Hi ! A few years back, I asked you how to obtain an official autism evaluation. I finally had my result a few months ago and it was positive. I'm indeed autistic. Without people like you I may have never even knew that I was displaying symptoms of autism. So thank you ! Also, I'm three or four seasons behind on SPN and I want to binge watch all of it before the last one aires but I'm scared to see Cas suffers like always. I hope he has an happy ending at least. That's all I want.
!!!!!!! Iām so happy for you (and so sorry that I took so long to answer this - Iām not on Tumblr very often anymore). Itās always better, in my opinion, to understand yourself in things like this. If you donāt know you, itās hard to showĀ you, yāknow? Like. Itās hard to know what you want, what you need, what you should expect and ask for from others. Iām so glad that you took my help and found yourself out like that.As to Cas, uhhhhhhhh. I wish I had good news for you, but. The last few seasons have been pretty brutal to him and his most focal relationships, and honestly, I would stop watching, if I were you, after 13x06 at the latest. I stopped at 14x06, myself, which is horrifying to describe (but if you want the spoilers, just find my tag for that episode - itās recent). It just gets worse and worse - especially with the advent of Jack - until Castiel is most of the time, barely recognizable, and neverĀ given the respect he deserves.I donāt plan to watch S15, for a reason, honestly. I donāt think the show respects the reality of Cas, as the queer neurodivergent person he is, or as the integralĀ part of Deanās life (at least, if not both Deanās and Samās) he is, at all, so Iām mostly just holding on until the series is over and I can try and deal with the cathartic release of all those disappointed expectations theyāve been teasing us with fulfilling for a decade.(Iām sorry to say that, I doubt heāll have a happy ending. They may, at most, give him one where heās written as content, but Castiel, as he was and as he would be if they respected him as he is, is suffering in silence beneath that contentment. Where thereās fraternity instead of queerness, angelhood instead of humanness, etc.Thatās the primary reason I stopped watching. Jack is/was the embodiment of a path chosen away from anything that would make Castiel genuinely happy [literally, in a couple of cases] - as opposed to what the show wanted to do with him that was heedless of who he is, and what he wanted or needed - and I couldnāt stand to watch that happen to a character whoās so me.)
