I remember you like it was yesterday. That smile that could just melt away your nightmares and that lit up my entire day, and holding your hand... Gosh it was so simple yet you don't know how happy I was after the first time I held your hand... I even took a picture that I still have. I guess you could say you were my first love. Even now... if you messaged me I'd reply in a heartbeat... My love for you was so pure I'd never ever felt that way before... Even now I've never felt that way for anyone but you... I don't know what it is about you... I remember talking about cars and yea I did want to learn but mainly I loved to see you talk about them... I wish I could go back and change it... Cause now I have to keep this hate for you so I don't go back... I miss working on cars with you even if it was just the job, and just a couple times... I hate talking about you but I did for the first time today in forever... And I felt bittersweet... One day maybe I'll be able to look back and not be sad about it but for now I'll just reminisce in the memories
