ME

Scorpio. her. poetry. autumn. 1800s. Irish.

[autumnsbaby55]

Sometimes you just connect to someone like you never connected to anyone and whenever you feel lost you feel like you don't know who you are anymore you wanna go back to that someone but then they are no longer there.

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You can't ad days to your life,but you can ad life to your days.

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i haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate cold. It's so f*cking cold here.

[autumnsbaby55]

i won depression. Yeah i am gonna brag about it. No, i believe i am strong enough to never to back to being su*cidal.

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I would love to die in the place of someone i love. The only problem is i don't love anyone that much anymore. I want to.

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Hello people! I am moving to germany soon. Thought I'd make friends there. my speaking german is pretty decent. I want to get to know people make some friends in Germany if anyone's interested?

[autumnsbaby55]

he loves me like:

And I love him like:

[autumnsbaby55]

Even If you have a one person that you can be around being yourself. I think that's enough.

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things i am doing to save the relationship

Nothing now because I've been everything and more than i could for him. I stayed through manipulation, gaslighting, controlling, stone walling, emotional abuse, false accusations, narcissism even though i knew it was wrong my heart said but he loves me. so i believed that everything he did was coming out of a place of love, a fear of losing me but Oh how naive i was. So yeah when i left because he is cheating i am actually done because that's not something you do in love.

[autumnsbaby55]

He tells me mid-fuck that i am dry. Well it's because i know you are thinking about the girl you are cheating on me with and i am thinking about that too.

[autumnsbaby55]

the less you say, the stronger you stay.

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there are so many songs i hate now because of you.

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to my love

its raining and i miss you i don't know who you are or where you are or even when will i meet you. Just know that it sucks missing you in this rain.

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it was my love, my feelings, my emotions, my fantasies it was all me. How i wanted to be loved. He had nothing to do with it. I projected all of me to him. It was never about him.

[autumnsbaby55]

When i was alone i wanted to be around people when i was with people i hated it and missed being alone.

[feelslikesugarinme777]

[autumnsbaby55]

Been through some bad sh*t

I should be a sad b*tch

Who would've thought

It turn me to a savage