— nym, 26, she/her ♡ blackleaders on ao3 & youtube. browse my neocities or buy me a coffee if you feel like it!
this is a sideblog to my main blog (@devonizara) explicitly dedicated to the dynamic between Rey Skywalker and Ben Solo. posts are tagged by film, and on occasion I reblog other dynamics (usually oshamir or darkpilot!)
more about me: I'm a 2017 reylo and a multishipper (I also ship damerey, darkpilot, the three of them together, jedistormpilot, the list goes on...). I do enjoy tros and don't think it negates tlj any, and I love Rey taking on the Skywalker name, and I really want the Hunt for Ben Solo to happen and our dyad to reunite.
why don't you post on main? a lot of reasons. I left the fandom in late 2020/early 2021, because the negativity and backlash following tros was too much for me, but the final nail in the coffin was learning that someone in the circles I was in, was deliberately posting things from comics/novels out of context to make Poe sound incredibly bad.
This, combined with my experience of being bullied/ghosted/vague-posted by "friends" for shipping Reylo, resulted in me splitting on the pairing/fandom for years. But since 2024 (thank you Oshamir), I've been able to repair my relationship with the dynamic and I'm slowly trying to interact with the fandom again at my own mileage. So, the sideblog is to give me some distance for comfort, as I start engaging with this thing I love that I have a really messy history with!


















