stay with me

Katherine Kitty Wilde The name is Kitty, and no you may not start with the vulgar jokes about my name because that wouldn’t be a smart thing for you to do. I’m sixteen and a Junior at Crawford County Day. I’m pretty much every guy’s dream and every...

[makethemlaughelliot-blog]

Fair enough, I’ll pick up some hot chocolate too. 

[awildedove-blog]

That will be good so we don't freeze.

[starbright-berry]

  Alright, you, me, and Elliot can all go together.

[awildedove-blog]

That sounds amazing actually..

[makethemlaughelliot-blog]

Do you want some company?

[awildedove-blog]

I would usually tell you to fuck off.. but since it's you.. yeah, I would.

[awildedove-blog]

This is definitely why I hate cars now. I'm going to take a walk for a little bit.. this place is just a little too congested.. and creepy, there's that too.

[starbright-berry]

Does anyone want to go with me on a food run? I can’t be the only one tired of this hospital food. 

[starbright-berry]

[awildedove-blog]

Yeah.. I can't be around here any longer.

[untillicanflyagain-blog]

I guess I hadn’t found a song worth singing lately, but thanks. 

[awildedove-blog]

You know.. you're right. You have always been right, Ari. I just.. I feel like I'm stuck and I hate it but no matter how hard I try, I know I'm going to be the worst person in the world. I guess.. I guess it needs to happen..

[untillicanflyagain-blog]

"So, they can’t be the judge cuz, they don’t know what I know. They never seen that part of you. They know the lies I know the truth. They say stay, I say go. They never seen your scars before, they think your love is beautiful. ‘Cuz everything’s beautiful when you’re looking through rose colored glasses. Everything seems amazing when you see the view in rose colored glasses. Take’em off…"

[untillicanflyagain-blog]

[awildedove-blog]

You should sing more often, you know..

[untillicanflyagain-blog]

Aria tried to empathize with what Kitty felt, but she couldn’t understand why she’d continue to make herself miserable just to be with someone who wasn’t worth staying with if this was the out come. Her eyes never left her friend as she spoke. “You need to stop lying to me and especially yourself. This is not fine and the worse he gets, the worse you are and it’s not just a little. You’re worse than he is.” The concern slipping into Aria’s voice as she spoke, desperate for her friend to hear her out and understand why she was doing this, why she was there. “That’s because you are depressed, Kitty. It’s obvious you’re miserable and you’ve talked yourself into thinking you can’t be happy without him. It’s like some less serious form of Stockholm Syndrome. You can be happy, hell you’d be twice as happy without him. Because there is someone out there who can actually love you and not keep you trapped in a relationship where you think you have to suffer with him for it to be love. That’s not love.”

[awildedove-blog]

Taking a deep, nervous breath, Kitty couldn't bear to look at Aria because she knew what was happening. An intervention, one to help her see that she couldn't live this way anymore but Kitty was terrified. No matter how depressed she was, she couldn't let Jeff get worse and she couldn't let all of this slip through her fingers once again. She felt tears bottle up in her eyes but she pushed them away, willing herself to keep composure. "I don't know how to do that right now. I don't know how to do much and I.. I don't want to screw this up. I don't want to make a mess out of something when it.. it could get fixed. If he keeps getting help, he can change.." her words dropped off at the end, knowing that she was holding onto hope when she had just about none left.. false hope. She closed her eyes, feeling the burning sensation of tears coming back. "I.. I don't know how..."

[itscomingupwaters-blog]

See, it’s not like you to lay in bed all day. That’s my job. I don’t know, you just…I don’t know. You need baby cuddles though, have you met the twins yet? Exactly, they’re growing up to be the cutest little devil children.

[awildedove-blog]

I just am not in the mood to go out.. It's been really nasty weather out.. I'm fine. Yes, I would love baby cuddles. No.. I haven't. I was in the hospital for a while so.. I don't really think I got the chance to make it over there. There is no doubt there!

[jeffdoesexist-blog]

I can’t not worry about you. You haven’t been yourself lately.

[awildedove-blog]

I'm fine.. You and Ari both think that I'm not okay but I'm fine. I've just been really lazy lately.

[itscomingupwaters-blog]

You don’t sound all that great. Do you need therapy baby cuddles, tea and cake? They get plenty of attention and still demand more! I love the little bundles of demon spawn though, I really do. They’re such good babies, though doing everything twice is kinda hard.

[awildedove-blog]

What do you mean? I'm fine. Of course, if you want. I honestly have just been laying in bed all day. Double the trouble, especially between yours and Jake's DNA.

[jeffdoesexist-blog]

I’ve been trying really hard for you Kitty..I don’t want you to be sad anymore.

[awildedove-blog]

I know you have, but you shouldn't worry about me. You should worry about you being happy.

[itscomingupwaters-blog]

Thanks Kit! How are you anyway? I feel like I’ve been living in a baby bubble

[awildedove-blog]

I've been great.. Well, you are a new mommy now! Those babies need all the attention they can get.

[jeffdoesexist-blog]

I went to get a coffee today and it…it was actually okay..

[awildedove-blog]

I'm really happy to hear that, babe...

[itscomingupwaters-blog]

…I think both my babies just slept through the night, it’s a miracle! Mama might start to look a little less crazy

[awildedove-blog]

Aw, that's awesome, Lou. Congratulations, new mama!

[fybeccatobin]

[untillicanflyagain-blog]

Aria stayed silent as she let Kitty decide. She had been distant lately due to the fact she was trying to get things prepared for her college apps and trying to be there for King and Layla it consumed most of her time. But that didn’t stop her from noticing how Kitty had been and so there she was to do what she should’ve done weeks ago. Aria was relieved when she was let in, she didn’t want an audience with this. She walked into her room, heading towards her bad and taking a seat on the edge. “No, I’d be a hypocrite considering I haven’t been social either. I want to talk to you about Jeff. The last few months you haven’t been yourself and while he gets worse you got worse too and that’s not okay. I know you don’t want to, but you can’t ignore this anymore Kit.”

[awildedove-blog]

Knowing Aria, the brunette would probably camp outside her dorm till Kitty let her inside and instead of going through all that trouble, the dove just complied. Playing with the edge of her sleeves, Kitty made her way to the edge of Charlie's bed, sitting on it slowly so that she was facing her best friend, though her eyes did not leave the edges of her baggy sweater. "I told you, I'm fine. As long as he gets better than I will be fine," she tried to say, her voice rather smaller than usual. She swallowed the lump in her throat and shook her head softly at the subject matter. "It's hard to be happy these days. No matter what, I always seem to go back to be depressed and misunderstood and I just.. Even if I did what you are thinking.. I don't even think I could be happy then."