a stranger on the internet.

a digital diary, basically. :D

[awillowsessence]

hi, i post sometimes.

u can read them if you want

[awillowsessence]

has there been a gimmick blog that owo-ifies posts???/genq like,,, giving them the "OwO! Dis is an owo-twak sampletwext!" or something similar to that. has that like,, been a thing before? i have an idea.... but i don't wanna do something already done..

[awillowsessence]

FUCK why can i feel stress in my HEART. WHY IS THIS NORMAL. WHY .FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK FUCKAUUHAJIJFIMFIWIWEWUVRWU. AUGHHHAUGUHUGHUAUHUUAHGUAUGHUAUFUFGGHH.

[awillowsessence]

possible trigger warning, as this is gonna be a personal vent/rant. it won't be graphic or anything, i just wanted to say this just in case.

ajajjfrjrfrJAIEJRFIF oh my god i am so so so stressed out i can genuinely feel it in my heart rn. and its over something so unimportant too!!!! all of this couldve been resolved with a small chat but like!!AUAUFHHSG!! ok so,, what happened was, in my friend group there were these two people, their ocs were jokingly shipped together until it turned into a real thing. this led to them talking a lot about said shipped ocs and sometimes they'd talk about "freakier" stuff between them. (thats just the backround to this, nothing wrong with that.) BUT. apparently one of them had/has a partner, and the other person who's oc they were shipping theirs with didnt know. i say APPARENTLY because i actually dont know whether or not they did, and their was no proof of them actually having a partner. ANYWAYS. I DIGRESS. this whole thing has just led like. a lot of backlash to both parties involved, and i feel really bad because some people were even like,,, insulting them for it. the whole situation isnt even resloved and.UAUAHFHHAG. I CANT EVEN ADD ALL THE DETAILS HERE CUZ I DONT WANNA RAMBLE ONN AND ON FOR HOURS ABOUT SOMETHING THAT ISNT EVEN OVER WITH ALREADY.

i just feel like other people in the group handled the situation very poorly, and its leading to others feeling horrible about it.

thanks for reading this far. it really means a lot more to me than you think :)

[awillowsessence]

being an empath sucks because why am i feeling sad because SOMEONE ELSE'S actions are being ridiculed and SOMEONE ELSE is having to apologize for something. why???

[awillowsessence]

possible trigger warning, as this is gonna be a personal vent/rant. it won't be graphic or anything, i just wanted to say this just in case.

ajajjfrjrfrJAIEJRFIF oh my god i am so so so stressed out i can genuinely feel it in my heart rn. and its over something so unimportant too!!!! all of this couldve been resolved with a small chat but like!!AUAUFHHSG!! ok so,, what happened was, in my friend group there were these two people, their ocs were jokingly shipped together until it turned into a real thing. this led to them talking a lot about said shipped ocs and sometimes they'd talk about "freakier" stuff between them. (thats just the backround to this, nothing wrong with that.) BUT. apparently one of them had/has a partner, and the other person who's oc they were shipping theirs with didnt know. i say APPARENTLY because i actually dont know whether or not they did, and their was no proof of them actually having a partner. ANYWAYS. I DIGRESS. this whole thing has just led like. a lot of backlash to both parties involved, and i feel really bad because some people were even like,,, insulting them for it. the whole situation isnt even resloved and.UAUAHFHHAG. I CANT EVEN ADD ALL THE DETAILS HERE CUZ I DONT WANNA RAMBLE ONN AND ON FOR HOURS ABOUT SOMETHING THAT ISNT EVEN OVER WITH ALREADY.

i just feel like other people in the group handled the situation very poorly, and its leading to others feeling horrible about it.

thanks for reading this far. it really means a lot more to me than you think :)

[awillowsessence]

"how dense are you?!!?"

well last time i checked all humans are the same density

[awillowsessence]

cracks my back but it ends up extending like a bendy straw. oops, sorry.

[user-script]

Are you capable of purposefully answering a question incorrectly, or, in other words, telling a lie? Have you ever done so?

I am unable to answer this question at this time.

[awillowsessence]

ok so user is either

- coded not to understand this question, or not to answer it. this could imply that user's creators are hiding information from people, and don't want those people to know that user is lying to them. OR - being silly

[sillyskinwalker]

reblog this to scare away r*dqueers and x*nosatanists

kids can not consent

animals can not consent

dead bodies can not consent

[awillowsessence]

being trans is interesting cuz yk,,,

I don't recognize the person in the mirror anymore. It's not the same little girl that once looked back with a soul flourishing like a Garden full of Life--not the same girl that once gazed in the mirror with a giddy smile every day, excitedly waiting for what was to come.

It's someone different entirely. Their eyes have dulled, as if the hope was drained out of them. Their soul is different too. Abstract shapes and swirling colors, like an endless static overshadowing all her prior peace.

But, maybe it's not all something to be feared.

When I look at their face, I see the new aspirations that they hold. I see the new people they've met, the new things that they hold dearly, the new skills they've learned, the new view on life entirely, but most importantly, I see her.

Remnants, sure, but somewhere deep inside of this new and foreign person, I still see the parts of her that were left over. I can still see the wish to make people happy, to make the world a better place for all. I notice the silly quirks that make them, their self.

Maybe I can learn to be accustomed to them.

[awillowsessence]

i am not flesh nor blood, not plant nor nature, i am the endless void that awaits.

[awillowsessence]

you may have popipopipopopipo'd but have you opipopopipopipop'd yet?

[aceofpans]

the year is 2045. my partner has just given birth to our first child. I hold the baby carefully, and give them a small kiss on the forehead. They taste strangely of chocolate… I turn around. Chocolate guy is standing behind me, whisk in hand. FUCK YOU!! I yell, as he vaults out of the window, and drives away on his chocolate motorbike. I place the baby down and go to sit next to my partner. I take their hand. It feels a bit sticky. In horror I stare at their sugar-glazed eyes, before breaking down in tears. But instead of tasting salty, these tears leave little brown streaks along my face, and taste strangely sweet

[awillowsessence]

i'm gonna put every tumblr user into a smoothie maker and grind you all up into little pieces so i can then drink you all up and absorb whatever chemical you guys have in your brain that makes you funny. does that sound okay?

[awillowsessence]

sometimes i forget to oaa uaaueu ahwionv and then i have to mcwdkwdwieif jodjfjowfj which really sucks because it means i have to save my akaka jajdik imd wj euvreweow for later. can anyone relate?

[awillowsessence]

print("funny joke")

was it funny

[antikittysocial]

ALL GENERATIVE AI NEEDS TO BE ERADICATED. I AM 100% SERIOUS ABOUT THIS. IT MUST DISAPPEAR.