Avi :)

Don’t you know no one gets what they came here for? (tiktok: aviellaa_)

[death-by-sc0tland]

story of my life

(i hope this makes sense to someone)

[aviellaa]

ASHSHAH even though I'm ace and borderline aro, this is so relatable

[aviellaa]

why are people setting off fireworks it's only July 2nd

[aviellaa]

hiiiii

I have another random vent/rant/ramble for anyone who's feeling the same way as I am. My little happy Lovejoy phase is basically over now. I miss Wilbur Soot, I really do. I know that we all move on, but if he ever stops streaming, it's going to be really hard. I'm not tryna be like "Oh, Wilbur Soot has changed!" He hasn't changed, he's just being Will Gold right now. I know I'm being selfish, self-centered, and a little pouty, but if he doesn't stream soon I quite literally am going to have a hard time living. I'm running out of old Wilbur Soot/Wilbur Music videos to watch, but I am slowly digging into the archives to find new unlisted/deleted videos that were reuploaded. If you need someone to talk to or watch old Wilbur Soot vods, I'm here for you. You can always contact me here or on discord (aviellaa). I can't promise I will respond immediately, but I will get to you as quickly as I can. Have a wonderful rest of your day, and if you're struggling with anything, you got this. You will get through whatever it is you are struggling with as long as you try your best to heal. auf Wiedersehen!

[aviellaa]

DUDE THE NEW SAM AND COLBY VIDEO WAS CRAZY. I felt so nervous, and it kind of felt like they were with me. I hope niki is okay

[aviellaa]

and you did it again. Starstruck.

[nexusmonstrum]

Who’s your favorite egg?

Everyone is okay and nothing bad ever happened to the eggs and Gegg is there for some reason.

[aviellaa]

talullah definitely

[aviellaa]

CHOO CHOO MOTHERFUCKERS

WELCOME ABOARD

[aviellaa]

If you do not have the time to read this whole thing, this whole vent/rant is basically described as the lyric from Wilbur’s hit song, yswr: “I can only see things in my short-sight.”

I miss Wilbur Soot a lot, but I feel like we shouldn’t constantly be moping around every single day Will doesn’t stream. Yes, Will streaming does make me happy and comforts me (as it does to hopefully most of the people in the community), but maybe it’s time to let go and accept the fact that Will isn’t going to stream frequently anymore. I’m still trying my best to do this myself, because seeing Wilbur Soot, whether that’s in a Tiktok or on Instagram, doesn’t really comfort me anymore. It makes me more sad because he isn’t streaming. Tbh, that’s really unhealthy. I now have a mentally unhealthy obsession with a man who doesn’t know I exist, and I can’t just leave the community, I can’t just start listening to other music just like that. I am now bound to this community, this sadness, this emptiness. I can’t leave. This man helped me in so many ways, but now this same man is now the cause of the sadness and emptiness I’ve been feeling recently. I honestly don’t know what to do, because I can’t even take my own fucking advice. I wouldn’t be surprised if he quit streaming, because he now has this awesome band that makes awesome songs, and he seems happier. He finally got his dream, and I’m so proud of him for that.

[pactw]

currently going back to watch the explosion and ramon's saving reaction in fit's vod -- that egg is a hero

[aviellaa]

very pretty sunset tonight :)

[aviellaa]

Well, Wilbur’s returning party went out with a bang if you know what I mean.

[snoopyliker]

BAGHERA IS HERE LETS FUCKING GOOOOO THATS MY PRESIDENT

[aviellaa]

YES

[aviellaa]

I’m watching the debate stream for the election on the QSMP, and I find it so interesting how everyone is treating Gegg as a little guy and laughing at his comments. It would be so interesting if Gegg was like actually super dangerous and powerful later on in the lore. That would enable Gegg to use his cuteness and his “in-sincere and silly” self to manipulate everyone on his side since no one takes him seriously. I’m not predicting this will happen, but it’s a cool little side thing to think about.

[pactw]

i've been thinking about tallulah's situation; being cared for by her grandparents, uncles, and aunties, everyone but her "actual" parent. everyone assumes her grandpa is her dad because he's the only one around. most people refer to her as philza's daughter

yet, while she spends most days with philza, there are days when she's passed from guardian to guardian. on those days she's not sure who'll be the one to feed her, to protect her, to sing her to sleep. and, y'know, that isn't an uncommon or outlandish experience for children of busy or erratic parents. it was mine. i'm sure many viewers see themself in her whenever she thanks her uncles for food or asks about her father; clearly forever did, in his stream today.

the thing is, i rarely see a nomadic childhood like hers depicted as it is on the QSMP -- as warm, loving, and gladly given to tallulah by the other parents. it is so heartwarming to see the love that everyone on the island has for tallulah. people choose to care for her even if it's an extra responsibility because they love her. QSMP shows us how a true community is there for the children who need them, without pause and regardless of filiation. these cubitos love all the eggs, not only their own. it's beautiful.

[elcucurucho]

there is something so wrong about elquackity. every time he speaks to someone alarms start going off in my mind. everything he says is measured and careful, emotionally flat. when he does speak with emotion it’s deliberate, just the exact emotion he needs to perform for the situation. especially when you compare it to how he talks when he’s alone, it feels so deeply inauthentic. I love every second of it

[vitrines]

end of genloss out of context!

[w0lfwren]

i adore the meta interpretation of genloss because of what it does to NIKI’S STORY. like oh my god she was SOBBING on the carousel until it was her turn to talk then she put on a smile and all she could say was that she was “nice”. THAT IS HOW NIKI HAS BEEN VIEWED FOR HER WHOLE ONLINE CAREER. people who hate her call her overemotional and then people who “like” her can only ever come up with Oh she’s so nice or Oh she’s so encouraging. then she’s just DISCARDED, just as she was during You Know What, and shot OFF SCREEN. showfall didn’t care about her because the fucking audience never did.