Kiss Me.

Hi there, im Auburn Garrett. I know how to dance, ask me to dance for you and i will. I can be a bitch when you make me want to be one. I dont like alot of people and you will know if i dont like you. I have a beautiful son named Kayden Michael James Garrett.

[fukyeahchachigonzales]

[torres-kat-blog]

Honestly, I don’t see anything wrong with being a stripper. You don’t have to have sex with your clients. All you have to do is dance for them. Hip hop dancer? That’s interesting. I’m really good at the pole, but I only do it for fun. It’s actually the reason why my leg is broken. Oh please, hun. You’re hot, so don’t even lie to yourself. 

[auburnxo]

Yeah well it seems like all my friends dont want me to do it, i dont see anything wrong with it but its whatever. Yeah i do hip hop dancing. Im actually really good at it if i do say so myself but you know. Im really not hot, there isnt anything hot about me.

[themckenzieshapiro]

AUBURN GET YOUR ASS HERE RIGHT NOW.

[themckenzieshapiro]

No, it’s not! You could do so much better then serve drinks for old guys who just want your ass. I could get you a job at my old coffee shop, or hell, you could even model with me. There’s so much more you could be doing, Auburn. Why’re you throwing your potential down the drain? You’re a gorgeous girl and ever since Austin left, you haven’t been the real you.

[auburnxo]

I cant be the real me Mack! He fucked me and left me. That was all he wanted from me. Thats all anyone wants from me. Him, my ex, everyone else, the guys at the bar. Thats all my life is anymore.

[themckenzieshapiro]

AUBURN GET YOUR ASS HERE RIGHT NOW.

[themckenzieshapiro]

Because, Auburn, it’s a strip club. It doesn’t matter if you’re not showing them everything, they think you’d be alright doing it. You serve perverted guys drinks, and I bet you have to act all cutesy to do it too, right? 

[auburnxo]

Yeah but its the best i can do Mack! They fired me at my dance job and now no one wants me. The only place i could get a job was, was here and the reason why they are letting me is cause im Austins ex girlfriend and they think id be good here.

[themckenzieshapiro]

AUBURN GET YOUR ASS HERE RIGHT NOW.

[themckenzieshapiro]

Doesn’t make a difference. Someone told me, but that doesn’t matter. You can’t work there.

[auburnxo]

Why not? Its not like im doing anything bad. Im just serving drinks. Its not like im stripping and letting guys see everything..

[laineyoliver-blog-blog]

Why not work at someplace you like?

[auburnxo]

Cause i need money..

[themckenzieshapiro]

AUBURN GET YOUR ASS HERE RIGHT NOW.

[themckenzieshapiro]

You wanna tell me why you’re working at a strip club?

[auburnxo]

Im bar tending..how did you know?

[themckenzieshapiro]

AUBURN GET YOUR ASS HERE RIGHT NOW.

[auburnxo]

...i um..yeah?

[torres-kat-blog]

That strip club? I’ve been there to take a tour before. The manager was offering me a job and I was so tempted to take it. Not as a bartender, but a dancer. I don’t know, though. Being a stripper is something that I don’t know if I want to get into. I mean, that’s nothing. Try not to pay attention to them. Remember, they only look at you because they think you’re hot. Use it as a confidence booster.

[auburnxo]

Yeah im being one of the baretenders there. I can dance, and i would do it but i just dont know about doing something like that, im not good of a exotic dancer, im a hip hop dancer so. And im really not that hot so i dont know why they would say that.

[nashspencercrawford]

Not doing anyth— You’re wearing revealing clothing, telling the perverts it’s okay to look at you when you’re dressed like that. This isn’t you. You’re not damaged— you’re just hurt. It’s on those guys, not on you. You wanna help me? Get a job that’ll make you genuinely feel good— not one that’ll fill the void. I don’t believe you’re happy, not for a second, and hiding under a facade isn’t gonna help.

[auburnxo]

Im not really dressed that bad. I wear short shorts and a cropped tee like i did when i danced for the dance company, im just around alot more people and im giving them beer and they pay me for it. Nash. No one else wants me to work for them. I have to find something or else im gonna end up going home so i dont keep myself stuck on you, i dont like bothering you with me staying with you and everything.

[nashspencercrawford]

Oh, for God’s sake, Auburn. You’re not worthless, and you don’t need a job at the bar where you’re scantily clad to tell you otherwise. I know that’s hard to hear, but your exboyfriends are dumbfucks and you are NOT the reason they left. I’m all for doing what you gotta do to make ends meet, but this isn’t the way and it’s frustrating that you think it is.

[auburnxo]

Its not even that bad! Im not stripping or anything. I just go over and give them their beers or vodka and be cute while i do it, thats it. Plus it keeps my mind off things and im not doing anything wrong. Yes i am. They left me here because im too damaged to even care about anymore. I dont want to be the person thats just there and not helping you with stuff Nash.

[torres-kat-blog]

There are a bunch of clubs downtown. You’re gonna have to be more specific then that, hun.

[auburnxo]

Im not too sure the name of it. Its the one in between the mall parkway and the Hardees as the third red light. I went in last night for my first night of training and yeah. I had to figure out what im doing, but its not..that bad. Just those guys looking at you and shit.

[nashspencercrawford]

That’s not an excuse, are you kidding me? Those guys are just looking for something to give them a hard on— and they always rely on the young girls to do that. You’re being used, it isn’t right, and you’re getting a new job.

[auburnxo]

People use me for sex and my sex appeal anyways Nash, why dont you ask my two ex boyfriends, they can tell you perfectly. And its not like im gonna go and sleep with any of the guys from the club. I just needed a job..im tired of being worthless.

[torres-kat-blog]

I get it. If you don’t mind me asking, where do you work?

[auburnxo]

Yeah it sucks. I um..you know the club downtown? Yeah..i bartend down there.

[torres-kat-blog]

Can’t you call in sick?

[auburnxo]

Its one of my first nights. So i dont think so. You get tired of old men looking at you the way they do me when you pour them drinks though.

[auburnxo]

So, i think i have a cold and to make it all worse, i have to go into work tonight. Sigh. I miss the nights at the dance studio. Was alot better than this.

[nashspencercrawford]

….Auburn, we’re gonna have to look at getting you a new job…..

Not that I don’t trust you, I just don’t trust the atmosphere you’re putting yourself in

[auburnxo]

But Nash, ill...ill be fine. I just needed something and they wanted a cute pretty girl to bartend so that they can get more guys to come over and get more alcohol and i can dance so it could be like Coyote Ugly in there or something..