personality disorders are the spice of life

side blog | bpd and vents [t . 18]

[b-p-dead]

WHY AM I NOT DEAD YET THIS IS A JOKE

[b-p-dead]

i think i might kill myself soon. life is supposed to be looking up for me right now but all i feel every day is constant constant pain and quite frankly i can't do it anymore and i've been researching methods and i think i found a way but do i have the balls to do it....

[grlplant]

[fixedyourmeme]

[liz-cat-meow-deactivated2020011]

[humor-is-coping]

[whatcomesafterthisone]

[angel-vein-blog]

Me: good morning

My brain at 6:57am: you should have killed yourself when you were 15

[daily-self-depreciation]

[liefly]

having no emotional permanence means that if a friend isn’t actively engaged in your life then you assume they don’t care and hate you

[opheliabpd]

I hate being terrified of my own emotions.

[b-p-dead]

good grief the annual january mega depressive episode has arrived and this time i really don't know if ill make it through

[sickmessss]

hey siri how do i explain that my behavior is a part of The Disorder without sounding like im using it as an excuse

[capricvnt222]

that bpd feel when

u genuinely can’t tell if ur actually passionate about something or if it’s just another unhealthy obsession 🥳

[selfdeprecatingmeme]

trauma didnt make me soft it’s made me angry and empty

[allthecoloursatonce]

Anyone else terrified that they are toxic and manipulative and just can’t see it? Or is that just me?

[esinahkabanjo]