Humbly Free

My poetic soul is an ocean 29 Gemini

[awkwardartsy]

[m1ssworldd]

" loving someone is never a waste . "

"the slow movement of time purges the past and heals the wounds in people's hearts"

[quotefeeling]

“If you have been brutally broken, but still have the courage to be gentle to others then you deserve a love deeper than the ocean itself.”

— Nikita Gill

[imissthembutitwasntadisaster]

People will be so mean to teenagers do you literally not remember what it was like to be sixteen. Every time I talk to a teenager I feel I should hold their hands and tell them I think they're one of the bravest people on the planet just for choosing to endure but I don't because I don't want to be creepy.

[lukewarmpetulance]

— Martha Gellhorn, from a letter to Stanley Pennel

[awkwardartsy]

Books have been more kind to me than people. Knowledge feelings overpower make you feel like home. Human will discard you take their entitlment you poor. Which is why I hate everything capitalism, when it’s used that way.

[awkwardartsy]

Anyone going through artist dump like no work.

[emotionalwords]

[smashingorpassing]

some organizations working on the ground in gaza right now

gaza soup kitchen

the sameer project

salam charity

watermelon relief

[ccomelantartidee]

“Too well tangled”🤍

[emotionalwords]

[vexheart]

[timetravelsong]

𝐈𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝐈’𝐦 𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐭. 𝐈’𝐦 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐞.

excerpts from a book I’ll never write

[awkwardartsy]

This is so beautiful

[shortandyellow]

“If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at one and the same time, then I’m neurotic as hell.”

— –Sylvia Path

[borderline-culture-is]

BPD splitting culture is:

Be—my—guest!

Be my guest!

Put my limits to the test!

Ignore me for any longer,

and I’ll do the rest!

You’re online,

wasting time!

But I’ve only lived to serve.

I’ve given you my all,

but you can’t even bother to call?

I could sing,

I could dance—

I’ll do anything, just give me a chance!

But I never want to be your second best.

Go on, replace me

Cross the line and then you’ll see

Be my guest.

Sure, be my guest!

Be my absolute fucking guest!

Don’t you dare.

Yet you’re aware!

Go on, see if I care.

I’ll cut you from my life as if you were never there!

And when I’m done,

You’ll be alone

you’ll be scared

Yet will you ever realize I was the one?

But while I was crashing and complaining,

there were others you were entertaining!

They’re all jokes.

It’s all tricks.

The thought of you makes me sick!

And it’s all in poor taste

that I’ll never forget

You said you’d never leave,

Yet I can no longer believe.

So, be my guest!

If you’re stressed,

It’s repentance I suggest.

Be my guest.

Be my guest!

Go on, be my fucking guest.

(yes, this is a parody of Be Our Guest from Beauty and The Beast. I didn’t do the full song though. Lots of sarcasm in some of these lines)

!!

[awkwardartsy]

This is beyond talent no words fuck!!

[haunted-ghosts]

Tired

I am tired of being the person I want to be.

I am tired of being the person others want me to be.

I am tired of presenting the image of a strong person, even though my soul is showing cracks.

I'm too tired to go to war with these ghosts every day.

I am tired...

[caruccio]

You’re someone’s dream person btw.

[awkwardartsy]

I needed that