Haunted Ghosts

25 Y/O lost soul

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I feel too much

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I’m a two in a world made of zeroes and ones.

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Shadowborn - never destined to see the light

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I drain the energy from others, call me a vampire

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Why do nightmares have to be so realistic?

I'm tired of having a panic attack every time I wake up because I think I have to deal with this again

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New year - old me

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Do you know the feeling when your heart is being turned tighter and tighter by a wrench?

You feel like your heart is bursting and you want nothing more than for it to end

But it remains

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I look in the mirror while I ask myself if this is what I want.

The burden of what I have survived is too much and I don't know how to get rid of this weight.

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Hard times create strong men

Fuck no Hard times create

attachment issues

Fear of abandonment

Fear of being yourself

Trauma

Nightmares

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I see demons everywhere and ghosts buzzing around.

Am I awake?

I don't know anymore.

I look in a mirror and see a distorted face and I realize it's not a dream,

it's reality

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The feeling of emptiness is eating me alive

The pain in my heart is getting worse by the second

Am I still alive or is this my personal hell?

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Waking up in the morning and not knowing if the hell I've been in is over or not is a disgusting feeling

Trapped in the past

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I live the same day every day.

I think I'm trapped in the matrix

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Every word, every thought, and every glance from you tears my soul open again.

My heart cries out, ‘I need you,’ while my head screams, ‘Please go away.’

You are an enemy, not a friend.

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I look in the mirror and all I see are cracks…

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I dance with my demons, and damn they've got some moves