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#awarenightmares.Someone like me can be a real nightmare, completely aware. But I'd rather be a real nightmare than die unaware.

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#awarenightmares.Someone like me can be a real nightmare, completely aware. But I'd rather be a real nightmare than die unaware.

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#the important stuff (pinned post.)#a real nightmare completely aware (ooc / star speaks.)

metacrisisdoctor

ROSE TYLER | 2.12 🍟

#all pink and yellow (rose tyler.)#doctor who cw #saw the future in the face of a daffodil (q.)

notmorbid

the pretender.

dialogue prompts from the pretender: animorphs #23 by k.a. applegate.

you being cranky always makes me laugh.

that's what worries me most: temptation.

would you like some water? a soda? coffee?

yes, i heard you. all the way out here.

do you need money? a place to spend the night?

when do we get a vacation?

you act like you have something better to do.

instinct only takes you so far.

you are the world champion at coping with weird situations.

why would you want to take care of me? you don't know me.

i have a plan even you will think is insane.

sometimes communication seems irrelevant. action is what counts.

sorry. i know you don't approve of self-pity.

you could have easily been killed.

i've been assuming this was all a trap.

now you can have a home. you can have a family.

wait. don't go.

you've gotten more subtle.

i don't need anyone to take care of me.

you think i don't see you? something has been off lately.

you're off in your own little world, and no one is allowed to help you.

this is way past romeo and juliet, montagues and capulets.

it's tomorrow, by the way. your birthday.

whatever you decide, come see me afterward, okay?

haven't you done enough? haven't you paid a high enough price?

no predator can feel for his prey.

you want to step into that trap?

i thought the point was to save _____.

aren't you kind of missing the point?

do you think they'll respect you? they won't.

a fool is strong so that others will see. a wise person is strong for himself.

if someone pushes you, you push back. it doesn't matter who it is.

don't you people have cable?

you can't blame a human animal for just being an animal.

sometimes, when you push, you do have to push back. other times, you have to turn the other cheek.

let me guess: we're caught.

quiet and fast.

what's keeping you?

how could i have been stupid enough to hope?

anger was good. anger was safe.

the only way out of the trap was to step right in.

we're family. i want to take care of you.

i'm anxious to hear what this is all about.

this must all seem very strange to you.

i can't say i love you, because i don't know you.

what you want for yourself is less important than doing what is necessary and right.

your duty is to be what you are.

#muse mail.#asks.#saw the future in the face of a daffodil (q.)

blackstatick

@realmyths asked: am i catching you at a bad time?

"Every time is a bad time for me. What did you want?"

awarenightmares

"I'm sorry to hear that. " Faith says genuinely, a soft smile crossing their face as they do.

"Is there any way I can help make it better?" Faith would be only too happy to help if they can. When asked what they want, Faith shrugs. "I just want to tell you something, but nothing that can't wait."

#blackstatick #(convo.)#sharing faith with the worlds (faith v1.)#serious but deeply caring; i always have faith (c: faith richardson.)#made myself mythical tried to be real (ic.)#saw the future in the face of a daffodil (q.)

blackstatick

@realmyths asked: “we’re closing in ten minutes.”

"Do forgive me I just wanted a little bit of wine before I retire for the night." This was her third month being human and she had acquired a taste for it, but this person doesn't need to be bothered with her story. She will just kindly sip on the wine until closing time and be on her way.

awarenightmares

Farryn smiles kindly at the stranger. "One wine, coming right up." They say with a chuckle, as they begin to make the drink behind the bar.

"I'm Farryn, by the way. Farryn Scott." They wonder if the other will want to talk or not. Farryn would of course prefer the former to the latter. What can they say? They've always been a social being.

#blackstatick #(convo.)#spreading adventure everywhere (farryn v1.)#chaotic but would not have it any other way; i always yearn for adventure (c: adventure farryn scott.)#made myself mythical tried to be real (ic.)#saw the future in the face of a daffodil (q.)

@thedoctornumber11 continued from here "Yes, well war can do that sometimes," he told her, "I remember the time war in dreams of course, but when I try to actually remember and think back on it, well I don't remember much."

"It certainly can," The Doctor agrees. "Neither do I, if I'm being honest." She also dreams about the Time War, though. But she never remembers a lot about the actual experience she'd had , well her past self had had.

#thedoctornumber11 #(convo.)#just a traveler (thirteenth doctor v1.)#(thirteenth doctor arc tbd.)#when people need help i never refuse (c: the thirteenth doctor.)#made myself mythical tried to be real (ic.)#saw the future in the face of a daffodil (q.)

@thedoctornumber11 continued from here "That disk had the entire code base for the computer running this planet," the Doctor told her, "I think a lot of the people here are about to be very unhappy with us."

Clara frowns. "Is there not any way of getting it back?" She'd hate for the people there to get angry at her and the Doctor. She's sure they can figure something out if they try, though. Somehow, they always do. They really make a good team.

#thedoctornumber11 #(convo.)#that isn't a leaf; that's page one (clara v1.)#the control freak who finally embraced losing control (c: clara oswald.)#made myself mythical tried to be real (ic.)#saw the future in the face of a daffodil (q.)

@thedoctornumber11 continued from here "Yes," he told her, "But even with all that in mind, it can be rather difficult to pick out a destination, especially when you are traveling with yourself." He shrugged, "And so that's why I've reinstalled the randomizer to help."

"Definitely can be." The Doctor agrees. "Will it work this time, I wonder?" If not, she's sure that together, they can find somewhere to go. Somehow, they always do.

#thedoctornumber11 #(convo.)#just a traveler (thirteenth doctor v1.)#(thirteenth doctor arc tbd.)#when people need help i never refuse (c: the thirteenth doctor.)#made myself mythical tried to be real (ic.)#saw the future in the face of a daffodil (q.)

@thedoctornumber11 continued from here "It just felt right," he told her, blushing slightly, "Want to do it again?" he asked.

Clara giggles at the Doctor's words. "I would love to." She says with a bright smile. "But shouldn't we be escaping?"

#thedoctornumber11 #(convo.)#that isn't a leaf; that's page one (clara v1.)#the control freak who finally embraced losing control (c: clara oswald.)#made myself mythical tried to be real (ic.)#saw the future in the face of a daffodil (q.)

scullys

You have shown me a tremendous amount of love, more than I have felt in a very long time. And my inability to believe in it... The only other person in my life I was sure loved me was my father. He was the sixth Earl of Penwood. Richard Gun. He promised he would always take care of me, and I trusted that. I trusted his love. But after his death it became clear that I had been mistaken in both cases. Is it because of him you became a maid? He provided nothing for me in his will. Araminta made that very clear. Did you see this will for yourself? No, I did not wish to be further crushed. Sophie... It is clear that woman despises you. From the very day she met me. What reason would you have to believe her about your father?

#the mystery lady of humble origins (sophie baek bridgerton.)#a change of perspective (benedict bridgerton.)#i cannot help but notice you and see you (sophie and benedict.)#you saw me when no one else did (benedict and sophie.)#bridgerton cw #saw the future in the face of a daffodil (q.)

obriy

#say the safeword if you’ve had enough (kara zor el | supergirl.)#supergirl 2026 cw #supergirl spoilers #saw the future in the face of a daffodil (q.)

felicitykings

Let the radiation take me too. I'll lie in the ground next to you and next to mom. I am one tiny life. What difference does it make whether I live or die?

SUPERGIRL (2026) dir. Craig Gillespie

#say the safeword if you’ve had enough (kara zor el | supergirl.)#supergirl 2026 cw #supergirl spoilers #saw the future in the face of a daffodil (q.)

@thedoctornumber11 continued from here "You said you could possibly put on the entire magic show as a replacement for the magician," he told her, "I think that's a good idea. History would hardly notice most likely."

The Doctor chuckles. "I was only joking. But I suppose it couldn't hurt to try." She says with a shrug. "What do we think happened to him, anyway?" She asks, wondering why the magician isn't performing. Hopefully the two Doctors will not have to foil any hostile aliens' plots. But knowing their luck, they probably will.

#thedoctornumber11 #(convo.)#just a traveler (thirteenth doctor v1.)#(thirteenth doctor arc tbd.)#when people need help i never refuse (c: the thirteenth doctor.)#made myself mythical tried to be real (ic.)#saw the future in the face of a daffodil (q.)

streetwisetemptress

Festivals were one of the dancer’s favorite things to do and she would be able to fully enjoy it, since she wasn’t one of the performers. Esmeralda found herself at the event alone, but was enthralled by all of the colors, people, and food.

A table full of pride flags had caught her attention as she made her way over. Beautiful rainbow colors below her, she grabbed a bisexual flag and tossed a few coins into the merchants hand.

A tap against the flag distracted her and she followed the finger up to the woman with beautiful complexion. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to startle you.” A warm reassuring smile to her lips before she answered. “Elphaba is lovely name. I’m Esmeralda.” The dancer grabbed the flag the woman was tapping and tossed a few more coins into the merchants hand before handing her the flag. “A beautiful flag for a beautiful woman.” She added with a wink, while waving her flag with her other hand. “I’m bisexual as well.”

awarenightmares

"It's alright." Elphaba says with a soft smile. She startles easily, especially after all she'd gone through with the Wizard in Oz. Although a ton of time had passed, Elphaba still can't forget her experiences. And she thinks that makes sense. After all, they had been rather traumatic.

"Thank you. A pleasure to meet you, Esmeralda. You also have a lovely name." Elphaba smiles brightly, her tone genuine. As she's handed the bisexual flag, she takes it eagerly, giving it a few waves. "Thank you, that was very kind. You didn't need to ..." But Elphaba appreciates it nevertheless.

As the other woman mentions being bisexual too, Elphaba chuckles softly. "Thank you. You're rather beautiful too. And glad to hear it. So is my boyfriend, but he didn't want to come today." Elphaba had tried to convince Fiyero, but in the end, she had simply decided to go by herself. And she's glad she had. Though being in the same world that Dorothy and the Wizard had left for makes her nervous, she must admit it has some charms. Especially now.

#streetwisetemptress #(convo.)#who can say if i have changed for the better; i have been changed for good (elphaba v3.)#i wish i could not make waves; but i must do what i believe (c: elphaba thropp.)#made myself mythical tried to be real (ic.)#saw the future in the face of a daffodil (q.)

lightcreators

Nerdy as he was, he deeply enjoyed these deep gathering convention stuff: with opportunities to talk with another fans, to hanging around inside other corridors than the ones of his school or anywhere in which he can be potentially in danger, reach some stars … kind of normality that he always requested! Opportunities to get one-to-one moments were rarer moments he would need to take great use. There was consciousness such relaxing moments as these would eventually be reminders to recall inside other circumstances, assuming it wasn’t consumed by whatever other oppressing insomnia or anxiety deciding to taking over his body instead … assuming even something supposed to be normal happened the way it should be. Compared to Lydia that can feeling where Thanatos decided to say hi or when there was indication where the Underworld was presented, he remained blind towards whatever other perception within reality’s veil. Oh, sometimes, by watching himself inside the mirror, he could simply feel something, as he was watched back, as there was presence of fragments somewhere all along his body’s emplacement, but it was never a huge big deal. He would be the first one welcoming entity of the other side, but it never happened. Neither whatever paranormal phenomenon inside his house that can attesting some theory.

It was useless to reach a golden butterfly inside the human world.

It was despite his best judgement, as he preferred not caring about whatever could happens if he wasn’t supposed to interfere in the first place, and really didn’t want giving him trouble that will frustrating him forever, nevertheless he noticed a discomfort inside her features as there was something around. Dramatically, it decided to showing up right when it was his turn, in which he decided to swallowing back irritation given by whatever. As peacefully he reached to be, brown eyes cannot help to staring back right at the location when she suddenly had turned around as she has been touched, when as far he knew, there was been nothing. He really wished to that thing to back off, because this wasn’t the moment, thank you very much! It would be nice to embracing a normal day once in a while without be bothered by stuff during times when he wasn’t seeking problems himself! ❝ Hiii! Very nice to met you ! Been following you around a long time and really loving everything you do! ❞ He decided to give her answer he wanted initially to give, and there was real excitement about meeting her. Though it lasted one second, a remaining stare remained towards her back, as there was awareness they have been something, and he wanted it on track meanwhile he was talking. ❝ Of course, of course! Hm, don’t you mind if I can get more than one, if you have time of course … ❞ How to introduce a celebrity he was conscious there was something wrong? ❝ Bit stressful you know, such opportunity … ❞ Another stare was offered behind her back. ❝ Did something unsettle you before? ❞ Fact he has been ignored mattered less. Too bad he was just human, in which dimensional veil with the Underworld was unreachable !

awarenightmares

"Thank you! I'm glad you like it." Advika says with a smile. She is always appreciative when people enjoy her music. It's why she makes it in the first place, to connect with others and make them feel less alone. And it also has the added bonus of making Advika herself feel connected to something bigger than herself.

"Of course not! What can I sign for you?" She asks, getting her marker ready so she can sign at a moment's notice. Sometimes fans ask her to sign one of her vinyls or CDs. Or a poster they have of her. She loves it all, not minding one bit.

As he says that, Advika waves a hand, as if to say 'don't worry.' "No worries, I don't bite." Though the spirit she had been fending off before might, if she takes too long. You never know with spirits. Advika tends to play music to calm them down, and that usually seems to work. But she can't do that now without attracting too much attention. And that's not what she wants.

When asked that, Advika pauses. Hesitates. He had noticed. Of course. She had spoken to the spirit right in front of him, after all. But Advika is unsure how to respond. After all, she can't tell the truth, can she? "I ...suppose so." She says after a few moments. "But nothing I can't handle." She manages a smile. That is as close to the truth as she can get. And indeed, Advika is used to dealing with spirits.

Unfortunately, this spirit has the worst timing and tries to get her attention again. She puts up a finger in the general direction of the spirit, as if to say 'one moment.' And she manages a small smile at the waiting , and far too observant, fan. "Sorry. What would you like signed, again?" Hopefully the spirit can wait a bit longer. They'll have to. Advika is working. And she loves meeting fans, really she does. It's just hard when her attention is being pulled elsewhere by the spirit.

#lightcreators #(convo.)#take over the planet (advika v1.)#big dreams to take over the planet with her music (c: advika barr.)#made myself mythical tried to be real (ic.)#saw the future in the face of a daffodil (q.)

@thedoctornumber11 continued from here "I think we made a pretty big discovery," he told her, "These two alien species, I don't think they are actually two alien species. It's just one species, separated thousands of years ago."

Clara's mouth opens in surprise, and her eyebrows raise. "Wow. How is that possible?" The two aliens had seemed different enough to her. But if they're the same species, maybe they have more in common than she's thinking they do. "What caused the separation, do you know?"

#thedoctornumber11 #(convo.)#that isn't a leaf; that's page one (clara v1.)#the control freak who finally embraced losing control (c: clara oswald.)#made myself mythical tried to be real (ic.)#saw the future in the face of a daffodil (q.)

@thedoctornumber11 continued from here "I suppose I am falling for you," he laughed slightly as he attempted to regain his balance. "I'm not sure what I tripped on, but I tripped on something. Something was there a moment ago." He looked where he had been walking and didn't see anything, but he knew for a fact that something had been there.

Clara giggles softly at the Doctor's words. She examines where he had been walking, but doesn't see anything there. Still, she has no reason to doubt that he's telling the truth. "Did you see what it looked like?" She wonders aloud, curious if he had spotted the culprit before tripping. "I don't see anything there now, but I definitely believe you. Which makes me wonder, where did it go?"

#thedoctornumber11 #(convo.)#that isn't a leaf; that's page one (clara v1.)#the control freak who finally embraced losing control (c: clara oswald.)#made myself mythical tried to be real (ic.)#saw the future in the face of a daffodil (q.)

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