[diviniyae]

love and deepspace dividers

credit not needed. recoloring welcomed. feel free to edit as you need!

ZAYNE

XAVIER

RAFAYEL

SYLUS

CALEB

[kishi07]

I also have this

[irandial]

Repost because I found some mistakes, sorry 🫣

Credits for the symbols to @sylus-beloved-wife , found here

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[nixdvn]

Pocky game with Caleb! (old art)

[avarelefay]

Thoughts I shouldn't be having at 10 am

Content warning: talks about penises. Adult-themed but not actual smut. In my humble but objectively correct opinion, I believe that Xavier and Rafayel have the prettiest cocks. Even without the fact that Raf is a literal God, therefore born with Perfectio Divina (and also why I think he is so drawn to the arts, not just because his eyes can see millions of colours and his personal history itself, but there is also a Divine Drive within him to build and create things that are otherworldly beautiful, but that is for another babbling session). I still think that his and Xavier's are mesmerisingly gorgeous cocks. Both velvety soft and pale, Xavier's is thicker and has a more pinkish gland, while Raf's is longer and a bit more purplish. It is honestly infuriating how beautiful they are, and they KNOW how pretty you find them. They may or may not utterly tease and mock you for it. And it may or may not make your brain even more mushy. I cannot decide if they are showers or growers, honestly. I think they are both growers, but I'm not dying on that hill. Sylus is definitely a shower. That mf's nonchalant, confident smugness comes from carrying a swinging, heavy load. For sure. Zayne is another shower; he is the definition of the Spanish idiom "las mata callando", meaning that his still waters run very very deep. And Caleb and Valko are the type of growers where you think they are showers but, oh no, no, there is more. There is always more. And that's not even counting out Valko's knot, like, honestly girl, stretching and lube are NOT optionals; they are a necessity if you don't want to end up at Urgent Care. (But also, can you imagine if you do end up at urgent care and Zayne is the doctor on call and you have to explain that shit??)

[nixdvn]

A group of idiots (old art)

[avarelefay]

Mirror, Mirror on the Deepspace...

I know there is this canon parallel/duality thingy about the Lads having mirror versions of each other: Sylus and Xavier are both blonde himbos aliens from Philos. Zayne and Caleb are the human tethers to MC’s childhood and humanity. And Valko and Rafayel were supposed to be the supernatural beings, I guess (I know Sylus has the dragon/vampire motifs but, just bear with me for a sec). Clearly, this is me oversimplifying that theory, but (and if someone has pointed this out before, please tell me) I've been thinking about this other layer to their dualities that I guess centres more on their personalities/characteristics: Xavier and Rafayel are the actual immortals. They are the most outwardly possessive, jealous and unashamedly pouty of the bunch. Rafayel channels this through sass, sarcasm, and loud dramatics, whereas Xavier becomes moody, sulky, and quiet. One is entirely incapable of letting her go, while the other did let her go in a sense. And they both sort of turned their backs on their own people for the MC. They even have this "vigilante" persona that they've kept secret for centuries. Caleb and Sylus are incarnations of obsession versus desire, or desire turned obsession. They both have this drive where Caleb wants to steal MC away and lock her up to keep her safe in a place where no one else can reach them, where it will only be the two of them forever; meanwhile Sylus wants to fuel MC's ambitions, pushing her to grow her power and reach a level of potential where they could conquer the world and put it under their feet so no one can harm/touch them. One is so obsessed it's like he wants to consume her, while the other is such a goner that he wants to be consumed by her. And then there is Zayne, who would have had his perfect mirror in Valko: they are both nerds and top prodigies in their fields from a very young age. Zayne embodies restriction, composure, and control, a very cold exterior with the warmest core; he wants to stay away to protect her but easily falls apart at the barest touch, and his need (and power) is basically bursting at his seams. Whereas Valko is literally a beast, representing the ferality and primal instincts that he does not seem to want to restrain one bit. Judging by the trailer, he took one whiff of her and Wolfboy followed her to her house and made himself at home in her den. So we didn't just get fucked over by not getting Valko because of his parallel with Rafayel and how the lack of that duality could leave the plot limping. We also didn't get the development of his personality, and how that could have mirrored Zayne's and get that duality of restraint versus ferality; and how if Zayne is cold on the outside and warm on the inside, maybe Valko could have been his opposite of warm on the outside but have a colder interior and how that could have been explored and manifested. And this is just me musing, and now I'm sulking all over again about the lack of Wolfboy, damn it.

[nixdvn]

Xavier's belly is fluffy!!

[avarelefay]

Chronicles of a yapper. TL;DR: It's all about me

"I am old, Gandalf. I don't look it, but I am beginning to feel it in my heart. I feel… thin, sort of stretched, like butter scraped over too much bread." I'm old. By Internet time, I'm really fucking ancient. I have fallen into the rabbit hole of hundreds of fandoms, and as of now, I have been sucked into the deepspace tunnel of a game I don't even play. My ADHD is the master of my poor capacity to settle into... well, anything, really. And social anxiety has helped me to hide as I crossed over those hundreds of fandoms without leaving the tiniest mark to be tracked. But, for some reason, this new hyperfixation is forcing me out of my shadow because the daydreams are starting to take over my head, so here I am, making this... something. I honestly have no idea how active I will be, or for how long. But for now, I need to get those daydreams out of my head if I want to at least pretend to be a functioning member of society (I'm not, but fake it till you make it is a good motto). I wish I could stay out in my glen, but bills do not pay themselves, and it does not look like any of the Lads are coming down to this reality to pay for my shit. You can expect those daydreams, thoughts, imagines, headcanons, recs... and there will be some rants; it's unavoidable, I can get grumpy sometimes (not really sorry about it). I also have two left hands and a very limited patience to deal with tech and being able to work it out, so the aesthetics are not really possible (I'm sorry about it), but at least I will try to make it readable. I'm female, self-identifying as a woman, and thus my writing will be focused on fem!readers exclusively. I will try to be as non-descriptible as possible in the matter of appearances (some may even read as gn!reader), but this is purely self-indulgent, so... just a heads-up. I'm a very slow reader, but when I do manage to focus enough, I lean into romantasy and focus on Reverse Harems, so some of my daydreams may be about that too... With the caveat that I'm really not into BL/MLM/Slash/Yaoi/Swordcrossing... so there will be no LixLi romantic/sexual action of any kind anywhere in my posts or recs (if I manage to find those buried somewhere), be aware of that. I'm open to requests, but I cannot promise that the connection between brain and being able to actually write is gonna be stable for long enough to fulfil them, but I will try. I do appreciate any feedback, and I would love some recs (on fics or books, but be mindful of the aforementioned caveat, please). I think that's all... Oh, I'm against anything AI, and until I mention otherwise, I will only post on this blog. Also, English is not my first language. Now it's over; if I think of something else, I will edit this post, I guess. EDIT: I ended up making a sideblog for Recs: @lefayslibrary /  lefayslibrary.tumblr.com Time to be free, my shadowself.