B-a-c-k

You can also call me Heely!

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HUGS for all you talented lovely people! I’ve been here a while, but always been to shy/ nervous to post. Today is the first time I’ve been tagged in the community 😊

Lets spread some PMA!

@little-merry-go-round @divadonadance1 @katielovesyoutubers35 @sansgraceee @jacksoopticboop @dellstra @pellmelproductions @septic-heart-and-mind @deadperson626 @rustybean

[septic-heart-and-mind]

Awww thank you!! 💚

@kodimint @chronically-illustrated @glitxhbitch @mcboss01 @thebluepikachu135 @britt-stone @thesepticactress @watermelonsinmyattic @quiet-viola @tylerjoshjackmark @glitchlesspuppet @madiesunny @magicmadiplier @aquilacalvitium @aqua-sound @markimoochica @markired @aquaticember06 @maybalator @jacksoopticboop @jessiefrance @emilykamikaze @jackjames-exe @farming-chick @puppetofanti @thechemist02 @hellothisiss33dot @hufflepufftrax @multiplestrongminds @unlessitisacherrycoffeebean @themultiplefandomlover @picture-of-grace @insaneangel18-blog @mayumi-yuki @septicuniverse @anotherspnfangirl @ash–1016 @coffeefiend10 @rand0m-stufff @youtubeswarriors @blogger-says-what @sparklesepticeye @starlightcrystalgem @gum-xx-drop @lingeringheartsoul @odia13 @lrookiebiebs @xperidottix @nefelislytherinpride @zeddlocket @juliakaizer @zedcheerfulpineapple @crystalchryssi @b-a-c-k @mikaylaseptic1 @galaxygamer0 @magic-fandoms  @fandomqueen18 and definitely more people, I could be tagging people all night! Love you all, PMA and hugs! 💚

[b-a-c-k]

Thanks for tagging me!!!

<3

[b-a-c-k]

NEW BLOG

I will be deactivating this blog in a few days but I won't be using this blog anymore. I will have a new blog with the same content and stuff, though.

MY NEW BLOG WILL BE CALLED 0-heely.

Cya there!

[dyrtydyke]

LG🐝T

[kittensnax]

[rogue-of-broken-time]

So, yesterday I did some more thinking about Stories Untold since I watched through it again, and I don’t know if this connection was ever made, but I can’t not say anything about this now…

Chapter Four. The one where the story pieced together, where Aition finally recalled the memories he’d been suppressing. In the moment it all starts coming back, Dr. Alexander says this:

“Your mind. It’s like a… conscious black box. It can show you your memories. Look into it.”

Now, what got me curious was the fact that I realized I didn’t know what a “black box” was, or what the term meant in this context. Once I looked it up, though, something started to click:

Black box (n): any complex piece of equipment, typically a unit in an electronic system, with contents that are mysterious to the user.

The mind, a “conscious black box”. Something that its user doesn’t know the contents of, specifically pointed out by another to have missing memories inside of it.

This… immediately… reminded me of this:

“Forgotten? Or just too afraid to remember?”– all the way from back in Detention.

Aition didn’t want to remember the car accident. He’d be incriminated and it would likely ruin his entire life if he did. In a sense, he was too afraid to remember– he didn’t want to give up his overally pretty comfortable life, watching his Twilight Zone-esque stories on his chair all day and avoiding the painful truth. In all honesty, there’s probably a chance that his brain suppressed it all for him unconsciously without him even realizing it because all of the unrealized trauma of the situation would be too awful to recall.

Now, if you will– apply this to what we saw at the end of Stories Untold #4.

Perhaps Jack wasn’t asleep at all when we saw him on the bed.

He was remembering. Looking into his “conscious black box”, not knowing what he would find.

See his physical reactions here?

He was tossing and turning. Glitching, even, at times. He was very unsettled– breathing fast and hard, heart pounding so loudly we could hear it ourselves in the video.

He was afraid.

Then… then, he sat up.

And he remembered everything.

… I think this answers that legendary question.

Jack had never truly “forgotten”.

He was just too afraid to remember.

And, honestly, with hints like “betrayal/neglect/mistake” and “suppressed/ignored/unpredictable"… is it really any wonder why he was? He had some of the same reasons Aition did. A mistake had been made. He had to ignore the truth and suppress the memories. Whether the choice to “not remember” was made consciously or unconsciously matters little. It was made.

But, now… from the looks of things…

… Jack isn’t too afraid to remember anymore.

(Ah, sorry this got a bit long with all the pictures. I just realized this and I couldn’t not share it, even if it only might apply to future shenanigans.)

[isa-ghost]

Rogue your theories always make me shit bricks, this is exactly why youre an idol to me.

[lauramercierbodyscrub]

being in a public restroom and hearing someone shitting really loud

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being in a public restroom

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being in a public

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being

[lauramercierbodyscrub]

people adding things 2 my posts

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your posts

[lauramercierbodyscrub]

ur blog

[kmalakhn-blog-blog]

u

[lordwellingtonofficial]

IM LAUGHING SO HARD. I THREW MY PHONE SO I COULD BREATHE

[butchfatty-deactivated20210203]

you thinking that comment was necessary

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thinking

[delusion-of-negation]

wen u zoom in

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I love this post

[eee-in]

love

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It just keeps getting better

[ilikechildren--fried-deactivate]

overused captions

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Tumblr’s new layout

[this-is-cthulhu-privilege]

tumblr

[1nvisibl3]

the internet

[tomche]

this is the only long ass post i’m ever going to reblog

[metalhearted]

long ass

[iiuniar]

ass

[motherofpearl-nacre]

@b-a-c-k I hope you enjoy this gold pearl!

[b-a-c-k]

Aww thank you! I love it!!

[thatonebubblebitch]

Lord pls someone rp with me

[markiplier]

Ok. I’ll be Bim Trimmer.

“Hey. I’m Bim Trimmer.”

[thatonebubblebitch]

Wow thanks Mark that’s so kind of you totally what I needed what an honor W H Y YOU WEREN’T SUPPOSED TO SEE THAT

[markiplier]

“Hey. Calm down. I know I’m Bim Trimmer and all but no need to get all confuzzled about it ha ha haa.”

*takes 2 steps towards your podium*

[thatonebubblebitch]

IM NOT ON A PODIUM MARK OR BIM OR WHOEVER YOU ARE PLEASE STOP IM TERRIFIED OUT OF ALL THE THINGS I POST YOU SEE T H I S

[markiplier]

“Ha ha haa. What a jokester! Now, for your final bonus round, would you like to be sent through the industrial meat-grinder or swim through the pool of piranha-chiuahaha hybrids? Also known as chiranhas.”

*saunters 2 steps closer to your podium*

[thatonebubblebitch]

I just wanna go home please let me go home I don’t want this anymore

[markiplier]

“Ha Ha haa. I don’t even know what that means but I like the enthusiasm for the chiranhas! Ok, just stand right there we’ll get you into position.”

*your podium launches you 135 feet into the air while the floor beneath you opens into a yawning chasm of yipping madness*

[thatonebubblebitch]

NO PLEASE MARK NO STOP I DON’T WANT THIS MARK NO PLEASE AH FUCK OH MY GOD I AM GOING TO D I E

[markiplier]

*you hit the water screaming with probably joy*

*the water quickly froths into a roiling cauldron of blood and slobber*

“OOOH!! Ha ha haa. Looks like you didn’t quite stick the landing! Everyone give it up for our willing volunteer and thanks so much for watching! I’m Bim Trimmer, and I’ll see you next time on ‘HIRE-MY-ASS!’”

[thatonebubblebitch]

Welp, and as the grand finale. Here it is again. I’m bringing it back. I love you all.

[tracobuttons]

A legendary post has graced my dash once more!

[relina-ruj]

This. Is amazing.

also

/speechless/

[pluvillion]

w H A T

[rogue-of-broken-time]

I– what

[relina-ruj]

This. Is amazing.

also

/speechless/

[pluvillion]

w H A T

[rogue-of-broken-time]

I– what

[soopticboop]

There’s something kinda cute about the fact that the European part of the community is awake like hours before the American side so there’s just a little group of us waiting for everybody to wake up ☺️

[thechemist02]

That’s really cute how you said that. Like you’re just waiting for us to wake up so we can play like little kids

[soopticboop]

@thechemist02 awww haha!

[picture-of-grace]

we are a huge group of people that get together daily no matter our age and play dressup, make up stories, draw, and watch movies together like children at a play date 💚💚💚

[soopticboop]

There’s something kinda cute about the fact that the European part of the community is awake like hours before the American side so there’s just a little group of us waiting for everybody to wake up ☺️

[glixbitch]

When you’re at a sleepover and you wake up before your friends 👀💗

[soopticboop]

@glitxhbitch omg yes!!

[spiroandthelacktones]

That judge who asked young children if they even knew what a lawyer was and then continued to proceed on their cases is a piece of shit and I hope he rots slowly while alive, he should have refused, what a pathetic evil motherfucker who actually spoke to these children face to face and still proceeded to treat them like criminals and send them off to god knows what kinda awful shit, I hope that sick fuck gets a very slow painful disease

[spiroandthelacktones]

William C Snoufer die bitch

[supernova2395]

So what this post is talking about is the short film: Unaccompanied: Alone in America, which is a dramatic representation of the plight of unaccompanied minors seeking refuge through America’s immigration courts.

As the Department of Justice does not allow recording devices in immigration courts the film maker used actors to recreate the process as best she could.

William C Snoufer is a retired Judge who agreed to return to the seat to help make the film, he is not someone actually judging these children and I think it was really commendable of him to be a part of this project.

Also I think it’s prudent to note, this project began work in 2014. Unaccompanied children have not had access to US immigration lawyers or translators since at least then, and probably longer. This is not a new problem for the US, just one that has been recently brought to light in the most horrific way possible.

[vorpalgirl]

PLEASE SPREAD THIS VERSION Do not accidentally tar a retired judge who helped call attention to this issue when he’s not the one who did this!! This is issue is horrible, but William C Snoufer is not the villain in it! Judges still on the bench (and ICE, and the general system) are!!

[motherofpearl-nacre]

It has come to my attention that not many wish to adopt Pearls since it does not fit their “aesthetic”. So if you would like a Pearl based solely off your blog, please reblog this post. I will create a Pearl for every gem who reblogs! 💜

[thx]

[oswednesday]

trans people taking testosterone need to drink orange juice cause testosterone weakens your immune system!! trans people taking estrogen need to drink milk cause estrogen causes calcium to be absorbed less

[spaceviral-archive-deactivated2]

If you’re lactose intolerant you can eat nuts and if you’re allergic to oranges, most other fruits have vitamin c. If fruits aren’t an option, there’s also vitamin c supplements.

[notalwaysluminous]

Good info. Pass it on.

[kasper-the-ghost]

[baileywilson013]

Maybe misusing the name of God isn’t so much about saying the shallow words, “Oh my God,” as it is about using the name of God to justify discrimination, oppression, injustice, racism, slavery, xenophobia, poverty, sexism, islamophobia, ableism, homophobia, war, & the list can go on. 

[questions-within-questions]

Amen

[gaslightgallows]

When I was a wee little Gaslight attending Catholic Sunday schools, and then later in college when I was taking a Bible as Literature class, both my stolid neighborhood deacon and my dapper Protestant professor said almost the exact same thing:

“Taking the Lord’s name in vain isn’t when someone says ‘God damn it.’ It’s when a mortal, fallible human being presumes to put words in God’s mouth and say ‘This is what God wants you to do.’“

[superpowered-autistic-cats]

Time to reblog again. Holy shit.

[kitchenwitchupinthisbitch]

Interesting. I never knew this