Assorted Billy Lenz headcanons, from my phone's memos
Not a fucking twink despite what everyone wants to think. Probably no leaning but heās strong and has a good amount of muscle mass to him. Not a little twig, have you even watched the movie and seen the things heās capable of doing.
Does have trouble with hygiene from neurodivergence and has a dusty smell to him but he still washes because he doesnāt like the feeling of grime and sweat on him. Just donāt expect him to use good smelling soap or anything but heās also not the kind of guy that just doesnāt bother and walks around smelling like an EB Games regular.
Has a pig snorting stim/tic, picks at his eyelashes and nails and skin, nail biter, tongue clicking, rocking is the most soothing stim when heās stressed. Also has a tendency to blurt out whatever is on his mind and has very inconsistent thought and speech patterns reminiscent of schizophrenia or another kind of psychotic disorder.
Very picky with fabric, his turtleneck is one of the few articles of clothing that he can tolerate comfortably and has it in a lot of different colours.
The āuncanny eye contactā autistic. Will stare at you unblinking for several minutes without breaking contact.
Hypersexual due to trauma while also dealing with immense amounts of sexual shame. Still very stuck in reenacting his trauma, and his obscene phone calls are a way he can regain control over his sexuality.
The trauma occurred during the holidays as well, so he tends to do it more when the trauma begin to torment him the most.
Probably has something wrong with him physically despite his well-toned physique. Easily Vitamin D deficient. His diet doesnāt help.
Comfort foods consist of mac ānā cheese (Likes Kraft Dinner in a pinch, but when heās able to he can make it himself homemade), cookies (Chocolate chip and gingersnap), beef jerky and probably some kind of carbonated drink. Worldās worst diet that is nothing but gas station foods, but he likes strawberries too at times.
Also soup. Lots of soup. Eats all kinds of soup. It reminds him of cozy winter nights in Toronto and watching the snow fall while chowing down on something warm. He feels safe when he eats soup.
Purposefully keeps himself quiet and mysterious out of fear of people getting closer to him. He remembers what happened when he allowed it, so he canāt let it happen again. Maybe a bit of anthrophobia, considering how he still hides himself from his victims when going out for the kill.
Also on that note I think he very much sees himself as not being like everyone else to the point where he sometimes believes heās an entirely different species. He doesnāt want to be the same species as his family, and he doesnāt see himself as being anything like the sorority girls. To him, heās alien, something out of this world that humans are terrified of, surely that has to be why theyāve done such horrible things to him and why he can justify doing equally horrible things to them, right?
Despite doing such horrible things to other people, he canāt ever find himself doing anything to hurt Claude. He gets lonely at times, and he sometimes wonder of Claude understands him in a way. (I always found it interesting how even throughout all of the gruesome ways he kills his victims in the movie, he never does anything to Claude. Claude lives throughout the entire thing.)
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