tanaka and Noya are both by your side within seconds, freaking out with Amanai
Going to the front desk she grabs tissues for your bloody nose apologizing profusely
Tanaka introduces the both of you while Noya brings up all your skills that involve quick reacting in situations
Heās trying to cover up your obvious bad timing and judgment when you walked behind her
Sheās really nice about everything though and insists on staying with you till youāre feeling 100% better
Noya starts to agree with her statement but gets stopped by Tanaka who shakes his head behind Amanai and glares at your smaller friend, gesturing between the tall girl and you
It takes a second for the dots to connect, the moment they do heās shouting about needing to work out his lower torso
And like that your friends have left you with a wink, anxious feelings over what you should do now, and a bloody nose
Taking a deep breath you reason with yourself that its now or never
āSo Amanai, do you know cpr? Because you kinda took my breath away, haha.ā
It was honestly true, that hit to your face had left you breathless for a moment
She looks at you in surprise, her face going completely red
āO- oh I, well,ā she thinks youāre adorable of course, sheās just surprised someone would take interest in her
Regaining composure as much as she can, she smiles and tells you that she does actually know cpr
It gets the two of you laughing and you both just talk for awhile after
By the end you both have exchanged numbers and have a date setup for the next week
Tanakaās so freaking excited when you tell him, itās almost like heās the one who scored the date
Joking About Dating A Friend But They Take You Seriously
A/n: This is for the woman lovers this glorious June hehe, I know thereās not always a lot of this type of writing for anyone who likes girls so I hope I did right by the lovers of these haikyuu lovelies <3
G/n reader
Haikyuu girls (most of them~)
Yachi Hitoka
Her poor little heart drops
She looks like a kicked puppy, giving the biggest sad eyes as she watches you with another girl who she knows youāre good friends with
Thought you were good friends with
Now she knows that was wrong and it was stupid of her to assume
Yachi immediately wishes she had the power to go back in time to before she even knew you so she could tell herself āNO! Donāt fall for this one!!!ā
Tears in her eyes, she thinks it probably wouldāve happened anyway
Itās hard, but she forces herself to face the other way and once she succeeds in turning, she tries to start walking away
Sheās so upset she canāt get her feet to move :(
Yachi had always been guilty of crushing too hard on people, however this seemed a little excessive right now
She doesnāt even realize when you come up behind her and she certainly misses the tender, worried look you give as you notice her tears
The sound of your voice startles her out of her frozen state
āYachi? Yachi, whatās wrong?ā
Let it be known Yachi Hitoka is not a brave soul; she runs from fights and hides when things overwhelm her
That being said, she had her brave moments
And apparently this was one of them
She says your name and takes a shuddering breath-
And ends up shouting, āI like you!ā
Sheās so embarrassed by her outburst that she starts completely sobbing
ā¦.maybe the tears are also from the fact that she knows you donāt like her back
Except youāre cupping her face and starting to laugh at the shocked, snotty face looking back
āYachi,ā you say slowly, letting yourself enjoy the way Yachiās eyes watch you
āI like you too. And if you werenāt covered in so much snot, Iād kiss you.ā
Completely shell shocked, starts stuttering right away in disbelief. āW-w-what do you mean? I j-just heard you say you were d-d-dat-ting your friend?ā
āWhat? When did I-
You stop and think back to not even two minutes ago when you had indeed been messing around with a friend. āoh.ā
You move your hands down till Yachiās and yours are interlocked and apologize
āIām so sorry for upsetting you Yachi, I was joking around with her and I really didnāt mean it.. can you forgive me for hurting you?ā
Yachi sniffles and says to your surprise, āhow do you know Iām crying because of that?ā
You canāt help the laughter you both burst out into
And then Yachi has one more brave moment as she kisses your cheek
Alisa Haiba
Alisa is used to acting
Sheās in the modeling industry after all and sheās had more then her fair share of days where all she wanted to do was yell and make a mess of things but she didnāt, instead smiling and greeting people politely
Hearing you say you were dating the handsome model she had worked with on several occasions before, brought out an ugly anger she found she didnāt want to hold back and wasnāt sure she could act away
Alisa had been aware of your closeness to the model, she had been the one to introduce you two
She hadnāt realized that the relationship you shared with him, could morph into something romantic
Finding out now, after you had already apparently been going out, made her blood boil
It wasnāt fair in the slightest! She hadnāt gotten to confess, she hadnāt thought she needed to until she had figured out the way to tell you her feelings
You were perfect for each other, at least in her opinion! And youād practically been dating!! How could this have happened?
She didnāt know, you hadnāt even hinted at liking the man and that made her even more pissed off at you and him
She probably couldāve avoided the situation she was about to put you all in, if she had payed attention to the way the man had rolled his eyes and said after a few seconds that he wouldnāt date you
But Alisa wasnāt paying attention to what you were saying anymore, having turned her focus to what she would tell you dating a model was like and how it was a horrible idea if it wasnāt her
So she did what she figured was a very friendly, friend-ish thing to do, (and she was a friend right?) and told you all about the horrors of dating a model
Both you and the man youād been joking with have your jaws dropped to the floor as you listen to Alisa shit talk the man next to you and inadvertently, herself as wellā¦
You consider interjecting, though you donāt think you could even if you wanted to as you listen to Alisa heatedly tell you about plastic surgery and weight problems in the industry
āAnd anyway, now that you know that dirty habit most models participate in,ā at this she pauses and glares at the man beside you. āIām sure youād love to know what models do to force romance on relationships that arenāt romantic? Yeah? I think you would, so listen up closely, this one will be hitting home I believe,ā
At that, someone finally intervenes
Itās the handsome model youāre ādatingā excusing himself to the bathroom
ā¦
You supposed that was fair
And you supposed you knew what this was about now that Alisa had brought up romance
āAlisa, babe.. are you upset about my joke with Jay? Because I didnāt mean it, obviously I didnāt when weāre dating.ā
āYes Iām mad about Jay and your relationship I-
She stops and stares at you, as what you said sinks in
āSweetheart,ā she starts, unsure and a little excited at the same time. āWhat do you mean weāre dating?ā
Now youāre staring
āUhm? Arenāt we?ā You ask a little stupidly
In your defense Alisa had quite literally just called you sweetheart and you could recall five separate times sheād said she loved you?? And youād said it back??? Sooo
Alisa canāt believe her luck, sheās so happy she doesnāt care she just told you a multitude of terrible things models do and that she was mad enough to do it in the first place
All that matters as she smiles, and wraps you in her arms is how you care about her the way she does you and she tells you now for the sixth time, that she loves you <3
Kageyama Miwa
Conflicting upon conflicting emotions as she hears you say with a cheeky smile youāre excited for your date later
On the one hand, she likes the happy expression on your face, on the other youāre talking to someone sheās never met
From an outsiders perspective it looks like she ate something sour and thatās why sheās making such a scrunched face
In the end, her reaction smooths out into a slightly disgruntled look as she decides to walk away and pretend she heard nothing
A good portion of her figures if she ignores this, it wonāt be real
This doesnāt end up working too well when she starts to religiously avoid you along with the news of you dating someone else
She doesnāt even know why itās bothering her so much
Miwa supposes her slight crush could have something to do with itā¦
But sheād never once stopped to consider dating you, so she didnāt know why someone else dating you would bother her so much
I mean.. you still had the same relationship, right?
Not with her avoiding you and looking sour every time she caught a glimpse of you. It was hard to acknowledge she didnāt have your friendship anymore
And now she couldnāt stop thinking about how much she missed spending her time with you, and she hates the way sheās been handling her feelings >:(
UhhhgggghhhHHH! She just wants to be around you again, regardless of your feelings toward her
Itās time, she realizes, time to confess youāre her best friend
Sheās really freaking nervous going up to you the next time she sees you
There was a brief consideration to text you and say what she wanted the easy way, but then it wasnāt easy at all trying to come up with something to tell you and she figured it would go better if she said in person anyway
Youāre shocked, seeing Miwa want to talk, after days of her looking miserable and running away when she so much as saw you
Truth be told, youāre mad at the woman for ignoring you
You still let her talk though, since you miss her voice
āHi,ā she starts.
You wait
She opens her mouth to continue
And shuts it again
Youāre left staring at each other like šš
You decide youāre mad again, āMiwa, what do you want from me?ā When she doesnāt respond you continue. āI seriously canāt believe youāre ignoring me again! Canāt you just tell me whatās wrong?ā
You stomp your foot in frustration and Miwa thinks itās pretty cute, and now sheās embarrassed for thinking that when youāre dating someone else
She finally speaks, āI want us to still be friends..ā
āWhat?ā You seriously donāt understand
She continues with a frown. āI want us to be friends even though youāre dating someone else.ā
āMiwa Iām what?ā You ask incredulously
āYouāre dating someone.ā She says it as if itās a fact
āIām not.ā You respond as if itās a fact, and it is
āā¦what?ā
āThatās what I should be saying!ā Youāre confused, and you just wanna know whats wrong with Miwa
āDo you want to date someone?ā
You startle at this and turn to find eyes staring intensely at you
āI-I guess it depends on the person,ā you say, feeling shy at your friendās sudden curiosity
āWould you want to date me?ā
You sputter, understanding lighting you on fire
āYou can say no as long as weāre still friends,ā she adds, almost as an afterthought
You finally regain enough composure to say yes
Miwaās so glad she gets to be the one to date you, she doesnāt hesitate to kiss you right away <3
Kanoka Amanai
Hears you say in your joking around voice that youāre going to kiss your girlfriend, and sees that itās directed at a friend who she thought was dating someone else
Sheās automatically unsure how she should take this information
You seemed like you were kidding, and yet the word āgirlfriendā echoes in her head
And with her anxious thoughts taking over, sheās inclined to believe you are being serious, as silly as that may seem if she explained the situation out loud
Kanoka didnāt know whether you were actually dating or into that girl, she really had no idea what your feelings were at all
What she did know was that she had bad luck when it came to romance
No matter who she liked it never ended the way she hoped it would-
With them dating
Some had become lifelong friends and others had distanced themselves afterwards, one canāt help excepting the fate of no romance after so many rejections though
So Kanoka, heart hurting, resigns herself to the revelation
Thereās always next time
Except..
She doesnāt want there to be a next time
She knew it was wrong to like people so much when it had never once ended well, yet she just couldnāt tell her heart to listen to logic when her feelings for you were in question >:/
So she makes a decision on the spot
Kanoka doesnāt want to walk away from you and her feelings
She knows there will always be hurt in feelings that donāt match
But sheās going to face that hurt head on and tell you what she wants
Even when sheās sure she knows what your answer will be
She turns around and marches up to you, ignoring the flare of jealousy at the proximity your āgirlfriendā and you share
āI need to talk to you,ā she starts and only waiting a moment for your nod, grabs your arm and guides you away from the group of friends you had been surrounded by
āWhat did you want to talk about?ā You ask
Kanoka doesnāt hesitate
āI want to go out with you,ā she says. āI want to go on dates and kiss you and tell you I love you! I want you to look at me and I want to look back, and I need you to tell me if youāre dating that girl.ā
Sheās pointing back at the group, at your friend who youād been joking with a few minutes ago
You barely register it through your shock, you were not expecting a confession
Least of all such a big, sweet one
You want to tell your friend that yes! You want to date her but youāre stuck frozen so long, her face starts to twist and you can see the confidence in Kanoka fade
She looks terrified by the time you open your mouth, having worked out what to say
āKanoka, I would never date Luce, and Iām not sure if you noticed but,ā you smile, closing the distance between you two. āIām already looking at you.ā
You both are, and you only stop when your eyes close and lips meet
Yukie Shirifuka
Sheās so chill
Sheās legit right next to you as you say youāll bridal carry your partner
Doesnāt blink, carryās on as is
In reality, she is so focused on coming across as chill, that she doesnāt hear you say youāre kidding
Only after youāre gone does Bokuto ask if Yukieās ok?
He was also there at the scene of the crime
He also blanked out and didnāt hear you when you very clearly said you were kidding
Neither of them saw you look over at Yukie nervously after your joke either, like you were worried about her reaction
They panicked, alright?
Yukie keeps panicking for days afterward
She wants you to tell her about your relationship so she can get over you
But you act like you would normally and donāt mention anything about your partner, and itās not helping her get over you at all???
In the end, she decides she needs to kill you and dispose of your body
Kidding! Sheās kidding!! She does scare Bokuto with that suggestion when she says it with a straight face though
Yukieās pretty tired of dancing around her feelings at this point
She decides to tell you the next time youāre alone together
Which takes way too long for her liking
Her opportunity finally comes after a couple more weeks, when she and you walk home together after a hangout with friends at a park
She seriously looks indifferent as she turns to you, the moment other people are out of the way and says, āI like you, and itās in a romantic way.ā
Like damn ok
You take a second to stop, and then keep moving when you see Yukie is marching onwards
You respond as you reach her side
āI like you too!ā
Youāre happy, big grin stretching across your face and Yukie is very confused
ā..did you not hear me say romantically? Or did you break up with your partner?ā
The last bit makes you hesitate before you say you heard her and you donāt know what she means by breakup
āThat friend you were dating, the one that you carried-
Did you break up?ā
āWe were never dating!ā You shout, without thinking of the people within earshot
āWeāve joked a couple times, but I donāt actually like them and weāve always made it clear weāre kidding!ā
Yukie doesnāt get flustered easily, however sheās beet red as you yell
And she gets even more embarrassed when you ask if she wants to date
She wishes sheād paid more attention
Sheās wishes BOKUTO had paid more attention
And Yukie wishes she could have been dating you two weeks sooner as she tells you yes, she wants to start dating
A/n: these are simply silly head cannons I had to word vomit out because I. Am. Obsessed with her
Bokuto would hear Chappell Roan on the speakers at a downtown store while heās out with friends. Instantly falls in love with her voice, and unabashedly starts listening to her music knowing full well what the lyrics mean. Any homophobia he gets for it would get a big smile and the devastating response āsounds like someoneās jealous of all the girls she gets hey hey!ā
Yachi would stumble upon a song of miss Roanās one day (good luck babe), think it was so catchy, and immediately look up more songs. She doesnāt know what the lyrics mean, she really just likes her voice and the melody. Someone asks her if sheās gay after her phones ringtone goes off on a train and sheās so confused but then they tell her what the lyrics are that sheās listening too. Beat red babygirl. Loves her music even more now, but is a little more nervous about letting people overhear it. Doesnāt change her ringtone though <3
Atsumu Miya jokes that itās too gay for him. He really likes the music however, and heās wondering some things about himself. Like, is it gay to think a guys cute? Is it weird?? Bisexuality???? So he hesitantly looks up Chappellās most popular songs. Heās hooked SO fast. Heās so embarrassed when Osamu catches him listening to a song. They get into a fight when Atsumu gets a little too antsy and pushes his brother. Osamu makes it up to him the next day with a couple onigiri that spell out āgay gay homosexual gayā in seaweed on the front and āyer probably bi huhā on the back.
A/n: happy pride month! This oneās for everyone but especially for the aroace spec peeps <3 Thereās nothing wrong with feeling different and experiencing a little less of something~
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Heās standing still, tears streaking down his scowling face, and all you can think is you need to hug your boyfriend. Youāre also imagining making whoever made him feel this way cry in return.
āTetsuro, whatās wrong?ā You demand.
This is the third time youāve asked, and you wish he would tell you so you could help comfort him. Or if it was one of those rare occasions he needed space, youād give it to him.
He just shakes his head in response though, scowl deepening slightly.
The first time youād asked him the question, youād garnered a response about some rude coworkers he had to deal with today, with him dropping his bag onto the ground and sighing. Heād then started rubbing his face, and thatās when your concern meter went up.
Kuroo had always tried to cover up his tears, and rubbing his face was his way of keeping them at bay before the dam ultimately broke.
The second time you asked whatās wrong, keeping your tone gentle as you walked over to him, heād mumbled āNothing, cause itās not like it matters,ā But tears had begun leaking from his eyes, so clearly, he was lying.
This third time you were determined. Patiently waiting for his response, you grab his hands and guide him before firmly sitting him down on your shared couch. You let him cry, watching as exhaustion creeps itās way onto his face and then his voice.
āI love you,ā Kuroo turns to you. āI do, I absolutely do, I- I just donāt understand how-
He plops his head into his hands, while you move one hand to his back, waiting again. You think you understand what this might be about.
āI love my family and Kenma and the rest of my friends, so I donāt get why itās like, likeā he struggles for words while you consider interrupting to tell him heās perfect and his coworkers should mind their own damn business. But you know you need to let him say it all first, so you let a minute go by before his voice starts up again. āI love you, and I feel like Iām always going to, I justā¦ I donāt understand how I started feeling that way since I only ever felt this much, in this way, one other time.ā
He shakily continues āAnd I donāt understand how saying Iāve never dated anyone before you, should mean anything to my coworkers,ā the tears have stopped now. His eyes red and puffy as he finishes his thought.
āIām emptier then everyone else, but it doesnāt mean I donāt love people,ā
You finally snap out of your quiet. āTetsuro thatās not true,ā you stand up, feeling anger on your boyfriends behalf bubble up.
āYou are not emptier then anyone! It doesnāt matter if you donāt usually like people romantically, or if you donāt want sex the same way as other people! You love with your whole heart, and even if you didnāt it wouldnāt mean there was any less of a great person in front of me,ā you huff. āSo please, donāt talk about yourself like that. And you should let me kill your coworkers.ā
You get a chuckle at that, and looking into your boyfriends face to see a fond smile gracing his tired features, you know he deserves better- better then the shocked looks when he says he never dated in high school, or the uncomfortable talks he has to endure about love with people who donāt know him, or any of the thousands of things people expect him to feel because heās a handsome guy who should want other people.
You hope he believes you when you tell him he deserves better a moment later, between the kisses you plant on his forehead.
Here are more comics I love and need people to consider trying! These ones are all physical books, though a couple are also webcomics~
Devils candy is like what if lonely kid with too much brain and also heart wanted family he could count on, so he makes a friend..sisterā¦thingā¦. And she just wants violence mostly (but she grows a lot if you keep reading between those violent lines). This one can be read for free on hivecomics
Black star is a sci-fi, stranded on a planet after ship wreck story. Very complicated characters. There is implied past romance between the main characters (who are women). They are fighting for their lives and might just kill someone.. maybe already have..
If you want something. Weird as fuck. But at the same time so so casual with themes of trying to live through the heartache of feeling like a failure, then youāll probably vibe. Thereās also a lot of punching and violence. Which I like.
This one is very cute. Rainbow didnāt seem that exciting to me at first lack of physical violence and all but if you stick with it the main characters story about getting out of her head and realizing things arenāt actually what she wishes they were with her mom is really good. Itās also wlw and a webcomic thatās free to read
