nothing

[rylandgraces]

Can I be honest. The way we keep going from Monday to Tuesday to Wednesday to Thursday to Friday to Saturday to Sunday back to Monday is deeply troubling

[autremonde]

Will I still be here at 40 crying about the same things feeling like a teenager on the inside or nah.

I am very alone and maybe I should do something about it.

I think I legit need to read books and write essays again.

I'm sad.

I actually hate fall/winter.

I am also PMSing

I am also wondering if anyone actually reads this.

I want to journal and write things without feeling paranoid that someone will find it and yet here I am on the internet. Hopefully just yelling into the void.

Maybe me talking to the anonymous audience makes it easier for me to feel more like I'm talking to someone and less like I'm performing journaling.

Things I want in the next year:

more tattoos

a new therapist

more friends

an actual boyfriend

to move out

to actually relax

to feel safe always

this pms is hitting hard yall

[stalling]

It’s just like Mitski said…nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody

[girlwhoisgoingtobeokay]

[valtsv]

how it feels to go to places alone and do the things that you want to do. alone.

[papayajuan2019]

big year for letting time pass you by

[girlwhoisgoingtobeokay]

obsessed with screenshotting things i will not look at ever again

[drunkwhenimadethis]

I really need to sit and read long novels with complicated words that I don’t yet know and go back to language class and get my driver’s license in Italy and develop a routine outside of work and visit people for coffee and company and I need to watch films that are slow and crawling and demand all of me and stop with fucking YouTube shorts because my soul is dying

[allsadnshit]

Constantly remember how full of choices life is and how if you let your guilt or shame lead you instead of joy you truly will have no one to blame but yourself when you are living a life that feels heavy and constrained instead of happy and free

When you are not a child anymore you have to make decisions based on your own beliefs and no one else's and if you can't then no one is gonna save you - it's something you do for yourself regardless of how it looks to people around you and no one is gonna tell you to choose yourself

[allsadnshit]

Accepting that maybe even the best version of you would be hated by some people can really set you free like life doesn't have to be making other people comfortable or being the most lovable and fair person in the universe like actually the satisfaction you seek is beyond judgment and lies within your own interests and desires fr

[miugato-deactivated20250901]

humiliation ritual but it’s just me being me

[longnuts]

Does anyone know what to do

[dailycatsblog]

[autremonde]

great. I literally don’t know how to fuckin keep a conversation going and now that interaction is going to keep me going for weeks. Whyyyy am I like this. Helpppppooo. I didn’t even get a name I’m dumb af

[veryluckyclovers]

[whyenn-reader]

normalise saying ''what the fuck is wrong with you'' to mean people

[persianmom-deactivated20251026]

up at 3am googling how do i break out of a repetitive cycle that both comforts and harms me