i hope your somewhere praying

aylee shaw; the wannabe little mermaid. 24, youtube beauty guru, part time baker puppy cuddler, ice queen, house targaryen emotional mess, galaxy hoe, i like pretty things i'm proud of who i am. you brought the flames and you put me through hell i had to learn how to fight for myself and we both know all the truth i could tell i'll just say this is i wish you farewell.>

[ayleeshaw]

jakebarlow:

I’ll stop by, doesn’t hurt to have extra protection and to feel a bit safer with other people around too. 

Okay, sounds good.

[ayleeshaw]

jakebarlow:

You sure? I got my gun, got a flashlight in my glove box.

I have my own out but it’s up too you.

[ayleeshaw]

jakebarlow:

Holy shit, do you want me to come by and check it out? I’m already out. 

I called my landlord, he says he’s on his way.

[ayleeshaw]

I am pretty sure that someone was just on my fire escape, and I am really not okay with this at all.

[ayleeshaw]

jakebarlow:

Well I think family is suppose to do that, I know mine does. But if you ever need to talk about it, you know how to get a hold of me. 

I will, thank you.

[ayleeshaw]

jakebarlow:

Oh I’m sorry to hear that, anything you wanna talk about?

Not really, they just stress me out.

[ayleeshaw]

jakebarlow:

Oh cool. Did you have a bad day or something?

Just stressful, my family has been calling me all day, they stress me out.

[ayleeshaw]

jakebarlow:

Oh nice, what is your video on now? Ugh, I love baby otters, they’re so fuckin’ cute.

A review for the new Anatasia Beverly Hills - Subculture pallet, they really are, I needed some cuteness after today.

[ayleeshaw]

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maybe the heels were too much?

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[ayleeshaw]

jakebarlow:

Not too much, finished a video a bit ago so I’m editing it and jamming to music. How about you?

Actually just finished editing a video myself, now I am having a glass of wine, watching videos of baby otters on YouTube, trying to relax some.

[ayleeshaw]

jakebarlow:

I could see why you needed one, yeah. I was only unsure because I wasn’t entirely sure if it was for virgin girls or virgin guys. But I think it’s just virgins in general so I’d definitely get killed. 

Yeah, I’m an easy target so it’s for the best, anyway, enough with the whole Scream situation going on in our town, what are you up too?

[ayleeshaw]

jakebarlow:

Very nice, a lot of girls should get their permits and carry one around for protection, a lot of fucked up dudes out there. Oh yeah, I think I’d be screwed too. 

Well, I needed one because I am 5'3", small, and seen as an easy target, so I thought it was for the best. Oh yeah? You seem kind of unsure there.

[ayleeshaw]

jakebarlow:

I’m sure he’s very worried but I think they’ll catch whoever this is soon, these kind of people always mess up. Definitely be aware of your surroundings and carry some type of weapon to fight with of course. Oh you’re referring to the whole horror movie thing where the virgin never dies?

Yeah, I have mace, as well as a gun, I got my permit after I left home, so I should be good, I don’t typically just walk around without being aware so it’s not anything out of the normal for me. Yeah, if that’s the case I am dead, about seven years too late for me to try and beat that.

[ayleeshaw]

jakebarlow:

Oh definitely, I’m glad I got a decent alarm system and everything. And with work they make me carry a gun around there. It is scary but I suppose I’m use to crime like that, it was actually a surprise that there was nothing here when I got here. 

Yeah, I’ve been in contact with my brother because he’s heard about what’s going on and he’s asking me to come home, but I think I’ll be fine as long as I am aware of my surroundings and don’t make any stupid horror movie mistakes. I mean, other than the virginity thing, I think I am good.

[ayleeshaw]

jakebarlow:

Well I do know they just brought someone in from a bigger city, this detective guy. He seems pretty hellbent on figuring it out so who knows, maybe.

Well, let’s just say I am happy I am living in a secured building now, it hasn’t happened in my part of town but still, it’s scary.

[ayleeshaw]

jakebarlow:

Yeah, they think increased police presence will deter it all, in some cases that can work but we’ll have to see if it will work here.

Maybe, I’m not sure, but I moved here based on how safe it was, so hopefully they find whoever is doing this and put them away.

[ayleeshaw]

jakebarlow:

It’s probably best they do that, wouldn’t want anything happening to anyone when they leave their place of employment. 

I mean, I get that, it just seems super intense, I’ve been noticing that they are bringing in a lot more cops from other districts for an ‘increased police presences’ I still can’t believe all of this is going on.