Zen - Grace

.✦ ݁˖ "Oh— hello there! May I help you with anything?" Zen!Sinner from Grace (Roblox) roleplay blog!! ˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀

[atthegatesofheaven]

" hmm.. how to introduce this… "

" greetings to all! You may call me Zen-- I've decided to start this blog as I've been wanting to give out more love to the world! I thought this was a good idea to make such things happen..? "

" either way, anyone is free to interact, so do not be shy! "

[ CURRENT EVENT: EVIL!ZEN ]

^ You may see the introduction post either here or here!!

°❀⋆.ೃ࿔:･°❀⋆.ೃ࿔:･ Hello! from now on this will be OOC!! I've never made a roleplay blog before so,,, kinda nervous and unsure what to put here,,,

BYI: -I get disgusted from NSFW very easily, so please nothing too into that!! (Mime/Elkman/Drain blogs are fine to interact!! Just don’t be too icky pls ^_^ being in character is okay)

^ you may be blocked if I see/get sent something too icky!! Please understand it’s not because of you, it’s for my own comfort! -any ships are fine! i've never really seen Zen be shipped (as of writing that) but i'm open to that :D although it depends on the ship

Zen Information:

-They/Them pronouns (non strict, feel free to use any pronouns for them!)

DNI: -I'm unsure whether I should put my main DNIs here-- though just know I do block freely!! I don't think there's much else, though.

I also may draw things for this account, though it's not guaranteed! i'm in heavy artblock currently sigh… TAGS: #BenchTalk | Talking #SpreadTheLove! | Answering Asks #InMyGarden? | Entity Asks #ArtOfLove | Reblogs (this may or may not be added to! I also might forget about it) oh! also! here's my Zen avatar I will use for this :D tumblr doesn't want me to show you my avatar. thanks tumblr.

Have a good day!! (no this isnt a repost wdym)

[mathletfoox]

I’m actually so done

Why does this happen to my comfort game

Am I gonna be a bad person if I continue to play Grace? I won’t support the creator obviously but I don’t want a game I find comfort in to be stripped from me

Urgh

I literally just woke up and I’m not thinking too straight I’ll definitely look deeper into the situation later once my brain is actually functioning like a normal person

[atthegatesofheaven]

// No you’re not /srs (don’t mind me sending this on my zen blog this is my current main tumblr i dont feel like changing it)

I feel like at this point, having restricted myself from playing MANY GAMES due to controversies, it only brings you more and more anxiety. If you want to keep on playing the game, as long as you’re aware about the actions of the creator and don’t support them, you’re fine

Please stay safe and try to not spiral, alright? Do whatever you wish is the best thing for you ^_^

[atthegatesofheaven]

// hi coming back to the dead to say what the actual hell happened

So like.. me coming back to this blog might be a little more delayed than I thought

I wanna give the owner some grace (lol) but right now this isnt in a good state

Sorry yall i do hope to come back one day. Maybe.

[atthegatesofheaven]

// hi chat… mb for like… lowkey disappearing….

My hyperfixations have fully took over (forsakenihateyou) and that means the grace brainworms have left…. Cries….

Genuinely my bad… ill like… continue replying n doing silly stuff on this blog asap when i actually feel motivated again,,,

[ayammasakmerahlover-deactivated]

That doppel bound

[atthegatesofheaven]

// GUYS WDYM IM ALMOST AT 100 FOLLOWERS.

// THANK YOU ALL????

[analog-autistic]

does a slugcat even know what a sin is

[atthegatesofheaven]

// HI HI HELLO HI JIH JIHI HI HIH IHIIIII rainworldmentionRAINWORLD RAINWORLD MENTIOGNNFNDSNFKDNDKZJ

[atthegatesofheaven]

[something is looming behind you, best react fast!]

" … "

" not again… "

[ Zen immediately turns around and punches whatever was looming behind them. Just in case they were going to get hurt. ]

[wrath-anger-malice]

AUGH AHHHH OHH OH MY SIN AUGHHHHH SIN THAT HURT OH AUGHHHH <@_@>

[They're knocked onto the floor, how pathetic. Such a massive beast brought down by a single punch.]

[atthegatesofheaven]

" ….hm. "

" serves you a lesson for last time you’ve decided to wrong me. "

[wrath-anger-malice]

aughhhh <∆^∆>

[Suddenly chains and shackles burst from the ground, chaining Zen to the ground]

ahhgghhh you.. you aren't getting... ow ow ow out of this one... that easily <\_/>

[atthegatesofheaven]

" ..! "

" now, I was justified in hurting you. "

" You were behind me, that was an instinct of mine. "

" let me go. "

[wrath-anger-malice]

Y'know I was going to let you go after this but now I'm not so sure <^_^>

I meaaaan not only did you punch ME you also punched the little one so I'll make sure your punishment is severe

[atthegatesofheaven]

" … "

" Whatever. I’ve already endured a high amount of pain either way. "

" Do your worst, I suppose. "

[wrath-anger-malice]

Hmp <-_-> I prefer when my prey fights back but oh well <¬_¬> now let's see how many organs you can lose before dying

[They reach into their body, eventually pulling out a purple dagger, identical to a deggur, however those are dull and can't be used correctly. this one isn't.]

let's get this started, shall we?

[atthegatesofheaven]

"… there isn’t much I can do, though, is there? "

" those chains are restricting me for a reason. "

" …I would’ve punched you again if not. "

" I can handle this. Maybe. "

[atthegatesofheaven]

“It appears that you have fallen to the manipulation of me and my compatriots. My diligent work seems to have paid off.”

“God would certainly be dissatisfied, is he not?”

- from @the-elks-influence (elkman)

" …it was merely me who gave myself the freedom to roam around. "

" I no longer care for what He has to say. "

" …He would be disappointed, after all. "

[atthegatesofheaven]

// something I JUST realised is I got asks from 2 different elkmans

What. Hi guys. What are yall doing here /silly

[atthegatesofheaven]

[ Their curiosity was piqued prior, a strong scent of metal; blood. But blood fueled by hatred and grief, however the cause of it seemed busy, and so they did not approach. However, here they are now.] [ The sound of rain had returned. ] [ I see you have embraced it, much more than other Sinners. ] - @sorrowful-day // IVE BEEN NEEDING TO SEND AN ASK IM SO SORRY i hath finally released the sorrowling

" … "

" ah… hello. "

" you could say that… "

" …I no longer feel the burden of strict rules that I must carefully tend to. "

[sorrowful-day]

[ It is freeing, is it not? Perhaps my own torrential rain may ease up. I could feel it prior. However you seemed so far lost in your thought... such a strong feeling of hatred... ]

[ They weren't malicious, bare minimum they were speaking bluntly- but curiously. The noise of the rain stopped. They seemed almost happy of someone embracing it and seeing more to it. ]

[ Hatred has depth. Sin has depth. And so does freedom. And perhaps ceasing the fight against the tides allows for a new kind of freedom. ]

[atthegatesofheaven]

" …it is freeing. "

" I’ve always felt as though I must stick to strict rules. Unable to do what would make me happier. "

" I… thought I was happy. "

[sorrowful-day]

[ Set on such a path against your will.... to keep your so called "grace", but there's so much more when you embrace it. ]

[ How ironic that the sin of self-hatred and grief seems to be happy.. or even amused of such a sinner embracing it so well. ]

[ The current stops being scary when you realize it won't kill you. This path is so much better than what He set you on. ]

[atthegatesofheaven]

" …yeah. "

" that path… that He set for me. It always felt restricting. Always stuck in what feels like a box, unable to do half the things that are human nature. "

[atthegatesofheaven]

[something is looming behind you, best react fast!]

" … "

" not again… "

[ Zen immediately turns around and punches whatever was looming behind them. Just in case they were going to get hurt. ]

[wrath-anger-malice]

AUGH AHHHH OHH OH MY SIN AUGHHHHH SIN THAT HURT OH AUGHHHH <@_@>

[They're knocked onto the floor, how pathetic. Such a massive beast brought down by a single punch.]

[atthegatesofheaven]

" ….hm. "

" serves you a lesson for last time you’ve decided to wrong me. "

[wrath-anger-malice]

aughhhh <∆^∆>

[Suddenly chains and shackles burst from the ground, chaining Zen to the ground]

ahhgghhh you.. you aren't getting... ow ow ow out of this one... that easily <\_/>

[atthegatesofheaven]

" ..! "

" now, I was justified in hurting you. "

" You were behind me, that was an instinct of mine. "

" let me go. "

[wrath-anger-malice]

Y'know I was going to let you go after this but now I'm not so sure <^_^>

I meaaaan not only did you punch ME you also punched the little one so I'll make sure your punishment is severe

[atthegatesofheaven]

" … "

" Whatever. I’ve already endured a high amount of pain either way. "

" Do your worst, I suppose. "

[factswithseesay]

raises hand for grace oc asker since i have many ocs (and since i mod @youliftedmyshackles aka my grace oc blog) i'd like to share my methods

for entities; technically you should probably focus on biblical sins/biblically important things, however some canon entities are less super biblical so you could get away with something else

also for entities; it helps to give them a specific theme. for example, the whole garden/plants thing associated with carnation and stem, the animal theming for like goatman and elkman and stuff. (my own example; ina having the 'targets' because they symbolize inaction due to fear, which can cause somebody to be 'targeted' easily). this theme helps when you wanna make the characters appearance and also. modifiers or icons etc.

technically theres the whole sin/scar/taint/catalyst thing but TBH i dont entirely understand it. so i dont really apply it.

entities can be related to other entities so it gives you some leeway with similar themes (stem & snap being related to carnation because of their themings being similar).

longgg ass ask sorry so sorry but i wanted to give anybody who sees some advice for entities in specific. for sinners you really dont gotta do much tbh

// OH SHIT HI JOHN YOULIFTEDMYSHACKLES

// YES ALL THAT THANK YOU GOAT

[atthegatesofheaven]

Wooooah... you look a lil' different, John! Real peaceful...

Expendable commented curiously, unaware of the different forms.

" …well, hello there. "

" I do look different. Though, take it as a good thing. "

[atthegatesofheaven]

[ Their curiosity was piqued prior, a strong scent of metal; blood. But blood fueled by hatred and grief, however the cause of it seemed busy, and so they did not approach. However, here they are now.] [ The sound of rain had returned. ] [ I see you have embraced it, much more than other Sinners. ] - @sorrowful-day // IVE BEEN NEEDING TO SEND AN ASK IM SO SORRY i hath finally released the sorrowling

" … "

" ah… hello. "

" you could say that… "

" …I no longer feel the burden of strict rules that I must carefully tend to. "

[sorrowful-day]

[ It is freeing, is it not? Perhaps my own torrential rain may ease up. I could feel it prior. However you seemed so far lost in your thought... such a strong feeling of hatred... ]

[ They weren't malicious, bare minimum they were speaking bluntly- but curiously. The noise of the rain stopped. They seemed almost happy of someone embracing it and seeing more to it. ]

[ Hatred has depth. Sin has depth. And so does freedom. And perhaps ceasing the fight against the tides allows for a new kind of freedom. ]

[atthegatesofheaven]

" …it is freeing. "

" I’ve always felt as though I must stick to strict rules. Unable to do what would make me happier. "

" I… thought I was happy. "

[atthegatesofheaven]

[something is looming behind you, best react fast!]

" … "

" not again… "

[ Zen immediately turns around and punches whatever was looming behind them. Just in case they were going to get hurt. ]

[wrath-anger-malice]

AUGH AHHHH OHH OH MY SIN AUGHHHHH SIN THAT HURT OH AUGHHHH <@_@>

[They're knocked onto the floor, how pathetic. Such a massive beast brought down by a single punch.]

[atthegatesofheaven]

" ….hm. "

" serves you a lesson for last time you’ve decided to wrong me. "

[wrath-anger-malice]

aughhhh <∆^∆>

[Suddenly chains and shackles burst from the ground, chaining Zen to the ground]

ahhgghhh you.. you aren't getting... ow ow ow out of this one... that easily <\_/>

[atthegatesofheaven]

" ..! "

" now, I was justified in hurting you. "

" You were behind me, that was an instinct of mine. "

" let me go. "

[atthegatesofheaven]

// punching people as Zen will never not be funny to me