We're Aurora Abyss, a mixed origin (trauma, endo, willo, and others) disordered plural system. Originally this blog was made to be centered around Call of Duty, and it still partially is, but has also turned into our general blog, so you'll see a lot of mixed content here
CoD is our collective special interest, and our CoD fictives are our most active members, hence the theme. Not pro-military in real life
We're always open to questions! A lot of us like to infodump
We are pro all plural origins and non-disordered plurality
System of 4+ years and almost 200 members. Alterhuman heavy, introject heavy, and polyfragmented
Our fictives are their sources, save for 2-3. Most are very source-attached and have exomemories. Please treat them accordingly and respectfully. Sources do not reflect collective beliefs
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Safest pronouns are he/they, but ask if you're ever unsure. No you&
Bodily transmasculine, intersex, very much queer and taken, pagan, and alterhuman. We collect xenogenders and occasionally use neopronouns
TRASH and other basic criteria ⋆ anti-endos ⋆ anti non-disordered plurality ⋆ exorsexism and intersexism deniers ⋆ transandrophobia deniers ⋆ (pro-) MAGA, nazi, fascist, etc ⋆ transID and radqueer ⋆ (pro-) darkship ⋆ (pro-) harmful para unless seeking help
We are yume critical for our own comfort. Not anti, but please don't come to us with your ships. Pos-neu goodfaith IDs
In case you can't tell from the graphics: yes, Ghost and I, Soap, are co-hosts and actually married (2/20/26 𖹭). We enjoy media of ourselves! We've been frontstuck for a long time now, and most of our other headmates aren't very active, so I thought I'd rebrand some things for the hell of it
If you have to use a singlet-passing / collective name for us, we're fine with ryder, simon, izu, or our sys name (shortened to abyss usually). Otherwise, please refer to us with the name of the current fronter; ask if unsure
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Interests
We like a lot of things across everyone, but some of our main collective interests/likes/hobbies/etc are
Art » digital drawing and kandi mostly
Gaming » call of duty (modern warfare og trilogy and reboot 1 & 2 🔝, and ghosts), fallout, minecraft, animal crossing, fnaf, undertale, gran turismo, project diva, and a lot more
Animals » rabbits (main theriotype!), seals, dogs, cats, snakes, some bugs, raccoons, opossums, etc etc.. just no arachnids. scorpions are sometimes okay though
Music » most genres, but mostly numetal, alt rock, rock, punk, alt in general, edm, some industrial metal, deathmetal, and a lot more. linkin park, green day, nirvana, metallica, the offspring, weezer, radiohead, etc etc
Shows & Movies » the amazing world of gumball, smiling friends, invader zim, pokemon, hazbin hotel / helluva boss (fuck vivziepop), happy tree friends, scream 1-4, halloween, house md
Youtubers » moist critikal, martincitopants, the boys, dankyjabo, oompaville, kall me kris, emkay, markiplier, the click, funkyfrogbait, jackson field, ice cream sandwich
Aesthetics » also very broad across the system. right now focused on older brother core, numetal, alt, and tactical (not tacticool </3 fuck masktok)
Consumables? » fucking love monster energy. idk man. and mango bubble tea
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Preferred terms
Alters . . . headmates , sysmates , people (for humans) , members , soldiers (questioning at the moment)
System . . . system , plural , collective , unit , battalion
DON'T use: hivemind , polymind , etc
We have ~5 troops, or layers, though we define layers in our system more as levels of consciousness. 01 is The Armory, the most conscious and active; 02 is Training Grounds, 03 is Barracks, 04 is Civilians, and 05 is Null, where the least active (but not dormant) members are. Headmates in higher troops tend to front (or join co-front or co-con) more easily than those further down
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We have several sign-off banners we make for ourselves like this one, but we rarely use them. Usually just emoji/proxy or no indicator at all
our sys is almost entirely masc and neu (even fictives. farah is nonbinary, cherri is transmasc, aloy is abinary, valeria is cassfem and the closest thing to a cis woman, and so on)
but
do we willo laswell too as a fuckass babysitter for 141
I watched the trailer and oh my god, I want to believe that Simon is wearing Johnny's scarf, which has long since lost its sergeant scent. That elusive scent that Riley desperately tried to catch at night 🥹😭❤️🔥
the "let's redo all our emojis along with our entire sys theme" has hit us. It's 1:37 in the morning and our theme has already been updated.
I started these for Roach since we were missing a lot of words, and now I'm already getting carried away making a ton. He likes them though so it's fine, and honestly it's worth it to help my friend (and one of our most active people) communicate. At least they're not hard to make :)
Still missing a lot and unfortunately discord is being a cunt and keeps breaking when I try to add more emojis but whatever
And ugh we use this stupid font so much (starborn. the only one I drew freehand is the &)
They can be the same as real-life relationships too. Nothing has to fit into neat boxes or labels
It's kinda freeing to remember that. Like hey, this doesn't have to be the most easily describable thing ever. We can do what we want because we're our own people with feelings and comfort levels
Even if nothing can physically be done, there's still so much going on within our system and innerworld
Seeing so many different relationships thrive in here is honestly such a nice thing
Neutral rant thing below, just getting thoughts out and putting things into words so even we understand better
Okay so
Me (Soap) and Ghost? Married as of this year. I think I've made that pretty obvious at times </3 nothing really remarkable I think..? But we do plan on getting our own place in innerworld ugh we need a name for our innerworld and we're a bonded pair (fun fact! Ghost recently picked up the role/term sentry)
09 Soap (captav) and 09 Ghost (siri) are dating now. They're a couple, romantic and all
Siri and Roach are queerplatonic partners. They sometimes call each other boyfriends and seem to be open to intimacy but are not romantic partners/lovers
Captav and Roach don't really have any relationship other than being teammates and kinda friends
They also really don't like poly labels and whatever (collectively uncomfortable with polyamory for personal reasons, plus they just don't like the terms on top of that), technically a V relationship, they call themselves a bundle
They started making themselves a house in a new minecraft world too it's so cute there's even three beds next to each other
Angel and outsys partner's (we don't call them psys, they don't call themselves a system but they're plural in some form as well) Husk are.. dating, I think? If not engaged. For a while now. They're also a bonded pair
We did end up getting Cherri Bomb, who's Angel's best friend, almost to a familial bond
Logan and David/Hesh are brothers, ofc. Blood relatives
Logan and outsys partner's Keegan are dating, though Keegan is still forming and isn't around much yet
Hesh and Keegan don't talk to each other but they're sourcemates
Price is a collective (mostly) father figure, so familial/parental bond with several of us. He's my cg the rare times I age regress too, and just generally a cg/parental figure for our littles and teen!Simon
We're patiently sitting waiting for Nik and Price to get together 💭
König still really doesn't like Horangi, and they'll never romantically be interested in each other, we know that and they know that, but I think he's slightly warming up to him. He at least likes Horangi's cooking, they might end up getting along
Alejandro is still hoping Rudy forms, but it doesn't seem likely. If he does they're immediately together from source
Despite being a fictive heavy, especially cod heavy, polyfrag sys
Farah (they/them) is hoping outsys partner's Alex makes his pk so they can talk, they have some kind of relationship from source but not romantic.. yet
The knight and Hornet are close, but don't label anything
Bakugou and Midoriya... we don't know about them anymore but as far as anyone knows they're still dating somewhere in the far background. Probably our least active fictives icl
☆ Okay brainmades now. Holy shit that's a lot of relationships for cod fictives
Citrus and Sunny are queerplatonic partners, I wonder how they're doing
Kevin and Jacob are finally together (well, questioning/experimenting)
Kevin is Xavier's older brother, so another blood bond
Alec and River I think have something going on? Another QPR at most though
Dimitri is eyeing Mikhail, but no moves have been made yet and they might not at all
And of course, main cores and bodily, we have outsys partner who we've been with for going into five years now. At this point we're just saving up to get a place and get married
I still say we for that cause. it's not collective, but, it doesn't feel right referring to our main core differently if that makes sense. We is more comfortable, and it's not I, so yeah
Planned parenthood is blocked from accepting medicaid now, by the way. AT LEAST for gender affirming care, if not as a whole, and I'm sure it's not just in our state.
We didn't know that until today, because when we looked into making the appointment for our consultation (which we were not able to go to today and would've costed $200 out of pocket otherwise), the site showed they did. So. Just a heads up in case their site still says they accept medicaid.
Front-Triggers⸝⸝ Energy Drinks , Needing To Keep The Body Awake , Needing To Energize The Body , Fronting During Traumatic Events / Stressful Events , Science-Fiction , Raccoons , Possums , Monster Movies , The Need To Caffeinate The Body / Handling Caffeine
Likes⸝⸝ Myspace , Dark Science-Fiction Movies , Electric Green , Sour Flavors , Energy Drinks
Dislikes⸝⸝ Nuts , Normies , Instagram , Coffee , Romance Novels / Movies , Aggressive People