ALDEHYDES

17 india she/her (cis)

[avoidmementos]

now that i'm semi active again do i have to change my age in my bio i can't believe i'm 22 that's so gross fuck that i'm 17 foreva baby

[the-enchanted-little-star]

[toothsheeran]

[dreamstars]

"Flower Nails", made by Masaharo Ono (2005)

[nahalism]

have the courage to complete your vision

[lamignonette]

[whizpurr]

[imperhius]

[svdcvnt]

Melting

Anime: Wicked City directed by Yoshiaki Kawajiri

[cheshmenoor]

[valtsv]

i love the part of making art where you feel like you need to go missing

[4est]

[rubbernecked]

Viviane Sassen, Another Man issue 4, 2007

[castordoll]

"Tropical" Pngs 🐠🌺 Very Self Indulgent . From Pinterest . Don't Credit Me

[avoidmementos]

This phase of creating, making, journeying - will require me to take on a certain mindset. Imagining myself as purposeless journeyer for now, aware and mindful of my surroundings and other beings, taking responsibility for guiding my journey. Doing things that keep me curious. Avoiding the narratives of what I should and could - allowing myself to float above beyond to dreams and further. Avoid feeling limited and small. When I do feel this way, come back to this. Make a small memento or blog or folder of things that remind me of freedom and agency.

[avoidmementos]

day 1 or 2 or something like that

for i know that yes maybe i am an addict and yes maybe i should maybe maybe just quit drinking forever forever but right now that seems so hard and arduous and i dont want to think about it so instead, i'm thinking about the present. i dont have an urge to drink and might not for a while until we hit the weekend and i have my first trigger. small social situation on friday and the urge to drink before is going to pop up and maybe for that moment im just going to remind myself of how i feel now. which is like the blooming lily vase on the coffee table in the living room. subsisting on water. fragrant. a little droopy. but very alive and light and running on pure subdued cloudy sunshine water and oxygen. that could be me. for a while at least.

[figmas]