in love 10-31-2013

enter my 16 year old mind...I do not promote self harm I only blog about things that are on my mind

[autumn1920]

[hereislight]

I hope when you peel citrus fruit that it all comes out in one piece. I hope that you have nothing to do today so that you can stay in the shower because sometimes that’s the warmest and safest place to be. I hope you let the sidewalk kiss the bottoms of your bare blistered feet after you’ve walked far too long in uncomfortable shoes. I hope the lights are all green on your drive home. I hope the cashier looks at you like you’re beautiful. I hope you have an appetite tonight and I hope you have good things to eat. I hope the walk to your car smells like trees. I hope you haven’t forgotten how lovely you are. We all have different definitions of a good day. I hope you get some stuff done even when you couldn’t leave your bed last week. I hope you went outside even though you didn’t want to see anyone. I hope you at least have a day where nothing bad happens. I hope you have a day when you give yourself a break because you need to remember that you’re human. I hope you do something that makes you feel good about yourself. I hope you do something for you and only you. I hope you remember it’s not selfish. I hope you remember it’s okay to eat. Most of all, I hope you don’t die because you are so many people’s reasons to stay alive.

4:20 p.m. (You deserve the best, I hope you get it)

[autumn1920]

Twitter

I've spend so much time in twitter I almost forgot about tumblr

[ibang7]

[rawfruitsous]

[trans-lu-cen-cy]

[snorlaxatives]

when you at a restaurant and you see food coming

but then the food ain’t for you

[autumn1920]

you're 5'0? I am too(: Last time I checked I was 117 but I've been too scared to check for a while. I want to be 100 by May and between 90&100 by college. anyways, good luck lovely let me know how it goes(:

that’s perfect it’s always hard to find someone the same hight to compare to lol. We’re short hah.Thank you babe (:Stay strong and healthy in the process

[autumn1920]

Thy post you put about people cutting themselves sounds extremely judge mental. Maybe if you actually is some research on the subject you'd understand. There are a variety of reasons people do it, and apparently you don't take the time to understand them. It's just like judging someone with am eating disorder. Not trying to sound rude, I'm speaking from experience.

I understand where your coming from but I also use to cut myself and now that I look back on it I wish I never had. I look at my scars and feel the hurt I use to fell. And I know I fell into an eating disorder which is not any better but please just understand where I'm coming from

[caramiaphotography]

[autumn1920]

I hate when..

People cut themselves!! Blood doesn't bother me at all but just the fact that some people think it 'helps' with he pain it doesn't it only gives you scares to remind you of what you went threw. It's really not worth it guys

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I'm 5'0 and 124 pounds I'm trying to get down to 115 by April hope I can do it

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Some people confuse me for being conceded,but really I just don’t want to look like shit

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[autumn1920]

if u dont eat girls out but you expect head ur a little bitch

[stupid-yougheart]

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Me and my boyfriend with our duck faces 😚😂😍

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The random text my boyfriend sent me