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[azurexsnake1]

Call me Snake. 25. Bi. Any pronouns. Pref she/they.

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[azurexsnake1]

Yo, I’m back to say if you wanna follow me again, my @ is @azurexsnake

I’m mostly Trigun obsessed now with some jjk sprinkled in. All the long works I post are linked to Ao3, locked to registered users only to prevent A.I. scraping (support your human artists), but I still thirst on the random. There’s a few pieces in my masterlist y’all haven’t seen too. It’s mostly a selfship blog at this point but y’know?

It’s still a 20+ space. No one under 20 plz. No blank blogs. No ageless blogs. Tyty kiss kiss <33

[azurexsnake1]

One more thing, cuz honestly it’s not funny seeing this kind of consistent tomfoolery, if you think someone saying ‘if you’d like to improve at writing as your preferred hobby, read some books (i.e. consume media besides fanfiction itself)’ is grounds to start an arguement, you’re deranged.

Media consumption and creation are a symbiotic relationship more times than not. You improve as you write and read, pick up tricks from authors you might like. A style you really vibe with. A word you never knew and didn’t know how much you needed it until you did. Themes to play with. Inspiration. And this goes for books, movies, shows, music, visual art…Literally I could write a list and then some. Art takes inspiration from art, and some people want to be able to treat their artform with more care and finesse so they can enjoy it more themselves and be proud of it.

But the only consistent thing that the person giving the most pushback has shown is how likely they are to take things in bad faith and spin a completely out of pocket narrative. And I’m tired of seeing it. Can y’all please realize who’s actually decent for the writing ecosystem and who’d rather see it die than not be sitting at the top because they feel entitled to that position? And tell them their insecurity is showing for me since I have them blocked, too.

[azurexsnake1]

Back here to laugh. This is what y’all are upset about today??

[azurexsnake1]

Hey.

I don’t wanna clog your dash with this, but I’m leaving this blog. This probably… isn’t very surprising to some of you, and no, it’s not running from issues, or whatever. None of you know me well enough to know the kind of person I am. Or at least there are very, very few of you who do. But let me tell you a little bit about them anyway. I am the person who takes responsibility for the things they say and do. I’m not perfect. I’m not trying to be anyone’s perfect but my own, and that includes being flawed, but trying my fucking hardest to do better every day. My kind of perfect holds love for as many people as I possibly can. The person I try to be is someone understanding, sometimes to a fault, yes, but that’s how I like myself. That’s how I connect best with others, and even then, sometimes I overdo that, too. Because the kind of person I am sees little pieces of myself in everyone. But that isn’t really what I’m here to talk about. Well, I guess it kind of is.

I’ve been called transphobic, an undercover racist, sick, strange, horrid, a lot of things really. And if you happen to be reading this and agree with any of that, well, I am sorry for what I might have done to upset you. But I’m not sorry for being the person I am and you not knowing that person. A snap judgement and skewed perception of me isn’t something I’m inclined to take to heart, because nothing I ever say or do will ever really be good enough for everyone. Whatever kindness I might show, no matter how little, will be twisted. Whatever I say in defense of myself will continue to be used against me with no regard for why I’m saying the things I say or why I feel things the way I feel them. And really, that isn’t anyone’s fault either. There’s a lot to unpack there and I don’t have the time, the mental capacity, nor the want to put it all out there for anyone to maybe, possibly understand. So it’s fine. Whatever. Genuinely, I am very sorry to the people I have upset through my own missteps, especially any mutuals I have estranged, or no longer feel safe in my presence. That, I am truly and deeply sorry for. But I’m not sorry for being human, or for learning at my own pace, or setting healthy boundaries for myself and for how I deserve to be treated by others, or literally anything else after that. But an apology with stipulations will also never be seen as good enough. Again, it’s whatever. Doesn’t mean that I mean it any less just because some people don’t like how it’s said.

But anyway, because of everything that has happened over the past month, I don’t feel comfortable here anymore. Writing is a comfort hobby for me, something I have leaned on heavily for years, something I pour my heart and soul into because it’s one of the only things I’m able to freely do that with. But it’s no longer something I feel like is possible in this space, no matter how much I might want to. If you have asks in my inbox rn, sorry. I’ll be taking them with me to the blog I already have set up, and I do intend to answer them all at some point like I did here. It’s just still kind of a mess over there. This was a very sudden decision on my part, didn’t give myself very much time to prepare cuz I was already halfway decided before this.

Close mutuals can ask for the @, or people I know are regulars on my blog, but I reserve the right to tell anyone at all. I am in a very vulnerable, destabilized position right now, and unfortunately that comes with a lot of suspicion and mistrust on my part. Sorry for that, I’d say it’s nothing personal, but it actually is, cuz there’s probably a reason I no longer feel comfortable with you. Anyway. This has gotten a lot longer than I wanted it to.

This is goodbye, whether for now, or forever. I hope the world smiles on you and kindness is shown in your greatest time of need. I hope the love you are shown by yourself and others is unconditional, and I hope you know your worth as human beings and never lose sight of it. Take care of yourselves.

💙 Snake 💙

[seongpinkhwa]

if capitalism didn’t exist what would your dream job be. btw if you say something like ‘engineer’ i’ll kill you

[azurexsnake1]

Welp 🙂

[azurexsnake1]

hello friend bc u helped me today i will not be an annoying rat and instead i give u this

licky kitty (*´ω｀*)

lov u and giving hugs 🫂 and fist bumps 👊🏼😎 ok byebye 🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️

Fist bumps for real or are you gonna snail me? 🤨 /lh

Ilysm 🫂 for really real 💙

[purarupu]

neko no hi  🐱🐾

[slowlikehoney1996]

-Mitski

she really didn’t have to say this right now

[thollandss-deactivated20231215]

reblog to send your mutuals a hug. maybe just the thought is enough to cheer them up 🥺

[taiijuna]

[azurexsnake1]

AYO @mommysano

[badbatbf]

so many characters’ attitudes would be fixed by someone gently cupping their face in their hands and telling them they don’t have to try so hard to prove themselves

[fay-rambles-on-and-on]

Kazutoranya.

[nightmareonspookystreet-deactiv]

rb this to give the person you rb it from a hug

[prettyboykatsuki-moved]

[dyketitsofficial]

if u think a strap can’t breed u then ur a coward and a fool