🔥 Ａ ＳＴＵＤＹ ＩＮ ．．．bloodlust, wreathed in flames, the loneliness and burden of greatness, the parentified sibling, child soldiers, the rebellious prodigal child, forging your own path, good is not nice, good is not soft, self-love, horrifying the horror, societal values dissonance, blood magic and being sun-coded in the fury of fire, the burning passion, raging forest fire and destructive way . .
01. general. this blog is mutuals only for all interactions. i'm running on a combo of the anime, manga and strictly vibes. i'm just here to have fun. that said, this blog won't be spoiler-free & i myself am still working my way through the manga. i'm also multi everything when it comes to shipping, affiliates, exclusives / mains, crossovers, etc. usual disclaimer that i don't own jjk, i'm not affiliated with it in any way, but i do own what the concepts and ideas i create for my original character. don't steal & i consider this blog permanently under-co as michiko is ever evolving and being developed. this is also a slow response / activity blog. i ask that if you are non-roleplay blog, minor, or non-mutual to not interact with my posts (including likes and reblogs).
note: i block any blogs that i am not mutuals with that i see in my activity liking and/or reblogging posts. this is 1). because im a private & mutuals only blog 2). am not a resource blog & 3). i have been stalked before on a past blog & doing this makes me feel safe.
02. triggers. general trigger warnings related to the overall themes and content of the anime and manga apply. additional trigger warnings for blood & fire imagery along with mentions of past self inflicted injuries related to the usage of michiko's technique. please proceed with caution.
03. shipping & nsfw. love shipping, i'm a sucker for it. never be afraid to approach me about it if you feel a vibe or are interested. michiko does have important relationships part of his backstory that will be mentioned on this blog. as far as nsfw, i usually fade to black and move things to discord if continued.
04. activity. due to my physical, mental health, & irl obligations all of my blogs are slow response & low activity by default.
05. following. i don't interact with personal blogs and minors. both are blocked on sight. if you ever decide to unfollow, please hardblock me. if you softblock, i will hardblock. i have memory issues and hardblocking helps me remember that you no longer wish to interact and to avoid any awkward scenarios of me refollowing.
06. face claim. it's near impossible for me to find a fc that fits my vision of michiko perfectly so i use a combination of different face claims. i don't have a live action fc & am completely fine going iconless in threads.
07. interactions. i'm heavily plot focused & dynamic oriented. i don't post starter calls and primarily use prompts as a jumping off point to start a thread or give us an idea to plot from. all prompts / ask memes + plotting calls are fair game to mutuals & the prompts i reblog never have an expiration date unless otherwise specified. if you're not sending something in, please reblog it from the source.
08. credits. all graphics such as my pinned post header, mobile header, dash icon, icons, promo, & border were commissioned by me from @mochacappuccino. mocha lovingly and graciously colored all icons used and they and all other graphics are for no one's use but my own. my carrd was commissioned by me from the lovely @honeydbee !
hi, i'm hawke. my friends often refer to me as a cryptid. i'm a 28 year old, trans masc, black american living in tx currently.
Unfortunately , extending my hiatus because I’m in a shit situation rn with my background checks and clearances haven’t been returned yet and I can’t start the new job until they are returned. This is doing a fuckin number on my psyche because unfortunately my bank accounts are empty, I have bills due that I can’t pay, and im in limbo not knowing when work will start and have no clear start and first pay date until those clearances return.
So , i have to extend my hiatus from here until i have a concrete start date. I’m sorry guys. Things just aren’t okay right now.
gonna be locking myself away to get things queued ! i likely will not be here tomorrow. it’s the 1 year anniversary of my granny passing and considering how my moods and mental state have declined day by day as it approaches— i know im not gonna be in a good spot tomorrow.
anyways , all that to say grief and grieving really is a journey without end and i don’t want anyone to think im ignoring your messages or anything 💜
𝙰 𝚂𝚃𝚄𝙳𝚈 𝙸𝙽 ⸻ THE SPARE VS. THE HEIR, ANTIGONE COMPLEX, FAMILIAL DUTY, ANCESTRAL MAGIC, DRAGON IN LAMB CLOTHING, THE FORGOTTEN CHILD, SELF - SACRIFICING LAMB, THE BURNING OF ICE, DUALITY, DEHUMANIZATION OF THE SELF, THE WEIGHT OF LEGACY, SPIRTIUAL THEMES OF TWINS, AND GIRLHOOD THROUGH THE LENSES OF A TRANS MASC EXPERIENCE.
✦ I CANNOT for the life of me remember if I sent this in, but I'm back for more?
* 🔥 𝙋𝙊𝙎𝙄𝙏𝙄𝙑𝙄𝙏𝙔 𝙏𝙄𝙈𝙀 !
you did but i'm so down to glaze you either way <3 and profess my undying love. your creativity, your spirit, and writing are simply phenomenal. you could pull up with a blog for elmo and my ass would be first in line to follow.
psa. gonna close my inbox for the weekend as i try my best to respond to things , delete what i can't get a response done for, and clean up all around. thank you for your patience and im sorry i have to ask for continued patience going forward this month. april is an extremely hard month for me mentally and emotionally between this year being the 1 year anniversary of my granny's passing + surfacing feelings i have to address and work through every damn year as april is also the birthday month of my abusive bio dad that i am no contact with. not to mention me starting a new job on the 20th of this month so all in all, im gonna be all over the fuckin' place.
all that to say, i'm sorry i'm neglecting mimi and you guys ♥. and i love you all dearly.
psa. gonna close my inbox for the weekend as i try my best to respond to things , delete what i can't get a response done for, and clean up all around. thank you for your patience and im sorry i have to ask for continued patience going forward this month. april is an extremely hard month for me mentally and emotionally between this year being the 1 year anniversary of my granny's passing + resurfacing feelings i have to address and work through every damn year as april is also the birthday month of my abusive bio dad that i am no contact with. not to mention me starting a new job on the 20th of this month so all in all, im gonna be all over the fuckin' place.
all that to say, i'm sorry i'm neglecting mimi and you guys ♥. and i love you all dearly.
my fave fun fact is both eiji & michi knowing that michi left a blood curse on him during the events of their fight in shinjuku. eiji is fully aware that michi knows where he is and that michi is actively choosing to lie to the higher-ups by telling them that he has no clue of eiji's whereabouts. all because michi would rather psychologically torture him than kill him right now⸻ they both know eiji would rather michi kill him and denying him that death is retribution in its own way . . .
he knows michi would rather him live with the threat hanging over him than give him any form of peace.
❪ 🔥 ❫ ミ 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍 . ngl , one of my favorite attributes and also probably one of the worst, depending on who you ask and your morals, is his sadistic tendencies when it comes to his opponents whether they be curses, curse-users, and/or other sorcerers.
the best way to put it is he’s like an apex predator playing with his food.
especially in circumstances when it feels like the assignment didn't really need a special grade to complete it. if it's not a challenge, a true use of his skills, or a real fight to him in mind he has to make it interesting for himself somehow. unfortunately for the other party, that means at the expense of themselves, continued bodily harm, and delaying the inevitable. .
it's something i can definitely see him being reprimanded for by others either because maybe it's a bit much for them or maybe because he's making a job that clearly can be finished quickly and easily by him last longer and wasting their time. the latter usually would have been the case in the instances when he and eiji worked any assignments together. eiji never stepped in because of any sympathy or distaste for violence. only ever because he knows mimi is fucking with this unfortunate soul who isn't getting the memo that they're not making it out of this and the faster it's over the faster they can go home.
just a general reminder that you are welcome to follow me over on @iorves if we're mutuals here ! there's no requirement other than interest and us already being mutuals. i just haven't be following many people first because of the content of asoiaf / g.ot.
“ this is just the first stop in what i’m officially calling the michi birthday tour ! ” the smile on her face is nothing short of radiant as she takes his hand, drawing him to a wall, the varying polish shades creating something akin to a mosaic. the woman who greeted them has vanished, but only momentarily, to grab glasses of sparkling sake. “ hm . . . ” she hums, head tilting this way and that, evaluating the hues while ideas for potential designs blossom to life. “ what are you thinking? ” she lifts his hand to her lips, then, brushing a tender kiss against his knuckles. “ should we get matching nails ? ” // IT'S MIMI DAY!!!!! ❤️🔥
❪ 🔥 ❫ ミ HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHIKO !
❝ only the first stop ? what else do'ya got planned for today ? ❞ he glances down at @kaerinio with a matching, blinding smile on his lips. the moment her hand takes his, michiko instinctively intertwines their fingers together, giving her hand an affectionate squeeze. not that he was complaining—far from it—he loved being spoiled by her & spoiling her in turn. michiko couldn't think of a better way to spend his birthday than by spending time with one of his favorite people—plus a spa day ? spoiled. she spoiled him. it feels like his heart is being squeezed within his chest at the soft touch of a tender kiss pressed to his knuckles. he loves her. he loves her and she loves him—that was the best birthday gift he could ever ask for.
❝ have you ever known me to say no to us matching ? baby, i'm shocked you even feel the need to ask, ❞ he chuckles, the sound warm and his voice soft, leaning over to press a tender kiss to the crown of daenerys's head. ❝ thank you for this, seriously. . . i mean it and i'd love nothin' more than to get matching nails with you. ❞ he gently swings their joined hands between them with a quiet hum, ❝ if not matching then maybe we each pick out a color and design for the other's set ? ❞
[txt: Michi] and so help me if you don't decide where to go for your birthday dinner I'm picking the place with the most embarrassing birthday celebration
❪ 🔥 ❫ ミ HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHIKO !
[ 𝚂𝙼𝚂 ] ㅤ ⇀ ㅤsumi . . are you threatening ME on my BIRTHDAY ?????
[ 𝚂𝙼𝚂 ] ㅤ ⇀ ㅤyou know damn well i need more than 10 minutes to get ready ;u;
Im gonna be so real can yall actually talk about ways we can support trans women in the UK instead of giving all the attention to fucking JKR. I already know that Harry Poter sucks, I wanna know how to actually HELP people. Something something you have to love the oppressed more than you hate the oppressor
