I genuinely hope I die today or this week. I hope a transport hits me or some horrible accident happens at work. I'm tired of this life. I'm tired of always being the loser when I give my all. I honestly wish I die tonight. So tired. Work so hard every day for rings and houses and it's seen as a joke. I don't like being tired. I like doing things and going out. But because I make up for the lost fucking hours. I'm the bad person and I get cheated on. I get fucked around before even 4 days after we break up with the car that I busted my ass for day in day out for you just to sleep with another person. I honestly truley hope I die tonight or this week. I hate my life. This world is cruel and I'm completely done with every aspect of it. Please please let me die
